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Samira Mohan, by all accounts, should hate Jack Abbot.
She's at the peak of her music career, and she has nothing to show for it. Every award, every chance to top the charts, has been ripped away by artists backed by Jack Abbot, the industry’s most sought-after manager and producer. He’s everywhere she wants to be, and he knows exactly how to get under her skin.
When an uncharacteristic public outburst threatens to destroy her carefully crafted image, Samira is given an ultimatum: join Jack’s team or risk being shut out of the industry altogether. Forced to collaborate, to serve something bigger than herself, and to work directly with the man she blames for her lack of accolades, Samira can finally see the Grammy Award just out of reach. But only if she can trust him.
Samira Mohan, by all accounts, should hate Jack Abbot. But sometimes, hate can spiral into something more dangerous.
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14 May 2026
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Samira receives an invite to spend two weeks on board of a yacht belonging to a rich, old man she barely knows.
Meanwhile, Jack is a man of restraint, until the very young lady he invites over becomes his own undoing.
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14 May 2026
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When he looked back at Samira, the warmth was gone. She had one eyebrow raised, arms crossed over her chest, and an expression of absolute disappointment.
"That truck is yours?" she asked, pointing to the vehicle parked right in the blue stall.
"Yes, it's mine, I—" Jack started to say, but Samira didn't let him finish.
"What a shame, Jack," she said, her voice now cold and sharp. "I was actually thinking about giving you my number. You're handsome, you seem kind, but I can't stand idiots who park in disabled spots just because they’re in a hurry or too lazy to walk ten more yards. It’s a total lack of respect for those who actually need them."
Jack opened his mouth to explain that he was one of those people, but Samira's indignation was a force of nature. Without letting him get a word out, she climbed into her car and slammed the door shut.
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12 May 2026
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Samira Mohan and Jack Abbot have settled nicely into their lives together. They're married and have decided to take the next step into growing their family. Follow along as Jack and Samira welcome a new addition to the PTMC family.
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11 May 2026
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When a trip to San Francisco brings him back into Samira Mohan’s orbit for the first time in two years, Jack tells himself it’s just coincidence.
It would be easier if she didn’t already have a life here.
And even easier if he didn’t still want to be part of it.
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08 May 2026
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In a chaotic ER where nothing ever slows down, Dr. Samira Mohan and Dr. Abbot have been secretly caught up in each other for a while now—late-night shifts, stolen moments, and way too much tension to ignore. Everything is already complicated enough… until Samira finds out something that turns her whole world upside down.
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07 May 2026
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It’s not that Samira doesn’t hear Jack when he comes in. She does — the muted jangle of his keys, the snick of the door closing. She’s just halfway in his fridge, is all, blearily rooting around for Greek yogurt and berries she hopes against hope haven’t begun to fuzz, so it isn’t until he greets her with “well, aren’t you up early,” that she turns and realizes he isn’t alone.
“Is that Baby Jane Doe?”
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Jack brings a special visitor home for the day. Musings on parenthood ensue.
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06 May 2026
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Samira doesn't notice that Jack has drawn closer until he’s grabbing her right arm and lifting it to rest along his shoulders, her elbow bracketing his neck.
“What are you doing?” she asks, a bit startled. “Jack -”
“Hold on,” he tells her, and then he scoops her legs up with his right arm, sweeps her up, and he is carrying her. Strong enough to do so with only one arm.
a.k.a. Dr. Jack Abbot carries Dr. Samira Mohan home from a house party.
title credits: "Older" by 5 Seconds of Summer (featuring Sierra Deaton Hemmings)
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05 May 2026
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Abbot is all restraint, all talk and no bite. Samira knows he's been flirting with her, because she'd discovered weeks ago she's been flirting right back.
And if you think about it -
Eight months is a long time with just her fingers.
"Jack." Samira says and the reaction it elicits immediately sets her heart pounding. Dr. Abbot - Jack - inhales sharply, eyes widening. He takes a step forward, pure instinct driven, before stopping himself. And, oh. There's a power that she suddenly feels, coursing through her veins and setting her blood on fire.
"Walk me home?"
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(pure smut loosely inspired by a tweet where someone said they want abbot to talk mohan through it.)- Language:
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03 May 2026
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Samira,
We are all so incredibly proud of you and cannot wait to hear all about the amazing work you do at UCLA. We can only hope that California doesn’t charm you too much – but no matter what, you’ll always have a family here in Pittsburgh. Hope you know how much you will be missed around here. Please stay in touch and send pictures of the beaches and burritos often.
All the best wishes,
Robby & the Pitt Crew-
In which Samira moves across the country for a two-year fellowship.
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03 May 2026
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He was meeting someone. And he was genuinely excited about it. He had been messaging a woman for weeks anonymously, and he was thrilled to admit they had real chemistry. It didn't erase the pull he felt for the R-3 standing next to him, but he was excited to make a connection.
"Well, I won't keep you. I'm just waiting,” she said.
"No trouble at all, Mohan." He glanced down at his phone and sent off a message.
(20:26) I'm here. By the bar. Blue sweater.
He heard the familiar ping that meant a message had been received from the app. He glanced back at his phone, but there was no message for him. Instead, Samira was looking down at her phone. Then back to him. Then to his sweater and then his face again. Her already large brown eyes doubled in size.
Jack felt realization wash over him. Shit.
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03 May 2026
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"And you didn't even reply to my letter!"
"What letter?"
He paused.
"Jack, what letter?"
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As Samira is leaving the PTMC, Jack writes her a letter. It never reaches her and neither of them ever knew, until 4 years later.
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26 Apr 2026
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She tilts her head, baring her neck.
Crosses burn him, but this is an altar he can bow before.-
Jack Abbot is a vampire. So why is Samira the one that's so hungry for this?
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26 Apr 2026
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One glitchy tablet, one HR email, and suddenly you’re married to your attending, Jack Abbot. HR thinks it was intentional and has already started merging your records. Claim it was a mistake, and your residency could be delayed. With only three months left until you're an attending, Jack agrees to play along. Pretending to be married might save your career—but can your heart survive the side effects?
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26 Apr 2026
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Samira exhales through her nose. It might have been a laugh, but he doesn’t allow himself to hope. “Missed me that bad?”
Despite himself, he laughs. It breaks through the lump in his throat, coming out gruff and shaking. “That bad,” he confirms, without a hint of embarrassment.
God, he’s going to fall off this roof. And it wouldn’t even be on purpose.
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Samira Mohan sells her soul to the army for medical school. Nobody understands that so intimately as Jack Abbot. Out in no man’s land, they manage to form something that neither can really understand.After three years, it only takes one mass casualty incident to pull them back together.
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26 Apr 2026
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He thinks of her often. Relentlessly. He can’t seem to think of anything else.
And that was the irony of it all; his life had narrowed in the past ten years into a pitiful existence. What else was there, besides her? She was everything. At work, at home, on the roof. She followed him, her presence haunting spaces she’d never even visited.
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16 Apr 2026
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They say doctors make terrible patients. This is especially true for Dr. Jack Abbot.
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16 Apr 2026
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Samira spends Christmas Eve in the ER.
She doesn’t expect to wake up with a concussion, Jack holding her hand, and his entire family convinced they’re dating.
Jack should correct it.
He doesn’t.
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15 Apr 2026
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When Dr. Robby leaves Pittsburgh on his sabbatical, Dr. Baran Al-Hashimi inherits his department, his board, and the particular problem of Dr. Jack Abbot - who keeps showing up, keeps saying exactly the right amount, and keeps noticing things she has spent her entire career making sure nobody notices.
She has managed her absent seizures since she was five years old. She has managed the weight of Dasht-e-Barchi since May 2020. She has managed everything, always, alone - because managed is the only thing she knows how to be.
Abbot doesn't ask her to be anything. That's the problem.
A slow burn in twelve weeks, two people, and all the things that go unsaid until they can't be.
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15 Apr 2026
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Jack saves Samira when he finds her on the edge after a shift that completely breaks her, weighed down by guilt and Robby’s cruelty. But saving her doesn’t extinguish his anger: an hour later, Jack confronts his best friend and hits him, making it clear there are lines you don’t cross… and that for Samira, he would always do it again.
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15 Apr 2026