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  1. Public Bookmark 56

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    “I’m going to make pasta,” David announces, and Ilya wonders if this is the Hollander answer to stressful situations. He likes it, even if pasta wasn’t his first choice for dinner. “Want to help?”

    “Um,” Ilya says, “yes. Okay.”

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    28 Dec 2025

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    Episode 5 divergence

    Instead of getting hit on the ice, the Metros went on to win the game, and after setting up some plans with Ilya, the team ends up dragging Shane out to the bar. Shane was having a good time... until it all went wrong.

    Or: Shane is assaulted, and Ilya is there to comfort him.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    His teammates were not treating this as the hard interview Ilya imagined it. Gone were the serious "intervention" faces, replaced with the glee of anticipation. "Roz was going to tell us about his fiancée," Dykstra told Hollander.

    Shane choked on his bite of Raisin Bran. "Oh?"

    "Yeah, I assume you know her. Did he say anything in the car, Hazy?"

    "Dude didn't say one word."

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    The Centaurs stage an intervention.

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    27 Dec 2025

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    "Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.

    And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.

    You don’t deserve his last name."

     

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    content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime

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    26 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 58

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    Shane Hollander is a famous hockey player. Ilya Rozanov is a Twitch streamer on the rise with a very one-sided beef with the Montreal Metros’ captain.

    Under the username GingerAle24, Shane becomes a regular in Ilya’s streams. Ilya has no idea he’s talking to the very same player he’s always losing against.

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    26 Dec 2025