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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    I plan to add some more standalone fics to this series, so stay tuned!

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    07 Apr 2026

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    A few months after Shane and Ilya’s relationship is revealed, Twitter begins to speculate about the timeline of it all. Ilya fans the flames.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    After a year and a half of playing with Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov, the Centaurs could agree on one thing about the couple: everyone still knew almost nothing about their relationship.

    The conclusion was very clear: if they wanted answers, it was time to send in the SAPs.

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    5 times the Centaurs send their partners on an investigation for the truth about Shane and Ilya's relationship, and one time the team gets the answers for themselves. And then they freak out about it in the group chat.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Luca, his face the color of a ripe tomato, leaned in with agonizing slowness. Troy held up his phone, showing Shane sandwiched between them before leaning in and planting a loud, dramatic smack on Shane’s right cheek. At the same time Luca placed a soft, fleeting kiss on Shane’s left cheek.

    Shane burst out laughing just as the camera clicked their picture, the last of the tension dissolving.

    “Perfect!” Troy looked at his phone with a wide, and in Luca’s opinion, a very evil smile, and sent the picture to the team group chat.

     

    Ilya: BARRETT WTF WHY ARE YOUR LIPS ON MY BOYFRIEND

    Harris: WHY DID YOU GET TO KISS HIM BEFORE ME?! I HAVE SENIORITY!

    (or, 5 times Ottawa Centaurs were protective over Shane and 1 time Shane was protective over them)

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    18 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 62

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    i dont have a summary for this i just felt like writing something cathartic for my good friend shane hollander who i am normal about because he deserves to go crazy style sometimes

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    18 Mar 2026

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    “What the fuck did you just say?”

    “Um…” There was a red flush covering his cheeks, and his wife looked at him with a disgusted grimace. Ah, not a new thing, then. “I just meant that—”

    He sounded drunk. Was he fucking drunk in the middle of a barbecue? With children milling around? Blegh.

    “Repeat yourself.” Her voice left no place for arguments, and the other Metro sitting by the foot-in-the-mouth twinky looking dude looked fucking intimidated. They fucking better be, after badmouthing Ilya in front of her. Who the fuck did they think they were, trash-talking Ilya as if they knew him at all?

    “It was a private conversati—” The other metro snapped at her, J-something.

     

    or: J.J. and Hayden don't understand why Shane chose Rozanov. or or: 5 times someone was protective over Ilya + 1 time Shane was (he always is, though)

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Scott Hunter claims there are no other gay hockey players in the MLH, or at least none he's met.

    Ilya Rozanov is a smart dresser, a catty bitch, and a flirt.

    Kip Grady is starting to think maybe his boyfriend is a little gaydar-ically challenged, but he loves him anyway. He'll just have to show him the light, one $40 bet at a time.

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    18 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 47

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    shane faces the men he once considered brothers for the first time.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    a companion piece to back and forth from new york showing the in-world social media response to the events of each chapter!!

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander think they’re being subtle.

    They are not.

    A series of outsider POVs (from taxi drivers to hot dog vendors) who all, independently, come to the same conclusion.

    Update: All the chapters are independant so I will add some chapters when I have new ideas!
    This work is now part of a series, check out “All the Proud Witnesses” to discover the sequels to the previous POV stories!

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    16 Mar 2026

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    @GetPucksDeep
    broke: wanting your team to win the cup because it’s the highest achievement in hockey
    woke: wanting your team to win the cup so you can see all the drunk social media posts

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    15 Mar 2026

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    “So I want you to tell me what’s wrong with this,” Harris said, pushing a printed-out screenshot of a tweet toward Ilya.

    Ilya glanced at it. His lips quirked up into a grin.

    “It says ‘Happy Pride Month,’” Ilya said. “What is wrong with that?”

    Harris dragged a hand over his face.

    “The problem,” Harris said, “is that it says ‘#BeGayDoCrime’ after that.”

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Shane tries to remember, peering into the darkness surrounding the car with a furrowed brow. It hurts to move, and he feels something warm and slick sliding down his cheek.

    More blood, his mind supplies rather unhelpfully.

    He was driving after dark, but he shouldn’t have been. He wasn’t supposed to be. They had all night together, so why is he here?

    I already chose you, Hollander.

    Shane inhales sharply as his mind slowly fills in the gaps in his memory. They fought. Ilya told him to leave. Shane did.

    And then he crashed.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    “Everyone laughed, clearly charmed by Ilya’s retelling of their epic romance.”

    Ilya brings Shane to a team barbecue for the first time. It turns out to be easier than either of them expected.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander doesn't fight.

    Doesn't, however, does not mean can't.

    Too mad no one told Tanner Gagnon that.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Four times Shane wears something that belongs to Ilya, quietly and in private. Plus one time Ilya does the same, and everyone at Centaurs practice definitely notices.

    Takes place during The Long Game, when their relationship is still secret.

    Featuring: A sweatshirt, socks, Irina Rozanov's cross necklace, an Ottawa Centaurs hat, and a Montreal Voyageurs shirt.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    During the 2014 MHL Awards, Shane and Ilya find themselves hiding out in the bathroom after a six month silence.

    Much to Shane's dismay, Ilya seems he could care less about the hell he put Shane through during those six, painful months.

    The two end up worsening their already strained relationship and Shane does not come to Ilya's penthouse afterwards.

    The chance of reconciliation is cut short when Ilya reads the stomach-dropping headline that The Montreal Metros' Shane Hollander had been in a severe car accident on his way back after the MHL Awards after party.

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    What if Shane stood his ground that fateful night in the Vegas bathroom?

    What if Ilya had to learn that a few of his last words to Shane after six months of silence was "I want you to suck my dick," and not "I love you"?

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    The Hollanov timeline diverges in 2014 with new twists and turns they'll have to navigate if they ever want to be together. (Danger is approaching...)

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov’s relationship is probably the worst-kept secret in the NHL, and it’s entirely their own fault. 11 years is a long time to keep a secret, and Shane and Ilya are really, really bad at sneaking around.

    Or: A look into Shane and Ilya’s relationship over the years, from all the people who walk in on them, one way or another.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    “Come on,” Comeau says. “Are we all just supposed to pretend it's normal that you’re still playing house with Ilya Rozanov?”

    “Gil—” J.J. says, but Shane doesn’t want him to finish that sentence, to pull Comeau gently off the ledge he’s steering himself toward. Shane wants to push him, kicking and screaming, to make them say it to his fucking face. That after all this time, they still hate him for the heinous crime of falling in love.

    “We’ve been married for two years,” Shane says. “I’m not sure that qualifies as playing house. I mean, it’s longer than you were with your first wife, isn’t it?”

    Or: Shane reunites with his former teammates at J.J.'s bachelor party. He's finally ready to say (and maybe punch) his piece.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov never goes to the cottage.

    He goes home to Russia instead—and disappears from Shane Hollander’s life without a word.

    Years later, the news reaches him anyway: the Hollander family is gone, Shane’s career is over, and the boy who once lived and breathed hockey is learning how to exist in a body that no longer moves the way it used to.

    Ilya returns for a funeral he was never invited to, carrying years of silence, regret, and a love he never stopped feeling.

    Some wounds don’t close.

    Some love arrives too late to save anything—but still refuses to die.

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    08 Mar 2026

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