lespanic34
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“What do you say we build snowmen today, Soph?” Callie says, earning a delighted giggle from her daughter and what's trying to be a sharp glare from her wife.
Callie, Arizona, and Sophia's first snow together in New York!
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TW! -- depictions of self-harm. (not insanely graphic, but descriptive. Take care of yourself.)
Arizona is still in love with Calliope Torres, and she will always be in love with Calliope Torres. She will never be able to just move on, to be friends with Callie, to chat in the hallways about her recent surgery. It all hurts too much.
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“Shame settled in Callie’s stomach. She was alone in the on-call room, pulling out her phone and staring at the dark screen, trying to convince herself to stop, but it was a terrible habit, and she couldn’t stop herself”.
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”Arizona immediately knows what mood Callie must be in, the mood to hurt her. Arizona is a masochist through and through, she loves the pain, and she loves that Callie loves making it hurt. Callie undresses Arizona roughly, pulling all her clothes off carelessly in a matter of seconds”.
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“‘Do you want any help?’ Arizona says timidly.
Callie huffs and straightens up, feeling a burst of different uninvited emotions, each one as annoying to her as the last. She feels an undeniable urge to take Arizona right there over the counter, to prove she can fuck her better than Lauren Boswell can, to make her come hard, then hurt her as much as she hurts right now”.
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The Seattle Grace Six were never found. They were all presumed dead and their loved ones reluctantly moved on with their lives. Two years later, they’re rescued from the woods but only four return and they’re all hiding one big secret about what happened out there and the things they had to do to survive.
TLDR - Arizona and co come home and have to pretend that they didn’t eat Mark and Lexie.
Inspired by Yellowjackets :)
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09 Apr 2026
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It’s the seventeenth of February 2017, and Callie Torres is doing well for herself in New York. She has a new orthopedic center, her daughter, and she has a life she’s fought like hell to get and hold securely with both hands.
That is, until an accident on an icy road changes everything. Now, she feels like she’s lost her whole life. She shrinks into herself, hides away from the world, even sends her daughter back to Seattle to be with the ex-wife she tries not to think about.
Nothing is the same and it never will be again.
Callie doesn’t know how to survive it, or even if she will.
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It’s the seventeenth of February 2017, and Arizona Robbins is fine in Seattle. She has a girlfriend, her career, a whole life that she gave up her marriage for, and she keeps reminding herself it’s worth it.
That is, until her ex sends her daughter back to her without a word. Arizona calls, tries to figure it out, but there’s no reply. Eventually, with nothing from Callie for weeks, Arizona goes to find her with a fire raging inside her chest.
What she finds out there will forever change the course of her life, just like so many others.
But she can’t leave Callie to survive it alone.
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06 Apr 2026
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Sometimes, it was hard to believe in happy endings and fairy tales and pixie dust. The world was harsh and impossible and cruel. People died, people left. Sometimes, it was hard to be happy, to have hope, to believe.
She had nearly given up on a happy ending, on that belief so many times. But some part of her, some hopeful, stubborn part of her, always believed. Always hoped she’d find her happy ending.
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04 Mar 2026
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“Stay with me, baby. Stay with me.” Callie’s voice cracked as she tore towels from the rack, wrapping them tight, pressing with everything she had
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10 Feb 2026
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A Tongue Laid Upon the Lips by sapphiccryptid
Fandoms: Carol (2015), The Price of Salt - Patricia Highsmith
18 May 2021
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a soft morning
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16 Jan 2026