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A Cost-Benefit Analysis of Confessing to Your Best Friend by kodzukenan
Fandoms: 时光代理人 | Link Click (Cartoon)
11 Mar 2026
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This study examines the potential risks and benefits associated with confessing romantic feelings to one’s best friend.
Research subject Cheng Xiaoshi proposes a cost-benefit analysis to determine whether such a confession is statistically advisable.
Unexpectedly, the subject Lu Guang appears to have reached his own conclusions.Frankly, it was exhausting. However, his dilemma did grant him one perk: he could absolutely BS his way through explaining CBA to Lu Guang.
“Imagine… Hypothetically, you have a crush on a friend. You’re trying to decide if you should tell them or not.”
Lu Guang continued to listen attentively. Cheng Xiaoshi didn’t dare look too closely, but he could have sworn something twinkled briefly in that ice prince’s eyes.
Oh god.
“Because you don’t want to risk your friendship if they don’t feel the same way.”
Oh. GOD.In which Cheng Xiaoshi is crushing incredibly hard on his best friend Lu Guang and employs microeconomic principles to cope. (Mutual) Pining ensues.
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Reality has been dismantled. Lu Guang has been tying and retying its very fabric in the shadows, suffering in silence through his attempts to save the people he holds dear. When they finally confront him with his own secret, he’s left utterly defenseless.
He’s fought all this time to save everyone else. At the end of his rope and faced with the truth of his actions, is there anything left of him worth saving?
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Lu Guang’s world folds in on itself while Cheng Xiaoshi and Qiao Ling refuse to let him be swallowed. Meanwhile, Captain Xiao Li is discovering bricks laid by another party, and it’s anything but welcoming…
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The seventh time. Five times Qiao Ling saw Lu Guang’s memories, and one time she dared to ask… and the aftermath that followed.
Can be read individually or as part seven of a series, Stained Glass.)Series
- Part 7 of Stained Glass
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Cheng Xiaoshi and Qiao Ling hold tight to one another as everything around them threatens to fade away. They can only cling to the hope that the answers they seek will come faster than their demise—that Lu Guang will wake up and hold them tightly, too.
Secrets are coming to light, and they will learn that some things cannot be buried twice. One thing Lu Guang knows for sure: no one is free from consequence.
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The sixth time.
Five times Qiao Ling saw Lu Guang’s memories, and one time she dared to ask.
Can be read individually or as part six of a series, Stained Glass.)Series
- Part 6 of Stained Glass
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Even the worst memories can be familiar.
Cheng Xiaoshi knows this because—yet again—he’s stuck in a hospital waiting room, tied to Qiao Ling like a tether. No one has answers for him. There’s barely any hints. All he has is the bone-deep need to see Lu Guang’s eyes open again, and enough raw determination to uncover the truth buried deep underground, even if it lay six feet under.
Maybe a clue lies in that day back in Bridon, one that Cheng Xiaoshi wishes he could forget.
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The fifth time.
Five times Qiao Ling saw Lu Guang’s memories, and one time she dared to ask.
Can be read individually or as part five of a series, Stained Glass.)Series
- Part 5 of Stained Glass
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Secrets, memories, and truth collide—and the aftermath is violent.
Lu Guang lay unconscious on Qiao Ling’s floor, and neither she nor Cheng Xiaoshi can understand how it happened. Why Qiao Ling is on the verge of tears. Why Lu Guang looks as if he were just peacefully sleeping.
None of it is okay, none of it makes sense.
But the past always catches up to the present, no matter how expertly you run.
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The fourth time.
Five times Qiao Ling saw Lu Guang’s memories, and one time she dared to ask.
Can be read individually or as part four of a series, Stained Glass.)Series
- Part 4 of Stained Glass
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Recounting five times Qiao Ling saw Lu Guang’s memories, and one time she dared to ask.
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Five Times Friends Dropped in on Suo & One Time He Invited Them by RavagedRed
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
14 Aug 2024
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Suo Hayato's always been a bit of a mystery, keeping any information about himself close to his chest. That is, until his friends start visiting him at home, and parts of his true self are revealed.
He's surprised to find that he doesn't particularly mind.
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- Part 2 of Cracks in the Mask
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my hero by qmxs
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
12 Aug 2025
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Sometimes, a hero is simply the one who can make you smile again.
Bookmarked by kodzukenan
21 Apr 2026
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oh this AFFECTED me!!! gonna scream, cry, throw up, kick my feet, and giggle. lovely :)))
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Inevitable as the Tide, Quiet as the Grave by StrayWritings
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Mar 2026
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Chuuya Nakahara and Osamu Dazai decide to stop hiding their relationship.
Unfortunately for Chuuya, however, that means not being subtle anymore.
Bookmarked by kodzukenan
30 Mar 2026
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There is something wrong with Dazai Osamu, Atsushi realized, besides his obvious penchant for suicide. He didn’t realize it all at once. It had crept up on him. A slow, crawling certainty that lodged itself under his skin and refused to leave.
Atsushi had noticed the small things first. The way Dazai sometimes lost track of conversations, then rejoined them a beat too late. The way his smile didn’t quite match his eyes. The way he seemed tired in a manner sleep couldn’t fix. Sometimes he seemed distant for no reason at all, present but not entirely there.
Dazai smiled when Atsushi asked after him. His giggle was a thin, hollow sound that echoed in the air. It sounded like the start of his usual teasing except it was something rehearsed, wrong.
“Ah, Atsushi-kun,” Dazai said, lips curving faintly, though his eyes remained dull. “Didn’t you hear? I’m dying.”
Bookmarked by kodzukenan
12 Feb 2026
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absolutely wrecked me. a masterpiece! impeccable writing and kept me hooked at every turn.
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“I read something,” Cheng Xiaoshi said, not remorseful in the slightest. His eyes were fixed on Lu Guang like he was trying to solve a puzzle of some sort.
Lu Guang did not like it. “That's new.”
Cheng Xiaoshi didn't react to that, either. It felt like he was boring into Lu Guang's soul. “Most people sleep better when they have someone hold them.”
“You aren't holding me.”Bookmarked by kodzukenan
10 Jan 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
so, so wonderful. truly had my heart in a vice grip at every line. READ THIS <3