lespanic34
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- Grey's Anatomy (7)
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“What do you say we build snowmen today, Soph?” Callie says, earning a delighted giggle from her daughter and what's trying to be a sharp glare from her wife.
Callie, Arizona, and Sophia's first snow together in New York!
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TW! -- depictions of self-harm. (not insanely graphic, but descriptive. Take care of yourself.)
Arizona is still in love with Calliope Torres, and she will always be in love with Calliope Torres. She will never be able to just move on, to be friends with Callie, to chat in the hallways about her recent surgery. It all hurts too much.
Slowburn Calzona Longfic! Arizona will always be misunderstood to me, so I've put her into words the best I could for you all here. This has been in my drafts for a while, and I already have a few chapters done, but past that, I'm not sure. We'll roll with it as we go! The title is from the Lizzy McApline song; the story doesn't quite fit the actual words of the song, but you just have to trust my vision, lol, it's more the vibe of the song than the actual words.
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“Shame settled in Callie’s stomach. She was alone in the on-call room, pulling out her phone and staring at the dark screen, trying to convince herself to stop, but it was a terrible habit, and she couldn’t stop herself”.
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”Arizona immediately knows what mood Callie must be in, the mood to hurt her. Arizona is a masochist through and through, she loves the pain, and she loves that Callie loves making it hurt. Callie undresses Arizona roughly, pulling all her clothes off carelessly in a matter of seconds”.
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“‘Do you want any help?’ Arizona says timidly.
Callie huffs and straightens up, feeling a burst of different uninvited emotions, each one as annoying to her as the last. She feels an undeniable urge to take Arizona right there over the counter, to prove she can fuck her better than Lauren Boswell can, to make her come hard, then hurt her as much as she hurts right now”.
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A Tongue Laid Upon the Lips by sapphiccryptid
Fandoms: Carol (2015), The Price of Salt - Patricia Highsmith
18 May 2021
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a soft morning
Bookmarked by lespanic34
16 Jan 2026
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There, leaning against the doorframe with his arms crossed and an eyebrow raised, was Mark Sloan. He was in blue scrubs, just like he had been when she’d last seen him, though they were immaculate now instead of being encrusted with dirt and other things she didn’t want to think about. He looked handsome.
“Mark?” she asked, heart stuttering in her chest. The word was small.
Then another voice, that one came from her left.
“Wow, Zoe, you’ve gone steadily downhill since you lost me.”
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Or: After the shower scene in 9x03, Callie leaves Arizona behind to go to that meeting. While Callie's gone, Arizona sees some familiar faces who offer her some wholly necessary words of wisdom.
Series
- Part 8 of Season Nine Re-Writes and Extra Scenes
Bookmarked by lespanic34
24 Dec 2025
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Vivian and Valerie by cumrenslvt
Fandoms: The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo - Taylor Jenkins Reid
24 Jul 2025
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“You bought a—you bought a penis.”
“It’s not a penis,” Evelyn said. “It’s a symbol of dominance and versatility and—okay, fine, yes, it’s a penis. But it’s a very nice one.”
Bookmarked by lespanic34
19 Dec 2025
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Arizona watches the grass of their backyard sway in the wind through the window above the kitchen sink. She must look just like her mother. It’s something she’s accepted, recently, something she’s learning to come to peace with, even as she takes the time to remember this exact, breathtakingly perfect moment. She wants to hold onto this for as long as possible. It’s not a very peaceful instinct to cling to things the way she does, but she’s working on that. She’s learning. She hasn’t learned.
Callie comes up behind her, wrapping her arms around Arizona’s waist and hooking her chin over Arizona’s shoulder. “Whatcha thinkin’?”
Everything. Nothing. Too much and too little and nothing she can say out loud.
“We should get chickens,” Arizona says instead.
Or: Arizona's weird thing for chickens finally gets its day in the sun.
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i get dirty thoughts about you, they get worse when i'm without you by FreakingPlane
Fandoms: Grey's Anatomy
28 Oct 2025
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“Arizona,” she cried quietly, arching her back and aching for more.
“Callie.”
“Fuck, Arizona—” Callie’s eyes were tightly closed, voice desperate and raw. “Arizona, please!”
“Callie, wake up.”
Kinktober Day Twenty-Eight: Wet Dream
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- Part 28 of Calzona's Kinktober 2025