13 Bookmarks by jerukdongo
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Where Till is waiting for Ivan to confess his feelings before they go to university, but he's clueless and it's driving him crazy.
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08 Oct 2025
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Where Ivan comes out as gay and Till offers to kiss him so he can make sure, but it ends up awakening something in him instead.
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08 Oct 2025
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As a struggling artist, Till must seize any opportunity to survive, even if it means accepting an anonymous commission to paint a portrait of a famous actor named Ivan. But Ivan isn’t just a celebrity to Till, he’s also a friend from the past, someone Till has tried desperately to forget.
Haunted by old memories yet pushed by fate and a couple of beers, Till accepts the offer. But after years apart, Ivan’s face has blurred in his memory, for an artist cannot capture a muse he no longer truly knows.
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Till is an artist who has to paint Ivan, a famous actor, and also his friend from the past.
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08 Oct 2025
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Till's everyday life at Anakt University isn't that bright, thanks to the jocks that pester him every school days as if they have nothing else better to do. It unfortunately became a part of his life; it's awful, but he manages to survive anyway.
But his days get a bit lighter when he gets a sight of his crush, Mizi.
Unreachable, but he's content just from seeing her from meters away.
Then one day, he gets the idea to write a letter for his Goddess, a way to let her know about his growing feelings for her, a way for her to notice him even for just one day.
He just has to leave it in her lockers.
What's the worst that can happen?
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18 Jun 2025
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"The best thing you can do is to flush them out with a scent that doesn’t harm you.”
“How is that possible?” he blurts. He doesn’t understand how coming into contact with one alpha’s scent can do something so fucking insane.
For a moment, the doctor's words become white noise. Till has to breathe to keep himself thinking properly. “Is there any other way I can fix this,” he says more to himself rather than to her.
“Bonding,” is all the lady says.
ABO fic set in modern universe where Till reluctantly lets Ivan help him through his heat and they both come to a series of realizations.
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21 Apr 2025
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Anya kisses everyone.
It's just her brand of affection. Along with her tight hugs and words of comfort, it wasn't unusual for her to plant a loud smooch on their cheek if needed. It was impossible to feel touch starved with her around.
So if Anya kisses everyone, why did she never kiss him?In which Damian realises he's jealously craving her undivided affection and strives to achieve just that.
(5 times he nearly got results + the one that mattered)- Language:
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13 Aug 2022
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running away is easy (it's the leaving that's hard) by whatislea
Fandoms: SPY x FAMILY (Manga), SPY x FAMILY (Anime)
13 Jul 2022
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Anya does not escape from the laboratory of Project Apple as a child, and ten years pass before she meets Dr. Loid Forger, a psychiatrist, for the first time. She is sent for a behavioral evaluation, but refuses to cooperate. Dr. Forger encourages her to confront her motivations and feelings, and Anya must decide whether to act for the sake of world peace, or for the sake of herself.
This is a Damianya centric fic! Currently ongoing, [on hiatus but still active] :)
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- Part 3 of Damianya Running Away AU
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- English
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- 108,331
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- 42/?
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11 Aug 2022
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farfetched by squishmellosandfanfics
Fandoms: SPY x FAMILY (Anime), SPY x FAMILY (Manga)
04 Jul 2022
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Anya is entering middle school and with it, she starts to realize, maybe she does have a few feelings for the Damian Desmond; aka the school heartthrob, even at the age of 13.
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- Part 2 of carelessly falling
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04 Jul 2022
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Damian Desmond was the first to find out Anya Forger’s secret. It made him wonder how in the hell she didn’t figure out his own.
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21 Jun 2022
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maybe this thing was a masterpiece ('till you tore it all up) by machiavelLiterati
Fandoms: SPY x FAMILY (Manga), SPY x FAMILY (Anime)
29 Jun 2022
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Over the course of a few years, Damian slowly learns a few things about Anya Forger.
(5 times Damian kept Anya’s secrets + 1 time he wasn’t able to)
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- 6/6
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20 Jun 2022
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CHAPTER 4 HAS BEEN FULLY UPDATED.
This story progresses after Loid Forgers mission is completed and Anya is 15-16. Lord's mission resulted in Damian's dad having to cooperate in some ways but the Desmond family is still wealthy and dirty rich as it always will be.
When Anya was in her 10th year of her school, her parents decided that she'll be living at her prestigious school so now she'll be even closer to Damian Desmond, the one destined to be her one and only.
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15 Jun 2022
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Operation- Girlfriend by JacklynnFrost
Fandoms: SPY x FAMILY (Manga), SPY x FAMILY (Anime)
06 Dec 2022
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Anya is fed up with Damian avoiding her! She's ready to take drastic measures to ensure they get closer now that they are both in their 10th year. She knows he thinks about her- even has fantasies! And she's more than willing to use this information against him because with how Damian is, it isn't like she can just ask him to be her girlfriend! Besides, that would be too easy and Anya's mother and father have trained her for years, I mean, prepared her for all life's challenges!
Of course, there is more... like, why is Becky forcing these two into some dramatic scenarios? And what does Donovon Desmond have to do with human experimentation- in particular, Anya?Bookmarked by jerukdongo
13 Jun 2022
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Your Hand in Mine (Oneshot Series) by bluenao
Fandoms: SPY x FAMILY (Manga), SPY x FAMILY (Anime)
04 Mar 2025
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Anya is scared of the thunder, so naturally Damian holds her hand to reassure her. And naturally, Anya finds out Damian is also scared of the thunder, and is only pretending to be brave for her sake.
(Based on the light novel!)
Now an oneshot series with fluff and angst; check tags for more details! Contents are at the end of the first chapter.
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Ch 41: Beat
When Damian stands up for Anya, her heart starts beating faster. Just a little faster. (Fluff)
An extension of Ch 70-71.
Ch 42: Pink
Loving Anya Forger was pink— because it was a pale imitation of romantic love. (Fluff, angst, unrequited maybe)
Ch 43: Childish
There was something silly yet endearing about liking someone when you were too young to understand what liking someone meant. (Fluff, hurt/comfort)
Ch 44: One Thump at a Time
Anya doesn’t understand romance. But then Sy-on boy smiles, and for some reason, her heart thumps. (Aged up, fluff)
Ch 45: Strange You Never Knew
"Damian," Anya says. "I noticed you don't get jealous anymore." (Aged up, fluff)
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- Part 1 of strawberry choco (damian + anya)
- Part 1 of the perpetual present (spy x family)
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- 122,179
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- 45/46
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12 Jun 2022
