13 Bookmarks by illusionxcontrol
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Dazai, in a moment of curiosity (and perhaps questionable judgment), stumbles upon a website selling sex toys that can be linked to a person in real time. Naturally, he buys one for himself, purely for research purposes, of course.
Unfortunately, he's out of the country when the package arrives. Even more unfortunately, Chuuya is the one who receives it. Hoping for some prime blackmail material, Chuuya tears open the box… only to find the toy inside.
One thing leads to another, and Chuuya - blissfully unaware that the device is synced to Dazai - decides to put it to good use. Meanwhile, miles away, Dazai is abruptly, helplessly, and very publicly experiencing the consequences of his impulse purchase.
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25 Jun 2026
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Dazai looked again at the reflection: hollow cheeks, bruised-looking eyes, collarbones too sharp, limbs too narrow to pass for anything healthy. Not beautiful. Not masculine. Not feminine. Just wrong. A body that refused to disappear but refused to feel alive. A body he maintained like a crime scene, because that’s what it was— taped off, segmented, handled indirectly.
or: Dazai’s body has never felt like his own—too sharp, too empty, too present. He starves it, ignores it, punishes it; it betrays him anyway. Chuuya tries to touch him, Odasaku tries to feed him, Mori tries to control him. None of it helps.
⟢ A mosaic of vignettes about hunger, shame, and the quiet violence of living in a body you don’t want.
BSD Dead Dove Week 2026 - Day 2 - Eating Disorders, “It doesn’t hurt. That’s the strange part.”, Sadism/Masochism, Vomiting (Alt)
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- Part 2 of 🕊️🪦 BSD Dead Dove Week 2026 🪦🕊️
- Part 12 of the dove is on morphine
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14 May 2026
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Chuuya wishes the Flags didn't find out he was sick, but he knows he can never really escape them.
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- Part 7 of bsd sickfic requests!
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14 May 2026
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He still doesn’t understand why people kiss under white berries, or why he’d thought kissing Akutagawa would help him get to the bottom of it.
In which Atsushi learns Christmas traditions, how not to ice skate, and that there are no better people to spend his first holiday with.
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05 May 2026
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“As if,” Atsushi snapped, and Akutagawa began to regret making that no-killing deal. “I bet you don’t even know the first thing about wooing someone.”
“Of course I do,” he retorted, because there was no way he was backing down now. Let alone admitting that the weretiger, of all people, was right about his inexperience.
“Prove it, then.”
Or, five times Akutagawa tries to prove that he’s the better protégé, and the one time he realizes Dazai's acknowledgment might just be an excuse.
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05 May 2026
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As the fireworks explode above them, Chuuya realizes two things. One, he's in love, and two, it's too late.
—Or, the one in which Dazai starts dating someone and Chuuya has an epiphany.
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05 May 2026
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“Are you going to say something?” he asks hysterically. “Or are you gonna stare at me until something changes.”
It takes a few shaky tries, little gasps that are not words, before he can quietly grit out, “Oda died.”
Or: Instead of unfortunate kidnappings or break ups due to circumstance, in this timeline Dazai goes to Chuuya before leaving the mafia for good. This changes a lot of things.
Or-Or: Chuuya is pregnant, Dazai finally finds out in time and they defect together, kickstarting their domestic life all the way to their first few years with the agency
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05 May 2026
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Dazai discovers Chuuya has very sensitive nipples and wants to see if he can make him come from his nipples alone.
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- Part 14 of Kinktober 2023
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05 May 2026
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“Oh, when you’re done with that,” Dazai said as Chuuya started packing up leftovers from lunch, “meet me in the master bedroom. And be quick about it.”
Chuuya grunted in response, this particular song and dance far from unusual. He was only left to wonder what exactly Dazai wanted, whether it was to focus on Chuuya with something like impact play, or his own physical pleasure by having Chuuya fuck him or suck him off. Honestly, neither sounded bad. Chuuya may put up a bit of a fight, just for fun, but he’d be alright with just about whatever Dazai had cooked up, he felt confident.
Or: Dazai is very excited to surprise Chuuya with a new toy. So excited, in fact, that there's a tiny little mishap. Chuuya never plans to let Dazai live it down.
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- Part 16 of Warning: Will Bite
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05 May 2026
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Chuuya's ready to dig into his dinner during a day off, when he gets a call from Dazai
At first, he thinks Dazai's on the verge of sobbing, but then quickly realises that he's doing something else
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05 May 2026
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Chuuya gets an unwelcome visit from an incubus at night, and it's embarrassing really, just how easily he gives in to it. As per usual, Dazai gets what he wants.
AU. In which Dazai's a persuasive sex demon and Chuuya doesn't need much convincing to get things rolling.
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05 May 2026
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Dazai's breaks into Chuuya's home for a hot shower and maybe a little bit more. Chuuya isn't exactly happy about this, but he goes with it anyway. It's just how they've always been.
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- Part 1 of Hazy Days and Crueler Nights
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05 May 2026
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Dazai wonders why Chuuya rejected him all those years ago when they were 18.
Now at 22, he takes him to a love hotel after spotting him at a bar and finds out why.
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05 May 2026