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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    Two months ago, a panicked and half-dressed Shane Hollander ran out of Ilya Rozanov’s life.
    Ilya has spent the months since torturing himself, replaying that day over and over in his head, trying to come up with any kind of reason why. And seeing Shane confident in the company of his new Hollywood friends? He feels the knife turn into his heart even more. Is Shane really better off without him?
    The signs say otherwise; the shaking hands, the nervous glances, starting fights he can’t win. Ilya has no idea how to fix it.
    Maybe Shane doesn’t even want him to.

    But then he gets a phone call that changes everything.
    Ilya decides he at least has to try. Even if it breaks them apart.

    Or, one desperate phone call after a game changes everything. Will Shane run again? Or will Ilya be able pick up the pieces before it's too late?

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    15 Jul 2026

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    After the tuna melt meltdown, Shane meets Rose Landry, has several deeply inconvenient revelations, and decides to do the only sensible thing: win Ilya back with sincerity, logistics, and a frankly alarming amount of emotional effort.

    Ilya, meanwhile, mistakes every tender gesture for the kind prelude to an inevitable goodbye.

    Or: Shane is living in a romcom. Ilya is living in a Russian tragedy.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Complete 15.07.26
    Shane is coming to ilya post tunamelt

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    Shane sees his ex at a cafe and texts what he thinks it’s a dud number to look busy, little does he know it belongs to Ilya. Shane uses the thread to use as a reminder for stuff he has to do. Ilya enjoys reading what this mysterious man does until he gets a text at 3am.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    14.07.26
    Shane is using Ilya number as journal

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    Jaw Man flicked his middle finger up at Ilya, who didn’t seem to mind, and gestured towards Shane and Hayden with raised eyebrows. “The f*** are you even doing right now, man.”

    Ilya said briefly, “Orgy.”

    “Uh,” said Shane, “no, that’s not—”

    Ilya grinned at him. It was a mean-edged grin but something about it seemed to suggest that he was joking with Shane, rather than about him. “Oh, he speaks.”

    “We’re not here for an orgy,” Shane said to Jaw Man. “We’re missionaries with the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.”

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Complete 14.07.26
    Shane is lormom !

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    It’s the summer of 2016. Ilya is in Moscow, and definitely absolutely not spending more time flicking back through his text history with Shane than dancing with hot girls in the club. Shane meanwhile is doing things like helping his buddy Pike wrangle his brood at a museum, where he meets the super cool and really nice and maybe kinda cute docent, Dylan. He’s made a new friend. They have common interests. They hang out.

    Ilya has a completely normal reaction to this.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Complete 14.07.2
    Gay awakening Shane with museum dylan

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    If he were sober, he might have recognized how catastrophically bad this idea was. That the roulette ball was not a sign, that they’d been playing for over an hour and it was bound to land on twenty-four eventually. But there was a buzzing warmth flooding his veins and a very loose grip on his rationality, so he headed away from the bar, through the lobby, and out onto the balmy Vegas strip. He leaned against a shadowed wall and scrolled to a contact he’d hovered over a thousand times before.

    This time, he called.

    Or: Five years after Rose helped Shane come to terms with his sexuality, he’s done everything else on his own. Coming out, surviving the backlash, being traded to Ottawa. When the dust finally settles, Shane meets a nice guy from Montreal and tells himself he’s ready to move on. He’s definitely not thinking about Ilya. Or Ilya’s gorgeous Russian wife. Not at all.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Complete 12.07.26

    Shane with matty

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    It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing.

    No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting.

    The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting).

    Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.

    Now available in Russian

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Complete
    Texts leaked

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    Shane Hollander has a secret boyfriend, and it’s not Ilya Rozanov. That’s for the best, though, because Shane’s boyfriend is absolutely perfect on paper. He’s also completely on board with the need to keep their relationship out of the press to avoid ruffling any feathers at the MHL commissioner’s office.

    There’s only one problem with Shane’s boyfriend. He’s not Ilya Rozanov.

    (Canon divergence where Ilya and Shane do separate photo shoots pre-rookie season and never hook up. Somehow. So then Shane has a “normal” dating life.)

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Complète 10.07.26
    Group chat with Jackie et Ilya to break up Shane and his boyfriend

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    Hollander narrowed his eyes. “Are you… jealous?” he asked suspiciously.

    Ilya scoffed. “You can fuck whoever you want, I don’t give a shit.”

    “...Right.” Hollander pulled on his boxers before he dropped the towel. “Because it’s not like you don’t fuck other people too, you know.”

    “I know.”

    “And it’s not that you- you aren’t enough, or whatever.” Hollander turned even more red, looking down. “But, like, we don’t get to see each other that often.”

    “I know.”

    “And, you know, it turns out you can have a lot of anonymous sex if you’re gay. People are surprisingly okay with it.” He said it earnestly, like he was the first person in the world to make this discovery.

    Ilya forced himself to swallow, keeping his face carefully blank. “Is that so?”

    ~~

    OR: Shane downloads Grindr. Ilya goes into a jealous spiral
    set pre-tuna melt, 2015ish

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Complète 10.07.26
    Shane on grindr jealous ilya

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    “What is there to talk about?”

    “What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”

    “I know.”

    “Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”

    “Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”

    Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”

    “Right.”

    “And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”

    ~

    OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.

    title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Complète 10.07.26
    Ilya traded to Montréal

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    Shane is drunk, concussed, and hiding in a phone booth when he calls the only number he knows by heart.

    The man who answers is not Hayden Pike.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Complète 09.07.26
    AU Shane hockey player assault by night
    Wrong call pédiatrie surgeon ilya

  12. Public Bookmark 10

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are over.

    At least, that’s what the divorce papers say.

    They still love each other. They still know each other better than anyone else. And despite every reason to let go, they keep finding their way back into each other’s lives and beds.

    And when one last night together changes the course of both their lives, Shane is forced to decide what moving on actually means when the person he is leaving behind is still the love of his life.

    Because soulmates can still fuck it up.

    And sometimes, there really is a life after us.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    1

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov never hooked up at the CCM commercial.

    Now it's 2017. Yuna Hollander is concerned that Shane doesn't have many friends, so she signs him up on a buddy network website.
    Shane gets paired with someone else looking for a 'buddy', not knowing that it's his on-ice rival, Ilya Rozanov.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Complet
    Texting fic via buddy meeting

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    Ilya couldn't deal with the secrecy, and he walked away. When a photo of Shane making out with an unknown man is leaked by TMZ, both men try to move on in very different ways.
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    “Holly shit,” Harris exclaimed, startling Ilya.
    “You ok, babe?” Troy looked up from a book he was reading.
    “Shane Hollander was just outed,” Harris informed the hockey players who were staring at him.
    “What?” Ilya sat up, his blood run cold.
    “It's all over Twitter,” Harris said, and Ilya quickly opened the app; sure enough, the first post on his timeline was the TMZ headline: Hockey star Shane Hollander spotted kissing an unidentified man outside gay club

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Forester (Admirals🔛🔝)
    So the true way to combat the Bisexual Russian Terminator isn’t with homophobia...
    It's actually with even more gay
    ...
    You're a goddamn genius.

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    The NHL rookies have joined forces to strategize now that two of the greatest hockey players of all time are on the same team and Ilya Rozanov must suffer from the unintended consequences of making hockey more woke.

    Mainly, the way everyone keeps implying that they want to fuck his husband.

    or: a group of rookies unionize and employ chirping as a form of psychological torture against a one Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Complète 06.07.26
    Rookie S group chat

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    “I didn’t come out today because I owe anyone an explanation. I came out because I refuse to let the man I love stand alone while the world decides his worth. We've spent years hiding and even denying our feelings for one another because we were afraid of what people would say. We thought we were protecting each other. That ends today. I’m done caring about anyone except me and him.”

    *******

    A leaked photo leaves Ilya exposed, and the league wastes no time deciding what to do with him.

    Ilya is willing to lose everything if it means Shane gets to keep his career.

    Shane takes exactly one look at the world trying to shame the man he loves and decides that if Ilya's name is going to be in every headline, his will be too.

    The only thing more dangerous than outing Ilya is giving Shane a reason to fight.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Complète 05.06.26
    Dick picture leaked
    Shane coming out tonprotect ilya

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    ~And from your lips, he drew the Hallelujah

    Ilya Rozanov leaves Boston and signs with Ottawa, trying to fight a slow slide into emptiness and find meaning in his life again. Shane Hollander is a lonely, struggling artist who lost his spark. When they meet by chance, they both have to decide what's worth living for.

    Or…Shane never gets the chance to become a pro hockey player, so they meet a little later in life. Basically, they’re both sad boys, but the healing will be worth it. More baggage, fewer hangups.

    ~You see I used to live alone before I knew ya.

    ——————————————————

    “So maybe we would have played together,” Ilya said.

    “Yeah. Maybe we would have been rivals,” Shane said, and that got a grin out of him. He couldn’t quite imagine it, but he thought that would have been fun, facing off against Ilya Rozanov. In another life.

    Ilya nodded slowly. “And yet here we are, meeting anyway. Maybe we were meant to.”

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Complète 05.07.26
    Ilya is in Ottawa
    Shane is an artist
    Shane s parents dead

  18. Public Bookmark 61

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    Shane Hollander did not think he would ever fall in love with anyone other than Ilya Rozanov, but it happened.
    After his breakup with Ilya, and the trauma of coming out to his team, he decided to escape to play hockey in Sweden, signing a 3 year contract.
    While in Sweden, Shane meets and falls in love with Enzo.

    Meanwhile, Ilya is the most depressed he has ever been. Grieving the loss of his relationship with Shane. He had his reasons for breaking up with Shane, but he doesn't tell him the real one. He starts casually dating Sienna.

    But, when Ilya's father passes away, and he wants to reach out to Shane, its too late.

     
    OR:Ilya's father did not have dementia yet and did not die after 2017 All Stars, everything else follows canon in HR. After leaving Boston,Ilya has been in Ottawa for a year and half and in a relationship with Shane. Shane came out to his team and was about to tell Ilya, but Ilya broke up with him before he could.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    6
    Shane is going to sweden after break up

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    Ilya picks up on the third ring, breathing heavily into the phone. Shane hears a door slam shut through the device. “Do not yell at me.” 

    Shane stares at the half-empty bottle of vodka on the coffee table. “You suck.”

    “I suck? I scored hat-trick! In your stupid body! I have not eaten in six hours, Hollander. I have not pissed. I have not laid down. I want to go home.” 

    “Rozanov–” 

    “Your mother has called twenty times. Your manager has called thirty times. Your father text me picture of crossword puzzle and ask for help. Clue is about American President from the 1980s. I cannot help!”

    OR: the hollanov bodyswap fic. 

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Complète 05.07.26
    Body swap !

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    His entire body felt tense as the door was pushed open. He trained his eyes on the floor, monologuing before he could stop himself,

    “Just so you know, my buddies paid for this dance for me and I’m sure you’re very nice and very pretty and good at what you do but I’m actually gay so you can just- Do what you need to do but I don’t want you to be offended because I’m not as into this as you’re probably…usually…used to…”

    He trailed away as he looked up, and met the eyes of the very tall, very broad, very handsome man leaning against the doorframe.

    They stared at each other, and Shane blinked, struck dumb.

    Or, the night of JJ's bachelor party, Shane is forced into a lap dance he very much does not want. Until he does, and everything changes.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Complète 04.07.26
    Stripper ilya

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