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The day after attending a charity event in Vancouver, Shane, Ilya, Scott, and a few other players board a plane to take them to Tampa for 2017 All Stars.
The plane goes down somewhere in the wilderness, in the middle of a storm.
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19 Sep 2026
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It’s been a long string of long, miserable days. More than Dennis can count.
Sometimes, in his head, he realises he has this mindset that because of the fact he’s in a happy relationship, he should be happy all the time, even when things go wrong, and it’s hard, when he feels like shit because he finds himself getting upset, at himself, for the very fact that he’s… experiencing emotions?
Jack and Robby have tried, they’ve gone out of their way to reassure him that he’s allowed to be upset and angry and everything else under the sun, but it’s hard, it’s hard, because he can’t shake the feeling that he’s not allowed.
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- Part 23 of dennis has diabetes
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16 Sep 2026
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Divine Judgement by CaNiTOuCHyoUrMaNgoEs
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 May 2026
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“Didn’t know you and Roz were friends,” Marleau says, pulling Shane out of his thoughts.
“We’re not.” His own words hit him like a Mack Truck. They aren’t and they never were.
“Crashin’ the wedding of your rival,” Marleau chuckles. “I’d expect that from Roz, but you?” He shoots Shane a humorous look. “Didn’t know you had it in you.”
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09 Sep 2026
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Shane was looking down. His eyes were squeezed shut, his brow furrowed in intense, painful concentration. His lips were moving, silently shaping the words. Good. Night. Forming them slowly, carefully, in the secret space of his own mouth.
Ilya’s breath hitched. He’d never seen this. Why would he have? Shane had never been sad around him. Never hurt. Never in this kind of quiet, defeated pain. Around Ilya, Shane had been pleasured and angry and frustrated and gloriously competitive. But never this. Never shattered.
(or, everything is same but Shane has a slight stutter that gets bad when he's sad. Ilya has never heard it because Shane has never been sad around him. Until their night in Vegas.)
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- Part 6 of Crashing out over Hollanov
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03 Sep 2026
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03 Sep 2026
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everything subdural by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Dec 2025
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Shane gets laid out cold on the ice for the first time in his career. A month later, things go sideways again, and Ilya realizes he doesn't have forever to figure it out anymore.
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- Part 1 of restgently's hollanov
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30 Aug 2026
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A Tale of Depression, Heats, and a Loving Pack by That_Gay_MF
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Apr 2026
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Ilya fails to help Shane through his heat after his depression gets bad. Both of them are very hurt; albeit in very different ways. Their pack will make everything alright though... eventually
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- Part 4 of How To Be A Pack
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28 Aug 2026
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Cardiothoracic Pathologies by asthestarsforetold
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Jul 2026
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27 Aug 2026
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cardiac tamponade by asthestarsforetold
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Apr 2026
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Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.
Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.
As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.
(Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)
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- Part 1 of Cardiothoracic Pathologies
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26 Aug 2026
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The Architecture Of Silence by lettersbylina
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 May 2026
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Shane Hollander has spent his entire life being quiet.
Troy Barrett trying to make nice was the straw that finally broke the camel's back
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25 Aug 2026
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Welcome, Jane! by MantisShrimpfromMercury
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 May 2026
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"Jane" gets added to the Centaures WAGs chat shortly after Ilya moves to Ottawa. Maybe a group of girl friends is exactly what Shane needs in the face of hardship
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21 Aug 2026
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Missed call: jackie’s husband
Missed call: jackie’s husband
jackie's husband
Ilya pick upjackie’s husband
PICK UPMissed call: jackie’s husband
jackie’s husband
Ilya something is happening to Shane pick up the fucking phoneAfter Shane trips, the Metros take out their frustrations on him.
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- Part 1 of after the trip
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19 Aug 2026
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and I know none of this will matter in the long run by spinnerett
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Jul 2026
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"I want- Oh, malysh…" Ilya's voice cracks and Shane can't force himself to look up and watch his fiance cry because of him. He shakes his head against his knees, "I can't—" he gasps out, "I can't— I don't want- I don't feel good—" he doesn't even know what he's saying at this point, words slipping through his tongue without any control as he lets out a cracked sob, all the pain from the past few months bearing down on him so hard it feels like his shoulders and back might break. He feels a strong pair of arms wrap around him, warm and comforting.
Or, Shane has a much worse time after the whole fan mail situation.Bookmarked by jemoduvan
19 Aug 2026
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Broken Russian by serad23
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Aug 2026
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Ilya’s depressed and nothing Shane does seems to help. Trying only pushes them further apart. So, when Ilya asks Shane to go, he does. Shane gets on a plane and doesn’t tell anyone where he’s going, or why.
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18 Aug 2026
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When Shane was twelve, he invited his entire class to his birthday party.
Nobody came.
Years later, Ilya finds out.
He takes it significantly worse than Shane does.
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18 Aug 2026
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“Hollander.” Ilya said, with some panic creeping in to his voice, as he watched Shane’s eyes flick everywhere all at once. Ilya lifted an arm, and let it go just over Shane’s own thigh. It came down, with no resistance to the drop.
Still pinning him up with one hand, he squatted on the locker room floor just in front of Shane. “Have you seen this before, Coach?” Ilya asked. He surely hadn’t.
“It’s new to me, Rosanov. I think I have to get medical involved. Can you watch him until I get back?”
“Please hurry.” Ilya sat back next to Shane on the bench, one of his one legs over Shane’s, and one hand lightly on his neck to keep his head steady. His other hand ran the largest circles he could on Shane’s back. He wouldn’t say it out loud, but maybe this was a panic attack.
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Shane has an unusual health emergency, and Ilya does his best to make Shane comfortable through it all.
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14 Aug 2026
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love you ‘til my lungs give out by scarlettroses
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Jun 2026
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Weeks later, when the news finally breaks, the headlines will call it a “catastrophic brain injury”.
They’ll analyze the hit from every angle, trying to find just what went so wrong. It was clean, it was legal… and yet it somehow slammed Shane Hollander into the ice hard enough to end his career.
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or, another take on shane’s injury in episode 5 being much, much worse.
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14 Aug 2026
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Held In The Quiet Between Us by JustMeAndLife (CaramelCreamCoffee)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Apr 2026
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Liliya squirms slightly as he slides her tiny arms into the sleeves, her face scrunching in mild protest. "I know, I know," Shane murmurs, smiling faintly. "Not your favourite thing." He glances briefly at the phone, then back to her. "Maybe one day," he says quietly, "we can show this to your papa."
There's a subtle shift in the room. Yuna's smile falters just slightly. David, standing nearby, looks down for a moment before composing himself.
Shane doesn't stop. "This is the day you came home," he tells her. "The first day of the rest of our lives kiddo." His fingers are careful as he buttons the cardigan, adjusting it so it sits just right.
"I think he'd like to see this,” he adds softly.
Or, Shane and Ilya sleep together the day they meet in December 2008. Shane ends up pregnant. Ilya has no idea, it’s only when their daughter is diagnosed with a rare genetic disorder that Shane realises he has no choice but the break the silence between them.
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14 Aug 2026
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The Lily Conversation by dertfemme
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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In breaking up with Ilya post tuna melt and mentally banishing himself back further into the closet, Shane is absolutely destroyed at the thought of what his life would become without him. Regretting his choice but simply unable to make himself turn back, he walks through the door and it all hits him at once. When confronted with the reality of his toxic relationship with a girl named Lily, he accidentally reveals his sexuality to Hayden, opening the door to a night they thought they’d forgotten and taking control of the future they deserved.
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Hayden Pike, being down bad for his best friend and desperately wanting him to be happy, whatever the cost.
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- Part 1 of Hayden Pike: Certified Bisexual
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27 Jul 2026
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His breathing stopped. It was as if someone had clawed into his chest and ripped out his heart, holding it between their hands. A feeling of wrong enveloped him. A feeling of wrongful touch closed in around him, blocking everything out. He tried focusing on the patient but couldn’t. Frozen by pain and agony. Like his veins were on fire, burning him inside out. Ironic, considering the heatstroke victim he was trying to save.
The time that Dr Abbot and Dr Robby finally met Dennis’ daemon for the first time.
Or what working in the ER is like when your soul lives next to you in animal form and you are badly crushing on your two much older attendings.
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- Part 1 of The Pitt - Daemon AU
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04 Jul 2026