forthegiven



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    14 fics/drabbles based lyrics from each song on NOEASY.

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    a bunch of 'head empty' smut drabbles that will stay as drabbles bc i can't write an actual fic to save my life.

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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    Felix has been unlucky with his heart. He thought he'd found someone worth taking a risk, someone who thought he was worth it too.
    But now he's back to square one, swimming in an uncertainty and distrust in himself he'd worked hard to overcome. As if that wasn't bad enough, he's feeling cast aside by his fellow members. Maybe it's not just his heart people don't want, but him in general.

    Seungmin sees Felix feeling discarded like last year's favorite toy and goes into protective puppy mode, making it his mission to be sure Felix doesn't lose that shine and confidence that makes him their sunshine boy.

    Maybe first loves fizzle out and aren't meant to be, but second times find a way to make it right.

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    05 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Gently, Minho runs a hand through Seungmin's hair. "But Seungmin, I'm here. You can't ever lose me-"

    "Eliminated." Seungmin recoils from the gunshot, even though he's the one who pulls the trigger. "When you were eliminated on the show. And I--" Choking on a sob, Seungmin obliterates scarred palm lines with nails, and closes his eyes tightly to fight burning tears. "I couldn't fucking do anything-"
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    (Seungmin's haunted by a nightmare: the memory of Minho's elimination.)

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    11 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 23

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    a series of interconnected stories within the same mafia/hitman au. can be read individually and in any order but posted order is recommended if you care about references and world-building. enjoyyyy

    (also be mindful of tags, they vary a lot between works)

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    06 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    “I don’t know how to not be in love with him, I don’t think,” Felix admits quietly.

    “Promise me you’ll move on, though?” Jeongin pleads. He’s still playing with Felix’s fingers. The sounds of the movie have faded into white noise. “I don’t like seeing you sad.”

    “I’m not sad,” Felix says, nudging Jeongin lightly with his elbow. Jeongin frowns. Felix has always been a bad liar. He sighs. “I’m just…resigned, I guess. To loving someone who will never love me back.”

    “He loves you, hyung,” Jeongin mumbles.

    Felix hums. “I know he does.”

     

    Just not the same way. Never the same way.

    Or, alternatively, Felix watches a movie and fails to not think about how in love he is with Minho

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    04 Mar 2025