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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    When you truly love someone, you will find your way back to them. Dazai didn't know this when he was at the ripe age of 18, however, and made a rash decision.

    He didn't know cutting his soulmate off would come back to haunt him.

    So, there he is, standing in the middle of a pumpkin patch while facing almost all of his major life problems.

    Or-- Dazai runs away and has to deal with his consequences.

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    10 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    "If you're serious about getting me back and all that shit... then come to our next show."

    Chuuya throws back the remaining wine, tipping the glass forward in a motion so elegant, so fluid that it makes Dazai trace the curve of his pale neck as he swallows. Come to his next show. Come and see him performing again but this time from the stands, not next to Chuuya on stage.

    "I will." He says it without realising, softly letting the words come out his mouth, even though all he wants to do at that moment is to kiss the red-haired man senseless. Dazai craves a different kind of poison tonight.
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    or what life looks like after their paths haven't crossed in four long years, but Dazai still remembers Chuuya as more than an enemy, though not quite yet a lover
    rockstar!au (written by a Maneskin and Palaye Royale fan, who loves these two adorable idiots)

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    10 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 44

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    Dazai left four years ago with two promises: Chuuya and he could keep texting and he would come back soon. He didn't keep any of his promises. Now that he's out of the mafia, he wants to be in Chuuya's life (again), but Chuuya doesn't.

    So he has to make his way into it. At all costs

    Why?

    Oh well...

    Or Kidnapping me?'s sequel, in which Dazai tries to be Chuuya's 'friend' again. It takes a lot, but he's obsessed.

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    40/40
    Comments:
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    10 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    After escaping Meursault, Mori plans to uphold his request of an Agency member being transferred to the Port Mafia. The choice is obvious, calculated, almost a play of dramatic irony- what isn't is a stack of files, an unwavering bond and an old field code.

    Or: Mori chooses Dazai, Chuuya won't let that happen.

    (Title from Blood of a Mutt by The Growlers) Now with a THIRD chapter! Written before the end of the anime & manga. Author was reading stormbringer while writing this, apologies for that!

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    09 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 29

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    Kunikida unknowingly gets hit by an amplification gift. He stumbles into Dazai’s dorm in search of an extensive medical kit, instead discovering something much worse.

    Or: Dazai and Chuuya’s partnership through the contents of a box of letters.

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    1/1
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    09 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    Chuuya goes missing. Everyone assumes. Dazai investigates.

    One: Everyone in Port Mafia believes that Chuuya is with him.
    Two: They believe Chuuya has been with him for a month now.
    Three: Both are patently untrue, therefore Chuuya has been missing for a month.

    Mandarin translation now on weibo

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    5,057
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    1,048
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    51,405

    04 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    Shortly after the defeat of Mimic, Dazai Osamu leaves the Port Mafia. Wanting to take advantage of the situation, the government sends Nakahara Chuuya to gain his trust.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    21/21
    Comments:
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    03 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 76

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    Chuuya Nakahara stopped seeing colors a long time ago after he lost his sense of humanity when a series of events changed his life permanently. Osamu Dazai teaches him to see those colors again.

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    Chapters:
    23/23
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    03 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    kabuki dance: an event designed to create the appearance of conflict when the outcome has already been predetermined.

     

    After two years of a losing war against Dostoyevsky, Mori calls Chuuya up to his office to explain the terms of his next mission—an undercover assignment to infiltrate the Decay of Angels by marrying Dazai Osamu, Dostoyevsky’s equal in everything but name. According to Mori, it’s the optimal solution.

    But missions rarely go as planned, and Chuuya is only one pawn in a game far bigger than himself. So when it inevitably unravels in his hands, Yokohama's future hangs in the balance.

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    Chapters:
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    03 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 78

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    "You aren't allowed to die without me, Mackerel."

    Dazai Osamu expected a violent reunion; instead, he found a void. Convinced Dazai died four years ago, Chuuya Nakahara was driven to the brink and surgically erased—sold as a "broken asset" to the King of Assassins.

    Now, Chuuya lives a beautiful, chemical lie in France, his memories of Soukoku cauterized. To reclaim the other half of his soul, Dazai must burn his redemption to the ground and hunt a man who no longer remembers his face.

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    Chapters:
    17/17
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    7,821

    03 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    It's been five years to the day since he left the Port Mafia, and by extension, Chuuya. Dazai regrets one of those things. He's giving himself a year to rectify that mistake. It's a pretty short time frame to win over someone he betrayed, so he's going to need some help.

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    Chapters:
    35/35
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    35,326

    02 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 68

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    Tonight, Dazai’s kisses taste sweet.
    They taste like candies, like a magic spell, like happiness.

    And, perhaps, their matching costumes are only a physical expression of a deeper truth: he and Dazai are a set.
    They are forever.
    No matter how much they fight, no matter where they stray, nothing can separate them.

    “The truth is, you were always the other half of my Halloween costume.”


    Or: 'Dazai, Chuuya and Halloween: 8, 19 and 23 years old.'

    (“Two pining idiots in love” trope set in the Easy in Theory verse.)

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    Comments:
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    7,181

    01 Jul 2026

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    30 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    “I need you to hit me as hard as you can.” Dazai says without any preamble, walking right up to them.

    “What?” Atsushi sounds aghast. “Why would I?”

    “Dazai-san—” Akutagawa begins.

    “Bet.” Chuuya says, and punches him square in the face.

    Shockingly, this is actually the better of the two interactions Chuuya has had with Dazai.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Since he can remember, the only sincere reprieve Dazai has ever received from the storm in his mind was books. Mori had been fond of all kinds of literature, stocking the shelves of his old home with volumes and volumes of escape mechanisms. Like a thing starved, Dazai devoured them, shutting out the rest of the world in his pursuit of peace.

    Opening the shop had been natural, and he’d quickly accrued a slew of regulars who would listen to him wax poetic about his favorite novels. He’d had quite a few starry-eyed admirers lean across the counter, eyes intent on him as he spouted off flowery quote after fiery quote, yet no one had ever spiked Dazai’s interest enough for him to take their affections seriously.

    Yet he’d grown all too fond of romances, of the comfort in the knowledge of a happy ending. No matter what, at the end of the story, the princess always found her prince, regardless of any bumps they hit along the way. No matter how rocky the start, no matter how dire the situation, love always pulled through.

    “The minute I heard my first love story, I started looking for you.”

    or: a fluffy bookshop au featuring pining, painter chuuya, bookshop owner dazai, and a lot of love letters

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    53
    Kudos:
    667
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    156
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    9,506

    29 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    Dazai and Chuuya have always been rivals, have always been there at each other’s throats. It’s almost surreal to think that there might come a time when they go their separate ways.

    ...But now, that’s a reality that Chuuya has to face, because Dazai’s going to a different university.

    [in Spanish!]

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    106
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    2,366
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    541
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    50,076

    29 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Finally, Chuuya eloquently said, “I don’t want to date you.”
    Dazai huffed. “Yeah, well, I’m not too thrilled at the idea of having a crazy rockstar boyfriend. But you got us into this mess, you need to help us get out of it.”
    Had Dazai gone insane? Nakahara Chuuya and Dazai Osamu, dating? Had Chuuya not made it clear through the dozens of direct and indirect meetings that he despised Dazai with every fiber in his body.

    Featuring: drunk tweets, falling in love, horrendous song writing, cheesy interviews, learning how to "fake it," and Chuuya getting over the headache that is Dazai. Not necessarily in that order.

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    Chapters:
    21/21
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    1,670
    Kudos:
    20,746
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    3,811
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    417,592

    29 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 89

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    ”Don’t bleed on the carpet,” Dazai says, as if it’s even his carpet he’d be bleeding on.

    ”I’ll make you bleed,” he says, although it comes out half-hearted as well as weird and distorted with the tissue blocking his nose. Dazai just smiles at him beatifically.

    ”Promise?”

    on fresh wounds and picking on scabs

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    78
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    318
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    89
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    4,232

    29 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    All Chuuya wants to do this summer is learn how to drive, but a few things get in the way.

    (Dazai torments him until they become friends, and eventually more than just that.)

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    Chapters:
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    7,281

    29 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 72

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    Chuuya walks into the interaction with no hope of escaping unscathed. Surely he’ll exit a hollow shell of a man, his ego torn to shreds by the silver tongue of the idiot who forced his way into his life like an asteroid. His sister is a cruel woman, worrying for his well-being in the worst of ways. Chuuya is not a lonely man, so if Kouyou would stop suggesting that his lack of a partner makes him as much, it’d be well appreciated.

    He has friends, a lot of them at that. He has Kouyou, and Yosano—who is somewhere between friend and family, taking into consideration her long-term relationship with his sister. And then there’s Dazai, who seems to fit in neither category. It’s a gray area, making him the perfect candidate.

    Kouyou insists that she and Yosano go on a double date with Chuuya and his date. Who as of now is yet to be determined.

    Who as of now, Dazai will either helpfully agree to take upon the role of, or Chuuya will have no choice but to sink into the floor.

     

    (Or: Chuuya asks Dazai to be his fake date to ease his sister’s worries. Inexplicably, things quickly elevate as all things involving Dazai and Chuuya tend to do.)

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    26
    Kudos:
    283
    Bookmarks:
    72
    Hits:
    7,875

    29 Jun 2026

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