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    The day after attending a charity event in Vancouver, Shane, Ilya, Scott, and a few other players board a plane to take them to Tampa for 2017 All Stars.

    The plane goes down somewhere in the wilderness, in the middle of a storm.

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    19 Sep 2026

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    It’s been a long string of long, miserable days. More than Dennis can count.

    Sometimes, in his head, he realises he has this mindset that because of the fact he’s in a happy relationship, he should be happy all the time, even when things go wrong, and it’s hard, when he feels like shit because he finds himself getting upset, at himself, for the very fact that he’s… experiencing emotions?

    Jack and Robby have tried, they’ve gone out of their way to reassure him that he’s allowed to be upset and angry and everything else under the sun, but it’s hard, it’s hard, because he can’t shake the feeling that he’s not allowed.

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    16 Sep 2026

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    “Didn’t know you and Roz were friends,” Marleau says, pulling Shane out of his thoughts.

    “We’re not.” His own words hit him like a Mack Truck. They aren’t and they never were.

    “Crashin’ the wedding of your rival,” Marleau chuckles. “I’d expect that from Roz, but you?” He shoots Shane a humorous look. “Didn’t know you had it in you.”

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    09 Sep 2026

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    Shane was looking down. His eyes were squeezed shut, his brow furrowed in intense, painful concentration. His lips were moving, silently shaping the words. Good. Night. Forming them slowly, carefully, in the secret space of his own mouth.

    Ilya’s breath hitched. He’d never seen this. Why would he have? Shane had never been sad around him. Never hurt. Never in this kind of quiet, defeated pain. Around Ilya, Shane had been pleasured and angry and frustrated and gloriously competitive. But never this. Never shattered.

    (or, everything is same but Shane has a slight stutter that gets bad when he's sad. Ilya has never heard it because Shane has never been sad around him. Until their night in Vegas.)

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    03 Sep 2026

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