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Nathaniel has spent years surviving the Moriyama court by enduring Prince Riko’s cruelty and keeping his world as small as possible. Mostly, that means Jean and their promise to survive together. For a long time, it had been enough to get through one day and then the next.
But Riko’s experiments on Nathaniel start to go right in horrifying ways and Nathaniel realizes he only has two choices- break the one promise that has kept him and Jean alive by leaving him behind, or stay and become a weapon Riko can use to destroy the country.
The only person who might be able to help is an insolent Druid elf locked deep in Evermore’s dungeons.
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14 Jun 2026
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His skin still felt tight. The interaction with the runner, with Neil, had left a lingering, jittery friction under his fingernails. Andrew hated variables, and he hated being perceived. His mind was firing too fast, cataloging the scars, the fake eyes, the ginger roots. He needed something to dull the noise.
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A sort of meet-cute, which is not at all cute.
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10 Jun 2026
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Neil was always going to run, the choice to reveal his name and hidden designation never should've swayed Andrew, but they had.
Neil had swayed him, and now Andrew can only reckon with the fact that he was stupid enough to want again.
It's those thoughts that are circling his head when the car pulls up. It's not smooth, he watches as the driver goes over the curb, though Andrew doesn't care enough to tell them off for their horrible park job.
Not until Neil fucking Josten practically collapses out of the driver's seat, beat to all hell and with red hair to boot.
Andrew is at his side before his conscious mind realizes, his body already having made the choice for him. He smells blood, and fear, but they're overpowered by the sweet scent of strawberry sorbet pouring out from Neil's neck.
His mouth starts to water as Neil practically folds into his arms, pupils blowing wide as he catches the heat scent of slick in the air. He has a second to curse before Neil is looking up at him, glazed eyes blinking heavily before getting stuck on Andrew's face.
"Andrew," He says his name like no one else ever has, possibly ever will.
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08 Jun 2026
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Neil Josten would never have willingly involved himself in a war—no one in his family would.
But military enlistment is mandatory for all eighteen-year-olds.
The Military Institute is known for creating soldiers ready to kill and die, trained to obey without question. That is where Neil is being sent against his will, along with thousands of other disposable youths.
Raised by the resistance, Neil spent his life learning to survive without relying on his ability—a power that demands far too high a price to be used. A power the government would do anything to control.
As he struggles to survive the Institute, Neil begins to realize that there is more at stake than war. The system that turns young people into weapons hides something greater—something that could cost far more than lives.
And the more he refuses to obey, the harder the system tries to break him.
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30 May 2026
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Neil was the pervasive lie Andrew foolishly allowed himself to indulge. A person who would stay? Fairytale. It wouldn’t last.
Forevers didn’t exist for him.
With graduation on the horizon, Andrew leaves Neil before Neil can leave him. But after a year, he starts to wonder if maybe he was wrong. Maybe he can have it all.
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30 May 2026
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A year after mankind has been ravaged by a deadly Rabies-like Virus and Neil Josten is STILL running from his father. His father, who has only gained more power since society collapsed.
But then one day Neil wakes up on an Island, rescued by a group of ex- collage athletes who take to Neil like hes the long lost teammate they never had but were always meant to find.
They make him want to stay… And Neil is so tired of running.
But it can’t last forever.
One day his past is going to catch up to him.An Au where Neil’s father takes control of what’s left of the East Coast after a virus destroys most of the World’s population. (Either killing them or turning people rabid)
The Moriyama’s dont exist as a mafia but the Ravens, led by Riko, become a gang that work for Neil’s father.
The Foxes live on an Island.
Kevin finds a way to play Exy even in the apocalypse and Andrew is just as whipped as Neil is oblivious.Bookmarked by kadne
23 May 2026
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Wesninski was standing at the Home court door, impatient and annoyed. His weird blue eyes were the same as the boy's, but they looked every bit as merciless and dead as Riko's father's could be. Another shark, Riko realized, even if his runt of a son was nothing but a dog.
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Mary fails to save her son. Nathaniel grows up in the Nest.
Another attempt to explore the story that could have happened. Tags to be added and adjusted as needed.
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22 May 2026
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“But I just went through my heat.” Neil complained, annoyed at himself.
Abby gave him a sympathetic look. “Well, it’s not that surprising.”
What the fuck does that mean?
“You spend your time with a highly compatible alpha,” Abby’s eyes flicked to Andrew, still looming in the corner, “So your body is likely trying to encourage you to…procreate.”
Neil stared at her in horror, his cheeks flushing bright red. There was a slowly increasing list of things he felt comfortable talking about with Abby, and his apparent biological need to get dicked down by Andrew was not one of them.
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16 May 2026
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A year after going on the run with his mother, they settle in San Francisco, and Neil strikes up a friendship with Andrew.
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“If you quit wavering and come on, I will make sure you get back fine. Deal?”
Like a bodyguard, Neil thinks. His father has one of those. But Neil kind of doubts this kid can protect him from what might be coming after him.
“That's not an easy job,” Neil warns him.
“Look, are you from the suburbs or some shit?” Andrew doesn't bother to wait for an answer. “I’m going. Either follow me or stay here.” With that, he clambers back past the window and up towards the roof.
"Deal," Neil says, before he can think too hard about it.
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15 May 2026
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Neil is short on rent this month, is stuck in Los Angeles, and to make matters worse, needs a new bottle of suppressants. Too bad he's also a shitty bartender, a runaway, and is one stubborn blonde man away from making what he's sure is a huge mistake.
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14 May 2026
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Hunched over the toilet bowl in a stall of one of the math building’s bathrooms, staring at the petals floating across the water’s surface, Neil is once again painfully aware of how naive he is to the real danger he’s in.
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OR Neil and Andrew never promised each other love. Neil deals with things as he always does, by completely ignoring the issue.
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14 May 2026
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Neil turned to look out the window, letting the smoke burn through his lungs longer than he should’ve. It hurt; it made him feel real again. He let it out slowly, afraid time might slip away with the exhale, and he’d become this smoke dissipating into the wind once more.
If it were a year ago, he would write this off as his memory being odd. It always had been. Conversations he was present for slipped away, and more than just possessions got lost between the cities they stayed in. If this were a year ago, he’d write the missing hours away because he’d been jumbled and upset, and his mind didn’t always hit the record button for the bad stuff. But he wasn’t just surviving for himself anymore.
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No longer on the run, some inconsistencies Neil had long written off start to effect his daily life. Or, another DID!Neil fic.
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09 May 2026
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Abram and Mary were out of time. Their contact had been rotten, they were told he would be directing business at home, except he wasn't. Abram's father was on a business trip in Seattle. Abram and Mary were the business in question. Things never went as planned for them. For better or for worse. That was how they got here in the first place after all.
OR: If Nathan was less of a horrid father. The years spent of the run were the messiest fight over custody in all History. Stuart is done with their bullshit. Nathaniel "Identity/Family Issues" Wesninski still ends up with the Foxes. Everything goes to shit as usual.
AND: Columbia takes a wrong turn, Nathaniel's Unhinged Great Escape doesn't help, neither does The Butcher reclaiming answers about the mess. Andrew spirals from there, Nathaniel strikes a deal with him, and he is determined to have Andrew (+ others) see through the end of their healing journey, even if he has to drag them kicking and screaming all the way up. It only goes downhill from there.
First + Second years at PSU.
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05 May 2026
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When There’s Nowhere Else To Run, Is There Room For One More? by P234age
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
27 Jan 2026
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“It’s a little difficult to think clearly with a knife pressed to his jugular, but Neil manages to wonder if he should’ve let the FBI send him to jail instead of here.
It makes sense, unfortunately, that after finding Neil bruised, burnt, and bleeding out on the cold cement floor of his father’s basement, Special Agent Todd Browning might have had some concerns for Neil’s health.
Neil just didn’t expect that concern to include his mental health, too.
Browning had offered Neil a choice that day - after listing out, like, fifty reasons why he thought Neil might benefit from some therapy.
Life in prison or a sixty day stay in a psych ward, followed by freedom.
Neil thought the answer was obvious, but his new roommate still hasn’t removed his blade from Neil’s throat - which Neil is now realizing isn’t actually a knife, but a razor blade taped to the butt of a toothbrush - so he’s rethinking that answer a bit.”
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The one where Neil and Andrew meet in Easthaven.
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04 May 2026
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Andrew Joseph Doe is 7 when he makes his first friend, he never makes another.
Andrew Joseph Minyard is 19 when he meets a skittish Exy junkie in a grotty locker room with a face so familliar it makes him sickBookmarked by kadne
03 May 2026
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Neil Josten and his mother have been on the run from his father for years and the last time his father caught up to them he took Neil's ability to use his left ankle and his mother. Even though she might be gone her last words still haunt Neil till this day "do not become static" so he continues to move from city to city to keep her wish alive. Neil has always enjoyed cars but now with a bum leg he loves them even more.
So much that he becomes a street racer in what seems to be the small, quiet town of Palmetto. But Neil soon realizes that this town has a lot more to offer him than he once thought, enter Andrew a mysterious man who can't seem to keep his eyes off of Neil. Maybe Neil's luck will run dry, or he might find everything he's been missing.
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Only one thing mattered.
Nathaniel Wesninski was alone in the Nest.
Nathaniel Wesninski was alone with Riko.
Jean Moreau — weak, broken Jean Moreau — had left Nathaniel Wesninski to die.----
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Raven!Neil AU.
Picks up with the beginning of The Sunshine Court. Jean, Kevin, and Neil have grown up together in the Nest. Jean and Kevin made it out.
Neil didn’t.
*The first part is complete. Updates every weekend.*Series
- Part 1 of What We Leave Behind
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29 Apr 2026
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“We are all sentenced to solitary confinement inside our own skins, for life.”
Neil Josten is a ghost. After ten years on the run, he thought he knew the rules of survival: don’t trust anyone, never look back, and never, ever stop running.But with his mother’s death and the Moriyama's hounds closing in, the forest is no longer enough to hide the secrets etched into his blood.
When he is cornered by Andrew Minyard, a man who smells of blood and indifference, Neil is offered an impossible choice: die alone in the dark or seek refuge with the Foxes, a pack of outcasts living in the ruins of a forgotten world. In a den full of monsters and ghosts from his past, Neil must decide if freedom is worth the price of his soul—and if he can survive long enough to find out.
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- Part 3 of Autumn's Another universes
- Part 1 of Child of No One (Blood as Covenant)
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27 Apr 2026
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After eight years of being on the run, Neil Josten and his mother temporarily settle down in the quiet, sleepy town of Ashton Falls.
But when the energetic Palmetto State Exy team move in next door, they bring with them secrets and danger that would change him forever. The PSU Foxes are a werewolf pack, and Exy isn't just a simple sport. Drawn to their magic, loyalty, and enduring friendships, Neil can no longer ignore the roots in him desperate to take hold. Or the song that howls between him and Andrew Minyard, the strangest of them all.
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26 Apr 2026
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Somewhere on the road, Mary Hatford gets pregnant with her second child. When she passes, she leaves behind not only Neil, but his toddler brother. Survival is difficult without also raising a kid. Worn out and desperate, Neil still somehow ends up at Palmetto, only this time, he brings his four-year-old brother with him.
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- Part 1 of The Sun Still Rises
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26 Apr 2026