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Re·ver·ie (noun)
A state of being pleasantly lost in one’s thoughts or dreams;
or a tranquil escape that becomes a dangerous dissociation.Dennis has always known exactly who he is in the ED: capable, warm, and certain of his place within the noise. The department is rhythm and purpose and something close to home.
But when a patient’s attention lingers too long, Dennis discovers that the mind has ways of surviving what the body cannot endure. What returns to the hospital isn’t the same bright resident who left, and the place that once felt steady no longer fits the same way.
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23 Aug 2026
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“Please…” It was barely a whisper, raw and desperate. “Please don’t hate me.”
Robby felt something twist deep in his chest, panic and heartbreak blooming all at once. “Dennis—”
“I didn’t mean to.” The words tumbled out in a rush, Dennis’s voice trembling, barely holding together. “I swear I didn’t. I didn’t even know what was happening at first. I tried to make it stop.” His shoulders shook, breath coming fast and sharp, as if the admission itself might break him. “I tried so hard.” He squeezed his eyes shut. “Please believe me.”
The room felt impossibly small. Robby could see the fear in every line of Dennis’s body, the way he curled in on himself, bracing for impact, for disappointment, for something worse. He looked so young, so vulnerable, as if he expected Robby to turn cold right then and there.
Then, so quietly Robby almost missed it, Dennis whispered, “…I imprinted.” His voice cracked, the word nearly swallowed by a sob. “…On you.”
Dennis Whitaker’s omega found safety for the first time in his life… with the one person he could never have.
or; omegaverse au hucklerobby rejection sickness fic.
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23 Aug 2026
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They don’t speak on the bus. Maybe it’s the fragile truce that’s formed since the bus passengers proved they were both somehow still alive. Together. Maybe it’s the soft peace that’s settled since Naim allowed himself to bury his face in Ryan’s shoulder once again. And Ryan nuzzled against him in return. Maybe it’s wondering if Ryan, too, sees his ghost watching as they pass through an endless, empty landscape.
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They escape with no plan for Step 2.
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- Part 1 of grew up hard, fell off harder
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23 Jul 2026
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Fate has allowed them to leave Bandee together. Chance helps them find a community. Naim and Ryan choose a life to purse together, a life where they can live for each other and outshine the shadow of their past.
Post-Canon, Ryan and Naim try to make their relationship and new life together work once they've left Bandee.
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23 Jul 2026
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Since he first met his best friend's older brother, Naim Reid has been unable to stop his eyes from following him everywhere. Only now, years later, are Ryan Whelan's eyes following him back.
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18 Jul 2026
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Fingertips coated in wood-dust, Ryan's thumbs slid uselessly across the glass. He squinted against the burst of pain behind his eyes from the sun's reflective glare, swiping his thumb along the bottom of the screen in the general area his muscle memory dictated would give him what he wished. It took a few tries until the call accepted.
"Hello?"
A single ragged sob echoed over the line.
It's been months since either of them have seen the entity.
After a long day, Ryan receives a call.
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- Part 1 of i want it to look like you
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15 Jul 2026
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Ryan sighed - there was the naim-stop-smoking sigh that he remembered before - and brought the washcloth up to tenderly dab at the already crusted blood on his cheekbone. “And lost your pretty privilege- maybe the few brain cells left in there too. Entertain me. Who’s the president?”
Naim scoffed against the washcloth. “Prime minister, dickhead. You watch too much American shit.”
Ryan pressed firmer into his cheek, sending fresh waves of pain through Naim’s aching head. He groaned, attempting weakly to push Ryan’s unrelenting hand off. “What’s his fucking name- Guy who shit himself in the Maccas.”
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or the coffee shop au
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12 Jul 2026
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What it feels like to find your way back to yourself and to each other.
(Alternatively: Ryan and Naim after leaving.)
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12 Jul 2026
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If there is a way to break the curse, Naim will do whatever it takes to find it.
But how long can you go without having anything to show for your struggles?or
Post canon leviticus fic picking up from the last scene
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11 Jul 2026
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This thing can wear his face.
It can borrow his voice.
It can knock on the door and call for Naim.
But they don't know how Ryan walks.
And they don't know that, given the choice between fear and each other, the boys chose each other.
Again.
And again.
And again.
Or: The after
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11 Jul 2026
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You Know My Body, What About My Soul Next? by snarkysharky1
Fandoms: Leviticus (Movie 2026)
05 Jul 2026
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Naim has a big fat hallway crush on Ryan, the two meet and eventually form a casual hookup situation.
What happens when they want more? what misunderstanding will come from this?OR
AU because i want these two to be happy
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05 Jul 2026
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It Will Never Be Me (I Want It To Be You) by im_normal_about_everything
Fandoms: Leviticus (Movie 2026)
21 Jun 2026
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Naim was dying. He knew he was. And even in his final moments, he couldn't find it in himself to pray to God for help. He knew He wouldn't help. No one would help.
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Naim opened his eyes to the bare beige of his room's ceiling. It takes a second for his eyes to adjust to the darkness, he hadn’t slept in the dark since everything with Not-Ryan, and scrambled backwards on his bed.Or: Time Travel fix-it au because there isn't nearly enough fanfics for this movie and i want a time travel fic. If you can't read it, write it!
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02 Jul 2026
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I’ll be your killer and a thriller and the cause of our death by sophthecoolperson
Fandoms: Leviticus (Movie 2026)
20 Aug 2026
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It was like you had planted my chest with a poison that pushed out anything else trying to get in.
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Naim and Ryan navigate the aftermath.
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02 Jul 2026
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Ryan is the first person ever to make Naim feel safe.
He feeds him. Clothes him. Teaches him the names of herbs and the language of the Hollow. He teaches him that a body can be touched without pain. That fear can leave. That wanting does not have to be shameful. That love can sound like prayer.
And Naim falls in love the way starving things do: gratefully, completely, without looking too closely at what is being asked of him.
The Hollow answers in flowers, candlelight, blue medicine, and roots that seem to know exactly where Naim hurts.
But every ritual has a shape. Every kindness has a direction. Every yes Naim gives has been prepared before he knows he is giving it.
This is a love story.
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02 Jul 2026
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"Oh hi, I didn't realize you were there. Sorry, I've probably been rude,” he said politely.
“You didn't see me?”
“Afraid not,” he smiled, tapping his sunglasses. He also pulled out a folded mobility cane to make his point.
“Oh,” Robby replied, dumbly. He didn't know what to say. He must have been out of it if he didn't question the pair of shades on a cloudy day.
“Are you alright? You sound upset.”
“I just had a shitty day. I'm sure the next one will be even worse,” he laughed, dryly.
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Robby is on the verge of losing it until he meets a blind man named Dennis.
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30 Jun 2026
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“M’not a fucking kid!” Dennis spits.“Stop fucking calling me that.”
On the offensive, and unable to stop, Robby bites back: “Then stop fucking acting like one!”
Dennis slumps back into his chair, seceding silently, eyes glossing. Robby pinches the bridge of his nose in frustration.
“Jesus, I— Forget it. I can’t talk to you when you’re like this,” Robby tells him, pulling his jacket from the back of his chair. “Go home, delete our chat history. This never happened. Don’t ever tell a soul about this.”
Dennis laughs mirthlessly.
Robby is not amused. He zips up his jacket and leans down a little closer to the boy.
“I’m not fucking around, Whitaker. This stays between us. You need to take this to your grave.”
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After a particularly prolonged dry spell, Dennis Whitaker decides to redownload Grindr. He doesn't realize the charming, anonymous, older man he's matched with is his Senior Attending until after they've already gone through a week of digital foreplay. Everything's a lot easier when you can't put a face to a name — or a name to a profile — isn't it?
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19 Jun 2026
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The Sun Never Sets (It Will Shine On You Again) by OhWormsNice
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV), The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
23 Aug 2026
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"Once you get into college, you should have a much easier life. Monsters hardly ever attack older demigods." - Lord Poseidon to Cabin 3 Graduate Percy Jackson.
Dennis Whitaker, an R2 at the emergency department of Pittsburgh Trauma Medical Center AKA The Pitt, hasn't been attacked by a monster in almost six years. He kind of texts his half-siblings, but he's content living in the mortal world as a normal doctor. He's got a roommate, a paycheck, and a situationship with his 54-year-old attending. He's happy to keep all of the godly weirdness tucked in his past.
But a dull blade is still a blade, and a demigod happy in the mortal world is still a demigod.
No one ever asks to be a half-blood.Series
- Part 1 of The Healer of Myth
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19 Jun 2026
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Nobody really knows how or when the famous idols Kuroo Tetsurou and Kozume Kenma officially got together. It's a story they've never told anyone--not even their closest friends. In fact, they've never really talked much about their relationship at all, but to everyone around them, that just seems completely normal. They're so irrefutably in love with each other that there's no reason to question their secrecy, right?
… Right?
// NOT A STANDALONE
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- Part 3 of With Us
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15 Jun 2026
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Kuroo has been having a dream. The same dream. Every night for a week. Every time he closes his eyes, he’s there again…
The bottle lands on Kuroo first, he smirks and scans the circle of people around him while the bottle is spun again. Spinning, spinning… slowing. Kuroo doesn’t look, it doesn’t matter who it lands on, not really.
“Hmm.” Oikawa makes an oddly ambiguous noise and Kuroo glances down to find the bottle has landed perfectly between two people. Beyond them, in the corner…
“Kenma!” Oikawa claps his hands together enthusiastically. “You’re up!”
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- Part 1 of What dreams are made of
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15 Jun 2026
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A Measure of Borrowed Breath by Anonymous
Fandoms: Chainsaw Man (Manga), Chainsaw Man (Anime)
07 Jun 2026
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Tokyo smells of rain and old iron. For Aki Hayakawa, it’s just the scent of his own ending. When a hunt leaves Angel mangled in a flooded alley, the two-foot rule becomes a lethal problem. One slip of a nitrile glove costs months of life. Aki has to navigate the blood and the fever to piece his partner back together. It’s a slow crawl through the grime. One doesn't want to be saved. The other can’t afford to let go.
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13 Jun 2026