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    Hi Ilya,

    My name is Shane! I don’t speak Russian, I hope that’s okay. I’m also 25 years old and I love hockey too! So we have some things in common.

    I’ve never written an inmate before. I don’t really know why I’m doing this. I guess I’m lonely. I’m not very good at making friends or dating. I think maybe I can be a bit awkward in person, but I’m good at writing. So I hope that’s okay.

    or Shane Hollander finds Ilya Rozanov on WriteAPrisoner.com and sends him an email.

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    6/?
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    29 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    6 глава
    странное сообщение от Шейна о похищении
    теория: это Пайк шутит над Ильёй

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    Retired hockey player Shane has been lying to his mom about having a boyfriend, but now he’s agreed to take said boyfriend to the family reunion.

    Ilya Rozanov is Shane’s friendly neighbour. Maybe he can help!

    “Okay, so this is my plan: I re-download Tinder and make a profile that has one photo of me, with the caption ‘I need a fake boyfriend for my family reunion. I will pay you $30,000 and cover travel.’ That’ll work, right?”

    Or: The smutty fake dating fic with no miscommunication! They said it couldn’t be done, but I have done it.

    Language:
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    12,359
    Chapters:
    4/9
    Comments:
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    26 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    очень забавный фф
    прочла 3 главы
    если, вышла вся серия - прочти сначала

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    "He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”

    Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.

    Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."

    --

    Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    2,328
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    25 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    перечитать еще много раз

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    “Shane has boyfriend?"

    “Mom thinks so. He’s dodging my texts, but it definitely seems like he’s seeing someone.”

    Ilya's whispered "No" was drowned out by a loud snort from another teammate, who said something like, "Good for lil' bro."

    Ilya shouldn’t feel like dying. Should have expected this to happen at some point. Deserved it, even. He had been ghosting Shane for months, after all.

    In which Ilya knows he's not good enough to be with his best friend's little brother. He spirals over Shane possibly dating someone else nonetheless.

    Alternatively, Ilya will always be the one Shane will still run to.

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    24,244
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    20 Aug 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

    ~~~~~~

    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

    Language:
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    Words:
    126,293
    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
    8,574
    Kudos:
    31,463
    Bookmarks:
    8,866
    Hits:
    1,312,300

    19 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    10 глава

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    Continuation of episode 4/the club scene:

    “If I was dancing with you,” Ilya crowds Shane against the wall, hands coming up against the wall caging Shane in. “Would you let me push boring shirt up and run my hands all over you.” He leans in closer, ducking his head to look Shane straight on. He can feel Ilya’s breath on his face, the smell of vodka on his tongue.

    Shane’s heart is racing. It’s been so long since he’s been this close to Ilya off the ice. They’ve gone longer, but for some reason it’s felt like an eternity.

    “What are you…”

    “Would you tip your head back from the feeling of my hands running over your body?” He leans in further till his lips are ghosting over Shane’s ear, sending a shiver down his spine. “Would you let me kiss you? Suck on your neck?”

    “Rozanov,” Shane says as a warning that doesn’t carry one ounce of authority because it sounds more like a whimper than anything else.

    They shouldn’t be doing this. Shane shouldn’t be doing this. He left Ilya’s house that day for a reason.

    Shane has a girlfriend.

    They can’t be doing this.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    980
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    11,592

    11 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is a talented, yet reckless D1 hockey player that needs money to cover his tuition. Shane is a retired NHL Hall of Famer who is willing to pay under the condition that Ilya cleans up his hockey game and his act.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,418
    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    707
    Kudos:
    3,768
    Bookmarks:
    1,063
    Hits:
    67,698

    11 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    7 глав прочла

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    Slowly, the realization of what he is asking him to do sets in.

    “Shane,” he croaks, his voice breaking. I can’t hurt you.

    “Please,”

    Always so pretty when he begs. Even like this, all messed up and bloody. Ilya loves him more than life.

    “I don’t want anyone but you touching me."

    That finally did it.

    During the Boston vs. Montreal game, Marleau doesn't knock Shane out completely but still injures him. While a fight breaks out, Shane begs Ilya to help him, right there on the ice in front of the whole arena. Unfortunately, Ilya could never say no to him.

    [SECOND CHAPTER WITH REACTIONS NOW ADDED]

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,655
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    147
    Kudos:
    7,994
    Bookmarks:
    1,232
    Hits:
    82,912

    11 Aug 2026

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    Это ведь просто секс, верно?

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    Русский
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    16/16
    Comments:
    255
    Kudos:
    515
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    219
    Hits:
    23,827

    11 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    прочитать

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    Shane Hollander knows he barely drank last night. And he knows that he also didn’t leave his apartment, so when he’s woken up to the sound of a baby crying he couldn’t be more confused. That is until he gets a good look at the baby girl and immediately is faced with the same curls and hazel eyes that he has been missing and dreaming about for months.

    Series
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    103,973
    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
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    31,277

    02 Aug 2026

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    - Какого хрена ты не сказал, что у тебя есть брат-близнец?

    Письмо от одной из Оттавских больниц вынуждает всю семью Розановых переехать в Канаду. В страну, где Илью ждут новая школа, новый друг, хоккей и один непонятный для мозга парень из конкурирующей команды. Шейн, кажется?

    Language:
    Русский
    Words:
    59,497
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    41
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    2
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    01 Aug 2026

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    hollyadmirals24: Male seeking help improving at oral sex. Clean, ready to learn and willing to host. M only. Strictly platonic. Message for details.
     

    or: shane and ilya are hockey players for the mcgill marauders. after a disastrous night with rose, shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. his teammate, ilya, replies.

    Language:
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    Words:
    397,852
    Chapters:
    24/24
    Comments:
    3,694
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    16,148
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    7,138
    Hits:
    1,063,030

    03 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander only meant to attend a few hockey games — a small act of rebellion against the boyfriend who controlled every part of his life. But that night changes everything. The arena becomes a refuge, Rose becomes a friend, and the Montreal Metros become the first place he’s felt safe in years.

    No one knows he’s living with domestic violence.
    No one knows he’s planning to run.
    No one knows how much he’s breaking.

    And no one expects him to fall for Ilya Rozanov — the loud, brilliant, closeted Russian winger recently traded under suspicious circumstances.

    Ilya has secrets he can’t share, a past he can’t escape, and feelings he doesn’t know how to handle.

    Shane is learning how to live again.
    Ilya is learning how to feel again.
    Both are learning how to trust.

    But when the truth about their pasts threatens to surface, they’ll have to decide whether they can face it together — or lose each other trying.

    ----------------------------------------

    Or: A story about healing, found family, and the terrifying, beautiful risk of choosing love after surviving what was meant to break you.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    587,444
    Chapters:
    105/1,000,000
    Comments:
    17,326
    Kudos:
    11,689
    Bookmarks:
    4,106
    Hits:
    817,934

    21 Jun 2026

  14. Rec 3107

    Mystery Work

    Part of AZRAELRIEGO
    Summary

    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    17 May 2026

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    Mystery Work

    Part of Private Works
    Summary

    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    30 Apr 2026

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    There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.

    When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?

    OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    68,092
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Collections:
    5
    Comments:
    3,711
    Kudos:
    14,959
    Bookmarks:
    5,459
    Hits:
    325,108

    30 Apr 2026

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    A song starts, one Shane has definitely never heard before, and one spotlight illuminates the stage. A singular man with a large frame is revealed, and his body is shrouded in shadow, which piques Shane’s interest. His shoulders are broad and well-muscled, and he’s wearing a fucking toga, which Shane finds kind of hilarious. He lets out a high pitched giggle, and Rose elbows him as she sips her drink. He follows suit, taking a long pull of the vodka, because goddamn this man is downright godly. Shane can see each dip and depression, the shadows from the spotlight throwing him into stark contrast. His body is made of lean lines and bulging muscle, and Shane is already enthralled.

    As the song picks up the man’s chin tilts up, revealing hazel eyes and plush, pink lips. His jaw is stubbled but not bearded, and his light curls gleam in the light. Everything about him is fucking attractive, but Shane assumes if you put your body on display for money, you better look the part. Even with that in mind, Shane is vaguely aware of wanting to put his tongue all over this man’s glorious body.

    Ilya is a stripper living in LA who captures the attention of hockey player Shane Hollander. This is the story of their relationship.

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    89,644
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
    644
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    2,411
    Bookmarks:
    823
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    73,714

    30 Apr 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    222,222
    Chapters:
    28/28
    Comments:
    18,373
    Kudos:
    49,687
    Bookmarks:
    18,977
    Hits:
    2,279,241

    30 Apr 2026

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    When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
    ____

    Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.

    “Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”

    “Mom,” Shane managed.

    “Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”

    Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    60,257
    Chapters:
    28/50
    Comments:
    7,860
    Kudos:
    26,860
    Bookmarks:
    9,757
    Hits:
    1,014,130

    30 Apr 2026

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    "After an hour of breathing exercises, retracing what he had learned about himself and others, he opened his Notes app:

    want:
    Ilya
    Stanley Cups
    Awards

    not doing:
    Dissociating
    Making myself small to make others comfortable
    Waiting ten fucking years

    Watching the clock, the time he had been waiting for was finally there.

    Time to remind Ilya where the smoking area was."

    Or

    In 2021, Shane and Ilya are sent back to 2008. And they are determined to do it better this time.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    71,855
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Collections:
    7
    Comments:
    1,496
    Kudos:
    6,911
    Bookmarks:
    2,374
    Hits:
    197,939

    30 Apr 2026

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