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Shuugo hesitates for a moment. "Have ya heard about the divorce?"
There's no judgment or pity in Osamu's eyes, only a quiet understanding that somehow feels more significant than any platitude could be.
"I heard from 'Tsumu. Are ya doing okay?"
"Part of me is relieved to no longer be living a lie," Shuugo admits, the words coming out in a rush, as if a dam has finally broken. "The other part is just... empty. Drifting without a map."
Osamu watches him, a thoughtful expression on his face. He leans against the counter, arms crossed.
"Maybe drifting is exactly what ya need right now," he says gently. "Sometimes ya have to get lost before ya can figure out where ya're supposed to go."
"The problem is that I know exactly where I want to go," Shuugo says, his gaze direct, unflinching. "But I'm not sure if that's a place I'm welcome."
(Or, of all days to meet the love of his life, it had to be his wedding day.)
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08 Feb 2026
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After their engagement, Ilya and Shane return to Russia under the cover of the Irina Foundation, knowing it may be the last time Ilya ever sets foot there. What waits for him is not closure, but grief, memory, and a past he learned to survive by becoming quiet and hard.
It isn’t about going back to the life he escaped.
It’s about one final goodbye—to the place that shaped him, and to the mother he never stopped missing.With Shane beside him—steady, patient, and fiercely careful—Ilya faces grief he’s spent years surviving, old fear that still lives in his bones, and the quiet truth he’s been avoiding:
some doors don’t close cleanly… but you can still choose how to leave them.This is a story about grief, survival, and choosing a future where home is no longer a place, but a person.
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08 Feb 2026
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It keeps happening, it turns into a habit. Kiyoomi keeps kissing him and Atsumu keeps letting him. During practice, when he’s lashing out, Kiyoomi’s first instinct is to shut him up with a kiss and Atsumu melts against him, he always does.
No one comments on it, they just laugh it off and pretend it didn’t happen.
Kiyoomi pretends his heart isn’t climbing up his throat, pretends his cheeks aren’t burning.
This doesn’t mean anything, right? It’s just to shut him up.
or, somehow, kiyoomi keeps kissing him and, somehow, atsumu keeps letting him.
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07 Feb 2026
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"Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.
And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.
You don’t deserve his last name."
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content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime
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06 Feb 2026
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shane hollander is pretty sure he’s pregnant.
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05 Feb 2026
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all the things he did by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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4 times Shane was strict with Ilya and the 1 time he wasn't ft Ilya having an emotional crisis over it.
OR: inspired by the tweet: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!!
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04 Feb 2026
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Dialing You (Sorry, Darling You) by hollano_ov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Dec 2025
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Shane works in IT.
Ilya’s computer always seems to be fucked up.
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18 Jan 2026
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After the longest season of his career, Ilya retreats to the cottage with Shane, expecting rest, recovery, and a month of stolen peace. Instead, exhaustion lingers. Small things feel wrong. And the body that has always carried him through pain begins to falter in ways he can’t explain.
As concern grows and outside eyes begin to notice, the life Ilya and Shane have carefully built—careers, borders, futures—starts to feel fragile. When a medical crisis shatters their summer before answers arrive, love is no longer something they protect quietly. It becomes something they fight with.
A story about what happens when the body speaks before you’re ready to listen, and the people who refuse to let you face it alone.
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- Part 1 of The Quiet Fight
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18 Jan 2026
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Osamu cooks with the intention and skills necessary for a craft he has carefully honed over the years.
But Atsumu...
Atsumu doesn’t make food because he’s the best at it, or even because he enjoys the act of cooking. Atsumu makes food because he wants you to be well-fed.
And that is a very, very important distinction.
OR Sakusa Kiyoomi and the terrifying ordeal of proposing to the love of your life
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09 Jan 2026
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The trepidation that fills his chest, spilling from his mind? It clearly wasn’t his because he doesn't know what to be wary about.
But as he slowly turns his head to face Kiyoomi, it seems that from the look on his terrified face, he knows exactly what was happening. Atsumu hears it: Kiyoomi’s voice, loud and clear, even though he’s staring at him right now and his lips haven’t moved an inch.
I hate my life, the voice says.
Then, it clicks.
Motherfucker, Atsumu thinks.
Kiyoomi is in his head with him.
It takes everything in Atsumu not to pass out.
Kiyoomi, Atsumu, and the perils of sharing a mind.
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- Part 12 of taylor swift x sakuatsu
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04 Jan 2026
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Shane is addicted to Ilya. And he hates it. He especially hates the fact that he doesn’t really hate it at all. He might even be a little bit in love with him. But he will never admit that to anyone.
Ilya is fascinated by Shane. His need for sex. His desperation for Ilya. And his ability to obey. But that is all, of course. Only fascination. Nothing more.
Until the day Shane gets injured and Ilya has to face the fear of losing him.Series
- Part 1 of Heated Rivalry oneshots
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19 Dec 2025
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The reassuring quiet of boring days by mareastralis
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Nov 2025
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Ilya calls Shane "boring". It's a joke, it has been for years. One night, alone in bed while his husband is out partying, Shane wonders if it could be more than that.
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- Part 2 of Hollander-Rozanov (they hyphenated)
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18 Dec 2025
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Aran asks after Osamu when he and Atsumu get dinner like he’d rather stick his hand in a beartrap, because it’s a tick-tick-ticking timebomb that’s bound to just fucking blow at any moment.
Which is to say, they all know it’s coming.
Osamu cracks under the pressure. Atsumu puts the pieces back together.
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11 Dec 2025
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"Hurt him again." Osamu warns, still so quiet and cold, eyes burning with a kind of rage and intensity that he never thought he'd be able to feel towards anyone. "And I can promise you one thing. You'll be breathing through a tube for the rest of your life."
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09 Dec 2025
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"Wha—" It takes him a moment to find his voice again, but when he does, his voice is hoarse. "Who—who are you?"
The man only laughs, deep and rich. "Come now," He chuckles, "I don't think we've changed that much in ten years now, have we?"
He takes in the strong jaw, the hooded eyes, and recognizes the features—albeit older—that he sees every time he looks in the mirror. He sees the tufts of hair (dark brown, not gray) peeking out from beneath his black cap.
He looks into the other man's eyes and sees dark gray irises, not deep hazel, staring back into his own. And he knows, right then, that there is only one person this could be, no matter how impossible the answer seems.
Or: Miya Osamu (17) meets Miya Osamu (27)
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09 Dec 2025
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Atsumu’s heart starts pounding harshly inside his ribcage; anticipation, fear, all kinds of emotions swirling through him. He swallows and picks the bouquet, plucks the card, and reads the note.
To: my beautiful omega
I hope we get to spend your next heat together.
alternatively: Omega Atsumu has a stalker. It turns out to be someone he knows.
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06 Dec 2025
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Netflix releases a documentary about Dusk, who were once crowned with the nickname 'The Most Controversial Idol Group of All Time,' where former members Bokuto Koutarou, Hinata Shoyo, Kageyama Tobio, Miya Atsumu, Suna Rintarou, and Sakusa Kiyoomi speak out for the first time ten years after their tragic disbandment.
Everything is not what it seems. It's gayer.
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04 Dec 2025
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If your world falls apart, I'd start a riot by Serendipity (jenjaemrens)
Fandoms: Haikyuu!!
25 Nov 2020
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" It was Atsumu who was the older brother, but it was Osamu who was more protective of him.
He would always protect Atsumu from things around them that could hurt him."
Or, the story of Sakusa Kiyoomi and Miya Atsumu through the eyes of Miya Osamu.
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29 Nov 2025
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Fuck you, Atsumu thinks, pointing at the pixelated Sakusa in the team photo on his bedside table.
It’s easier than you’d think to ignore loving your teammate.
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17 Nov 2025
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i'm gonna be the man who comes back home to you by baekuugo (insxouts)
Fandoms: Haikyuu!!
09 Apr 2015
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Iwaizumi Hajime is a single father trying to raise a teenager (or three) on his own. He thinks he does pretty okay and things are going great until he meets the Oikawa Tooru (who isn't as great as people think he is, if you ask Iwaizumi) and his life takes a turn for the
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06 Nov 2025