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Rozanov pulls away, tugging at Shane’s bottom lip with his teeth as he does so, fingers toying with Shane’s hair. “It is because I am too lazy,” he says. “Unable to sate you.”
The word ricochets between them – there it is again –
Lazy.
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Or five times Ilya calls himself lazy, and one time Shane finally calls him out on it.
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17 Feb 2026
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When Ilya goes down during a Boston v Montreal game, Shane refuses to leave his side. An alternate version of Shane's accident on the ice in episode 5, but Ilya is the one who takes a hard hit.
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17 Feb 2026
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It was one of his favorite things to do. Watching his person play. Ilya was the most alive during it, and Shane just loved seeing him shine. In the arena, all the weight Ilya carried seemed to fall away, allowing him to be light.
Shane’s eyes never left Ilya, and when it happened, he barely registered at first.
It happened so fast. Suddenly the puck hit Ilya’s throat. Shane’s stomach dropped.
Ilya couldn’t breathe.
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- Part 2 of Amiera's Hollanov
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17 Feb 2026
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Ilya looks at him, that carefree smirk pulling at his lips, and time slows.
JJ is barreling toward Ilya, and it’s obvious he hasn’t processed that Ilya’s turned away from him. And Ilya, oh God Ilya can’t see, and the world is moving at a snail’s pace around Shane but there’s no time, he can’t open his mouth to warn him and—
—and JJ collides harshly with Ilya, sending him richocheting into the boards and Shane's world stops.
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Or, what if it was Ilya who was hurt instead of Shane?
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- Part 1 of i can't seem to not need to need you
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17 Feb 2026
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The Hit Heard Around the World by SylviaArgent921
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Dec 2025
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Ilya felt the hit before he processed what was happening. Immediately, all the air left his lungs as he flipped, slamming into the ice, head and shoulder first.
The sickening crack in his shoulder should have been concerning, but the way his stomach lurched and his head spun was all he could focus on.
Ilya Rozanov was down, and it didn’t seem like he was getting back up.
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17 Feb 2026
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hit me where it hurts by residentrookie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Dec 2025
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Ilya takes a nasty hit on the ice, but it's nothing he hasn't brushed off before. Or at least, that's what he thought.
Off the ice, Shane finds himself overwhelmed with the unexpected complications of Ilya's injury.
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16 Feb 2026
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He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.
And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.
// or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.
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15 Feb 2026
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Lily: i am alive
Lily: hurt
Lily: but they gave me drugs it’s nice
Lily: i want you
Lily: my hands miss yours
or; ilya gets injured on the ice. shane can't handle it.
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15 Feb 2026
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Our Captain, Their Problem by Bruja_oscura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Dec 2025
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Ilya Rozanov has a "tiny car accident" (his words). Shane Hollander has a full-scale, system-shutdown panic attack about it. Meanwhile, a horrified Hayden is praying for someone to throw him in a lake and tell him that this is all just a big joke, or maybe for a meteor strike; he is really not picky. J.J., on the other hand, is trying to bleach the image of his sweet captain making out with Ilya fucking Rozanov from his brain.
It's a very normal day for the Montreal Voyageurs.
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15 Feb 2026
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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15 Feb 2026
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“Yeah, you like this—you love this,” Buck pants. “Drooling, and uh—and whining—huge cock deep in your ass, a big, uh—a big, buff man holding you down, making you—“
“—yes,” Eddie interrupts before he’s even had enough time to consciously process any of the words—it’s just… it’s all he can do—to nod, to repeat that word over and over again. “Yes—yeah, yeah.”
“Oh, that’s it,” Buck concludes, triumphant—raspy, breathy, and fucked out—but triumphant, nonetheless.
“Uh-huh,” Eddie nods.
“That’s, uh—that’s two-hundred-and-thirty pounds last time I checked,” he says. “Nine inches,” he bites on the next grind. “You feel that, huh? All man, baby.”
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20 Oct 2025
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“Are we sure we cleansed this place from that bracelet?” He jokes, self-deprecating, “Because I think I’m cursed.”
And it all seems fucking pointless now because he went to do what he promised to do and, well. He’ll never really be rid of Daniel’s ghost. He’ll always be one step behind, trailing the shadow of a brother he was born to save, but never knew. It’s hard to donate sperm when cancer runs in your family. So Buck disappoints another person in his life and now Eddie won’t talk to him and he probably should have seen it coming, but he never seems to learn his lesson. Always growing older, but never wiser.
“Don’t let Chim hear you say that,” Hen jokes before her face softens, a comforting hand on his shoulder. “You’re not cursed, Buck.”
“Yeah, well,” Buck just shrugs, trying for a smile, but he doesn’t have the energy for it, “maybe I’m just the world’s biggest unfunniest joke.”
[or Buck learns how to lift a curse the hard way]
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23 Jun 2025
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“Eddie.”
Eddie jerks out of the moment, pain registering around his bicep where Hen is squeezing him too hard. There’s an edge to her voice, jaw clenched, and eyes narrowed as she looks across from where they are standing. Eddie follows her gaze and his entire body freezes.
“Whatever you do,” Hen’s voice is low, dark, “do not let him take Buck.”
Jonah can’t see them from where he’s standing, his back mostly turned as he flashes a light in one of the patient's eyes. Eddie shifts without thinking, blocking Buck and Christopher from view. Fuck the fire, Eddie thinks as he plants himself where he’s standing.
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23 Jun 2025
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“Yeah?” Eddie presses. “What’d you guys do?”
Buck lets out a startled laugh. “Eddie—”
“What?” Eddie says, tone casual, his gaze anything but. There’s something crackling in the air now, something hot and unspoken. “You brought someone into my house. I think I deserve to know.”Eddie’s not used to wanting something this badly. And he sure as hell isn’t used to seeing someone else with it.
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23 Jun 2025
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It happens too fast.
Bobby and Chimney barely get the warning out before a large pile of debris rushing down the river crashes into the tree. In the midst of the panic, Buck somehow instinctively unclips himself from the line as they tumble into the water, knowing they would most certainly drown if he didn’t. He holds onto Hannah, nearly crushing her against his chest as they plunge beneath the ice cold surface. Eddie’s terrified Buck! is the last thing he hears before he’s pulled downstream by the dangerous current.
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21 Jun 2025
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"Your belly…" Eddie sighs.
"God, Buck. At the barbecue, when your shirt rode up and you laughed like you were glowing from the inside out, beer in one hand,I couldn’t take my eyes off you. I didn’t want the party. I wanted this. I wanted to press my face right here…" He does exactly that, lays a kiss just beneath Buck’s navel, then another, then licks a broad, wet stripe across his lower stomach. Buck trembles.
"…And kiss the sunlight off you." Eddie grinds down, his cock still trapped in shorts, Buck’s skin hot beneath him, and moans into the contact, overwhelmed.
"I could come just like this." He breathes. "Grinding on your belly, tasting your skin, feeling you under me. You make me lose every fucking thought, Buck. You make me ache."Or, Tommy makes remarks about Buck’s body, which leads Buck to start skipping meals, hoping to slim down. But Eddie steps in and shows Buck just how much he truly loves the way Buck looks now.
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04 Jun 2025
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He's so close. But Buck's face sways even closer, eyes hyper-focused on Eddie's mouth, like he wants to ensure that what he whispers next make its way inside:
"The quiet, closeted catastrophe of Edmundo Diaz—performed nightly for an audience of none."
Eddie flinches. For a second, all the noise in his head goes silent.
"W-what—" Eddie's voice cracks and he's trying to frown, trying to be mad, but he feels exposed, so his words come out broken, confused. "What's that supposed to mean?"or: buck fights back during the kitchen scene in 8x17 and it sends eddie spiralling
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26 May 2025
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Public Bookmark 797
Mystery Work
Part of rtfanfic
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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02 Apr 2025
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Buck and Eddie were good together. Any fear Buck might have had about their move to being boyfriends was quickly proven wrong. They fit together so well in all aspects.
There was only one problem. One big problem. Sex.Or: Buck finally gets what he wants and struggles to last in bed.
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02 Apr 2025
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He doesn’t want to stop; he doesn’t even want to slow down. He wants this, here, for the rest of his life. And he’s past wondering if he deserves it, past thinking he isn’t good enough for a man like Buck, past being scared of the love that lives inside of him. He wants Buck selfishly, wants him greedily, and if he’s willing to give himself over to Eddie, then Eddie isn’t a selfless enough man to say no. He isn’t strong enough to deny himself such joy.
“Need you,” Eddie begs. “Please, Buck. Please.”
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09 Nov 2024