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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    Chi Cheng stares as Guo Chengyu stretches and the sliver of exposed skin between his shirt and pants grows wider. Chi Cheng wants to lick it, so he bends down and he does.

    Fuck, he tastes as good as he smells. Chi Cheng slides up to bite at the side of his neck, his collarbone, leaving gooseflesh in his wake.

    “What are you doing?” Guo Chengyu’s voice is deep, gravelly with sleep. 

    “What do you think I’m doing?” Chi Cheng ruts against Guo Chengyu’s thigh and pulls him closer, halfway into his arms. “Has it really been so long you have forgotten how this works?” 

    A morning in bed, set during Episode 19 while Wu Suowei and Chi Cheng are broken up, and Chi Cheng is staying with Guo Chengyu.

    This follows a scene in Chapter 1 of The Key to Freedom, which provides additional context, but I don't think it's necessary to read that fic in order to enjoy this one.

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    01 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 34

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    Chengyu wondered if Suowei knew about Chi Cheng’s twentieth birthday, when Wang Shuo had slithered into Chi Cheng’s lap like a snake and kissed him, tongues and teeth, drunk and dizzy, his fingers in Chi Cheng’s hair, while Chengyu sipped his drink and watched.

    He remembered Wang Shuo tilting Chi Cheng’s head back, his tongue in his mouth, the lilt of his own voice as he said, “Let him come up for air for a minute.”

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    Guo Chengyu and Chi Cheng, before and after.

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    01 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    There is something about the way Fan Xiao looks at him sometimes: dark, hungry eyes tracking his every move, every minute twitch of his muscle, a starved predator on a prowl – as if Shulang is the only thing that can sate him, the only light reflected in the depth of his eyes – the last matchstick still burning in the palm of his hand, keeping the sharp-toothed darkness at bay. As if he really is his god, brimming with holy might of salvation, capable of pacifying the rushing waves with a casual flick of his fingers – a thing to be devoutly worshipped, held onto with shaking, bloodied hands, kept hidden in the cavity of his chest.

    It should unnerve him, perhaps, that morbid, scorching intensity of Fan Xiao's desire, tinged with a hint of nauseating seasickness, but after a lifetime spent wandering through the sea of people like a stray piece of driftwood, unnoticed and unseen, having those ravenous eyes perpetually trained on him feels like his greatest treasure, his hard-earned reward; after all, earth that had turned to permafrost cannot feel the warmth of spring, not unless you set it aflame.

    Or: on You Shulang, love, and poison

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    12 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    Kae swears that time moves differently in prison. Backwards or sideways but definitely not forward. At least, not like it does Outside. She’s learned to define her life that way, divide it into neat segments as if that will make the whole of it easier to stomach. Time spent Inside. Time spent Outside. Life Before and Life After.

    OR: Kae doesn't give up easily.

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    10 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    You Shulang.

    He is addicted to him in the same manner he is addicted to his matches, the minute sting and flicker of the flame, the heady, cloying scent of his cigarettes – like dying, rotten roses. Has been chasing the high of a new dose ever since their first meeting, desperate for another searching look, another sharp-tongued retort, another half-fond half-annoyed sigh, another second spent basking under those watchful eyes, all of You Shulang’s attention belonging to him, and him only. Another taste of his skin, sun-warmed and slightly salty, warmer still in the crook of his neck, blood thrumming underneath, true and alive; another taste of his lips, slightly chapped with the day’s worries, pinpricks of blood rising to the surface with each press of Fan Xiao’s mouth.

    Or: on Fan Xiao, drowning, and salvation

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    31 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 5

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    The little hut creaks like a ghostly beggar wailing for alms and Fan Xiao’s bric-a-brac tower sways with it, freezing saltwater lapping hungrily at his toes. He’s lit his second-to-last match to see exactly what he expects, the dingy interior of the hut, the debris floating across the top of the invading ocean, and the splay of black hair faintly visible under the surface, strands spreading apart like seaweed on the shore.

    Everything in its place—except for the fish.

    ~ or ~

    Fan Xiao has a bad dream and is very dramatic about everything.

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    17 Dec 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 41

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    Fan Xiao had a dream.
    In it, You Shulang looked half dead—sunken eyes, calm facade shattered, standing too close to the edge of insanity.

    In that version of the world, Fan Xiao realizes something too late: obsession destroys what it claims to love.

    So in this one, he decides not to break You Shulang any further.

    If someone has to shatter for this relationship to survive, he chooses himself.
    It’s not something he’s ever done before.
    But for the first time, doing something without thinking it through...feels right.

    [Canon divergence after Fan Xiao's manipulation comes to light]

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    17 Dec 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 32

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    “Chengyu,” Jiang Xiaoshuai asks, lying beside him in their bed, trailing the fingers of one hand up along Guo Chengyu’s sternum, “how did you really feel about Chi Cheng back then?” 

    There is no need to specify what he means when he says, ‘back then.’ Guo Chengyu blinks and the world falls away and all at once he is 23 years old, he is in Chi Cheng’s arms, they are both drunk, and he is learning that he doesn’t like kissing his best friend in front of that treacherous boy and his phone. Kissing Chi Cheng is not a spectacle for Wang Shuo’s amusement. It’s not for Wang Shuo at all. It’s not dirty, or scandalous, or wrong, the way he makes it feel. It’s private. It’s… 

    29 year old Guo Chengyu rolls his eyes at Jiang Xiaoshuai and forces his muscles to relax. “You’re not still anxious about those old video clips, are you? We were young and stupid, and we liked to drink too much. Nothing that happened back then matters. It’s not important.”

    “It doesn’t feel unimportant.” 

    They are just. So. God damned weird about each other I cannot take it. So here we are. 🫠

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    16 Sep 2025

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    “It’s so nice,” the word drips with venom on Wang Shuo's tongue, “to see you still getting along so well. Really. Because it seems you two will have to learn to share now too, don’t you think?”

    on a chance night out, wang shuo points out the obvious. xiaoshuai re-evaluates some things

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    30 Aug 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 5

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    The love has been there for as long as Guo Chengyu can remember.

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    A few vignettes of Guo Chengyu and Chi Cheng.

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    28 Aug 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 21

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    What happens when Chi Cheng walks out after their seven year reunion with Wang Shuo—and the one who follows him afterwards isn't Wang Shuo but Guo Chengyu?

    Hard truths are aired, words are had, and things go a bit further than Chi Cheng intends.

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    28 Aug 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Maybe they can’t avoid each other. Or maybe it’s worth the pain that it causes them, so they don’t want to avoid each other.”

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    Chi Cheng and Guo Chengyu are a little too close. Even when they hurt each other, they can't stay away.

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    27 Aug 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 18

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    “Not this one.”

     

    Guo Chengyu has one more strategy in play.

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    27 Aug 2025

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    27 Aug 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 18

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    “I wish you still had long hair,” Chi Cheng said, words spilling out like someone had tipped a glass of them in his head.

    “Hm?”

    “You looked like a girl,” Chi Cheng continued, quieter. The movement of his fingers stopped, and Chengyu found himself wishing it would continue. "It was easier to keep my hands off you then."

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    27 Aug 2025

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    11 Jul 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 43

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    "Say it," Chi Cheng whispers, "admit it. Tell me you need it."
    "Never," Wu Suo Wei chokes out, his face flushed from humiliation, angry at his own weakness, "I’ll never say anything like that."

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    10 Jul 2025

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    09 Jul 2025

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    Wu Suo Wei is at a nightclub with Chi Cheng to distract him and keep him away from Yue Yue… until Suo Wei gets so flustered on the dance floor that he flees to the safety of a bathroom stall.

    Chi Cheng isn’t about to let him slip through his fingers so easily so he follows him, dragging him into his filthy desires without a second thought.

    Suo Wei has no way out and maybe he doesn’t want out… Maybe he wants it all.

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    09 Jul 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 4

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    Black won’t kneel for anyone, yet she lets Todd sit on her face.

    or: Todd and Black, right before.

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    09 Jul 2025

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