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    He and Shane are in bed together, Ilya’s lips attached to Shane’s neck as they lazily grind against each other, when Shane says, “So you’ve slept with like eight hundred women.”

    Immediately, Ilya stops. He releases Shane’s neck—even though it makes Shane whine unhappily—and pulls back so he can meet Shane’s eyes. “What?”

    “You’ve slept with eight hundred women,” Shane says. He’s a bit pink in the cheeks, but that might just be the arousal. “I did the math."

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    23 May 2026

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    Shane is a student librarian, and Ilya is the obnoxious star athlete who annoys him at his job.

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    23 May 2026

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    After shocking the hockey world with a sudden retirement after his second Stanley Cup, Shane Hollander is back after years—this time, on the other side of the bench. He’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs, and he’s ready to get back into the world of hockey.

    Ilya Rozanov has been on a downward spiral these last few years, and when he gets pinched for a DUI, the Boston Raiders drop him. The only team willing to take him on? The Ottawa Centaurs.

    This wouldn’t be a problem, except for the fact that Shane and Ilya haven’t spoken in years, and Shane is raising his and Ilya’s son in secret.

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    21 May 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    19 May 2026

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    “Shane doesn’t want to take something from Ilya that he enjoys. And he doesn’t want to plant the seed of resentment. He’s already asked Ilya to give up so many things for him. He’s asked Ilya to always come back to him in the end, and Ilya always does and always will. That has to be enough for Shane. It doesn’t matter what Ilya does with other people. It’s just sex.”

    ——

    When Ilya offers Shane an open relationship during The Long Game, Shane assumes that’s because Ilya isn’t willing to be monogamous. Ilya has always been with other people. Why would that change now?

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    13 May 2026

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    The room moves around him, nurses in and out to check on his progress and remove his IV. A new doctor comes in with discharge papers, instructions about PT that Hollander studiously writes down. Ilya lets himself be moved and nods when it seems appropriate. But he hears none of it. The blood rushes through his ears and one word echoes in his chest over and over again. Husband.

    In 2025, Ilya suffers a hit on the ice and wakes up in the hospital. Shane Hollander is there, holding his hand. But the last thing Ilya remembers is a tuna melt (aaaaaaand Rose Landry).

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    04 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 83

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    “Feel good?”

    “Mhm,” Shane smiled, his eyes closing. “Feels like how I feel when you fuck me ‘n I get all floaty.”

    Ilya breathed out heavily, shifting his hips under Shane as his hand continued to rub circles on his hip. He took another few hits as Shane watched him attentively.

    “Here, you try,” he said, settling the joint between Shane’s thumb and pointer finger. “Like this.”

    /
    OR

    Ilya manages to take Shane home from the club without anyone suspecting a thing. Shane needs him badly, and Ilya wants to smoke. Shane has never smoked, and Ilya loves to make Shane be a good boy and wait. Maybe there's a way to solve both problems.

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    03 May 2026

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    “Is Boston even interested.”

    Ilya scoffs at him like Shane is an idiot.

    “Is sky blue? Is water wet? Is English stupid language? Yes, Hollander, of course we want best player in the league.” Ilya mutters more in disgruntled Russian and Shane gets up off the couch to Google Russian lessons on his ipad while continuing their conversation.

     

    Or, a Shane goes to Boston story.

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    02 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 62

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    "We should call Mom."
    "Shane. It is eleven o'clock at night."
    "She said to call anytime."
    "She did not mean during sex."


    Shane and Ilya's first road trip with the Centaurs after the twins are born. Two pages of notes, one ceiling fan, and a hotel room in Toronto.

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    01 May 2026

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    “Wha’ happened?” Shane mumbles.

    Ilya presses the call button for the nurse. “You took a bad hit during the game. We are at hospital.”

    Shane frowns. “What game?” he asks, and then, “Who are you?”

    Ilya blinks back the panic rising in his throat. “Shane, what the fuck? Is me. Ilya.”

    Shane is still frowning. “Rozanov?” he asks, and suddenly, like he’s had a premonition, Ilya knows what Shane is going to say next. Knows from the furrow between his brows and the hunch in his shoulders and the hands that are very conspicuously not reaching for him.

    “Rozanov,” Shane says again. “What the fuck are you doing here?”

    So this is what it feels like for your heart to break.

    --

    Or: In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit during a game and wakes up with no memory of the last twelve years of his life.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    This was supposed to be Ilya Rozanov’s last season with the Raiders. That was the plan they’d cobbled together that summer, and he was sure it would have worked. But when Ilya’s sister in law shows up at his Boston apartment, his 6 year old niece in tow, Ilya realizes that the long, slow path to Canadian citizenship—and to being with Shane—is no longer a viable option. Not if he wants to protect the only family he really has left. Post HR season 1

    USERNAME CHANGED- It’s still me lol

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    30 Apr 2026

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    '“Your eyes are blue,” He observed, “I didn’t know that.”
    “Enjoying the view, Hollander?” Rozanov asked.
    “Well.” Shane did a once-over again, lingering on the curve of Rozanov’s upper lip. “No complaints so far.”
    “You will not be so flirty when we beat you.” Rozanov said. His voice was straight, to the point.
    “Good luck.” Shane’s smile didn’t drop, but he let his gaze drop to Rozanov’s lips as he took another drag on his cigarette.
    “Hm.”
    Shane turned from Rozanov and walked away.'

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    Shane is confident in his sexuality, and confident that he wants Ilya Rozanov's cock down his throat.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    He sometimes imagined what might happen if he caught it in his mouth. If he moaned at just the right moment so the tiny gold crucifix would fall into place on his tongue.

    An accident.

    Plausible deniability if Rozanov found it weird.

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    Shane has a lot of feelings about Ilya Rozanov’s necklace.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    “But we have always kissed, we -”

    “I know.” Shane says, face blushing crimson. “But like I said, I don’t want to do that anymore. We can still see each other, because I like what we do, but we have to keep that part out of it. Please.”

    Ilya breathes in and out. He tries to be rational. Shane’s requesting that something change in their arrangement. It should be a simple answer. Yes. Of course. If that’s a boundary he wants to set, then Ilya should obey it.

    But the feeling of loss is so overwhelming he can barely stomach it.

    or, after Vegas, Shane doesn't let Ilya kiss him anymore when they hook up. Ilya doesn't take it very well.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    “No, please,” Shane says, and he has never sounded like that before, not like this, not broken open and begging. “Please don’t do this.”
    He steps forward again, still trying, still reaching, and Ilya steps back again, because he has to, because if he doesn’t he will stay, he will ruin this, he will ruin him.
    Shane’s hand drops.
    Something in his expression collapses completely.
    And Ilya knows.
    This is it.

    What if Shane didn't get injured after Tampa and Ilya went through with his plan to breakup with him? What if Shane is brave to help Ilya finally understand what it feels like to be loved. And to realize nobody will ever take that love away. What if?

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    24 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 96

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    inspired by butimnomickey on tumblr: prompt was;

    Shane logs sex as cardio on his fitness tracking apps and Ilya has secretly noticed this. But sometimes Shane doesn't deem the sex physical enough and doesn't log it - Ilya takes this personally and starts experimenting with sex to see what Shane does and doesn't log.

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    19 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 65

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    April 2016.
    No sex during the playoffs is hard enough when its just a superstition. When your favorite hookup is a stickler for the rules and you're entering Game Seven against him, it's plain cruel.
    Ilya thinks the loser deserves a consolation prize.
    Fortunately, Shane is willing to negotiate a bit on what counts as "sex."

    -
    “We need ground rules,” Shane says immediately. “You’re not fucking me.”
    “Okay. No fucking. Do you want to cum down my throat?”
    Shane
    blanches, which is a word Ilya learned first about asparagus and then about people, though he’s only ever experienced one of those first-hand before. “I don’t know,” he says after a minute. “Do you think that counts?”
    “Do I think blowjobs count as sex?”
    Shane makes a frustrated noise. “We haven’t fucked once in the last two weeks because of the superstition, and I’m going to the finals, and now I’m stuck thinking about whether blowjobs are sex and if makes a difference if I’m just
    doing the blowing. Happy?”

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Anyway, Shane didn't remember exactly what was in the folder ... But he knew they were all good shots of him.

    He hastily clicked open the folder, his eyes barely glancing through the dozen or so shots there, vaguely registering a picture with a sunset background from his condo balcony, something of him laughing, a picture of him working at his laptop with his glasses on...

    The director called him again, and he shook his head, the photos blurring. Whatever. It would have to do.

    He clicked "select all," then the messages icon, then Rozanov's name. Hit send.

    ----

    Or: When never-hooked-up Shane and Ilya have to collaborate on a league charity project, Shane accidentally sends Ilya a nude.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    “-moya rybka, I am sorry, sweet girl-” Ilya is saying, on his knees in the middle of their living room and patting the rug near him with what looks like devastation on his face as Anya continues to ignore him, curled up on Shane’s lap instead. Fresh off of several stacked events to fit them into a weekend–because Shane’s mom is nothing if not efficient when it comes to the deals she makes–Ilya got home only a few minutes ago, still in the outfit he’d left his Buzzfeed puppy interview in, which Anya had clearly not appreciated, sniffing him suspiciously after her initial excited greeting and then retreating to Shane immediately when he patted his thigh in welcome.

    Shane is trying not to be obviously enjoying Ilya’s turmoil as much as he is, shifting Anya to lay on her back like a baby in one arm and cooing at her.

    “I know, huh? Papa left and played with who knows how many other dogs, and the whole time you were here missing him. I bet he wasn’t even thinking about you, huh?”

    “Hollander!” Ilya says, sounding scandalized. “Do not tell her that! Is not true!”

    (collection of standalone fics/ficlets prompted by my own tumblr posts) (will update as inspiration strikes)

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    13 Apr 2026

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    “Okay, give me five minutes. This patient will not take long.”

    Luca nods in thanks and scurries off to busy himself in the meantime. Ilya huffs another sigh, shaking his head as he finally pulls up the digital chart.

    Shane Hollander
    Age: 27
    Height: 177.8cm
    Weight: 88.5Kg
    Temp: 36.6
    BP: 118/75

    -Patient presented with syncope, nausea and vertigo.

     

    -shane hollander comes into ilya rozanov's ER, two months after they had a wild one-night stand)

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    13 Apr 2026

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