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“Eddie, look at me.” It was the tiniest reaction that gave it away. The most infimal hesitations of all, and Steve knew something was wrong. “Eds. Look at me.”
His friend sighed and he begrudgingly turned towards him, face low. Steve took three steps forward until he was right in front of Eddie. He moved his hands to hold Eddie’s face but stopped mid way when he flinched.
Steve froze and then he gently held Eddie by his chin, raising his face slowly. He sucked in a breath when he saw the cut going down his eyebrow, over to his cheek, and his lip cut open and slit down.
“Who did this to you?”
“Steve—“
“Who—“ he repeated, harshly. There was a restrained rage simmering in his gut, coming out just a fraction through his tone. “did this to you, Eddie?”
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12 Jan 2026
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It wasn't supposed to go like this.
Steve was supposed to work with Robin at the Family Video, flirt with the many many girls who came to browse the expansive selection of VHSes, go on some dates, and hopefully find The One.
It was supposed to be a notably upside-down free year.
And, hey, for what it's worth? He wasn't supposed to be pinned down on a mattress by Eddie Munson either.
And he certainly wasn't supposed to be enjoying it.
But that's getting a bit ahead of things…
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01 Jan 2026
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"So, ye really never take it off, then,” Soap said bluntly. He’s nursing whiskey, lamely, because while he had taken at least a few sips while sitting in this dingy bar, he’d really been more distracted with the rest of the team.
For example, his lieutenant, who gave the impression of someone who didn’t want to be looked at more than once. Unfortunately— he’d already solidified himself as Soap’s number one target of interest.
“I wasn’t lying to you,” Ghost said back, flatly.
“Aye. Just figured… if ye bought a drink,” he gestured, “surely ye’d take the thing off. Unless ye’r planning on waterboarding yerself.”
Ghost looked at him blankly, unamused as his head tilted to the side. “Have a fascination with my face, do you?”
Just with you, I’m afraid, Soap thought.
(Devotion; as defined through several recollected moments.)
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- Part 1 of pouring like an avalanche
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06 Nov 2025
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The silence was worse than anger. He waited, but the longer the quiet stretched, the worse he knew he was making it— he opened his mouth, and closed it, wordless, and another drop of rain crawled across his skin.
“Jesus Christ, Simon,” MacTavish sighed finally, and the disappointment made the knot in his chest tighten angrily. “You said you’d stop doing this.”
not for the first time, ghost gets himself in a fight. in the aftermath, both of them confront some new realisations
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- Part 67 of yours to keep
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30 Oct 2025
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As You Wish by orphan_account
Fandoms: DCU, Batman - All Media Types, Under the Red Hood
18 Jan 2020
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Of all the things Dick Grayson expected to find on the roof of his rarely-used Gotham apartment at two in the morning, a beaten and bloody Red Hood was not one of them.
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14 Sep 2025
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“Will you?” Ghost asked, as MacTavish stepped out onto the pavement, blinking at nothing. He looked around, and his eyes fell on a young couple; the boy had an arm around the girl’s waist, and they were both laughing as he tugged them along.
“Yeah,” he replied, for no other reason than the alcohol. “Yeah, probably.”
“Alright,” Ghost grinned, like it was that easy. “Train’s inbound at six tomorrow evening.”
riley gets invited along to a family reunion while mactavish is in the middle of a sexuality crisis. he resolves to try and solve the issue by getting drunk together
note 17/09/2025 - i changed the name from ‘a year and a war’ to ‘look of love’! it’s the same work <3
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- Part 65 of yours to keep
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13 Sep 2025
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Remus is difficult - he knows that. He can't hold down a job, he doesn't like to let people get close, and he really sucks at living up to the person he'd hoped to be as a kid. When he's offered a job to smile for the camera and pretend to be in love, he thinks it might be the best thing he ever could've hoped for.
Except, he's working with Sirius Black. The icon of modern rock who is actually just a moody, unpredictable, hot mess. A really hot mess.
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30 Aug 2025
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No one has seen any member of the House of Lupin since they were cursed twenty years ago. That is until Sirius Black, running away from his family home, seeks refuge in their cursed castle and meets Remus.
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25 Aug 2025
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not like before (when I was empty) by Starlight_VLD for DisasterFrog
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
20 Sep 2025
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Five times Soap found different ways to
torturefall asleep on Ghost, and one time Ghost relaxed enough to return the favor.Series
- Part 12 of COD Fics
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15 Aug 2025
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A Black Mass Over Highway Ninety by greenvlvetcouch (mpr3g)
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
13 Nov 2023
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Remus loves Sirius, and Sirius loves Remus.
That’s just the way it is—call it a law of the universe or just the way the world works—but after four years away, Remus gets a call from Sirius asking him if he remembers a promise they made freshman year.
And, of course, Remus remembers. How could he not?
Something like a love story from the summer of 1978, full of Southern Cuts and Old Style, shitty motel rooms, and questionable decisions. Poor excuse for poetry and late night dancing, a trip to Vegas, and one too many honeymoon suites.
Cherry pop rocks, too-tight pants, and a road trip across the U.S.
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- Part 2 of HIGHWAY NINETY
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23 Jul 2025
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It had been a dream. It had just been a dream, him conflating nightmares and memories, his traitorous mind tainting the good things in his life with dead men, but—
But, he had wanted it. It was just a dream but it had felt— good, he’d felt good, and he’d wanted it, he asked for it, it was his hands and his lips and his choice—
ghost has a difficult nightmare and has to come to some conclusions in the aftermath
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- Part 62 of yours to keep
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21 Jul 2025
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Remus is fine with his life. He lives alone in the cottage on the hill, caring for his garden and brewing tea and reading books. His comfortable routine is disrupted, however, when he stumbles across an injured man lying in the snow and decides to save his life. He's probably the man's last hope - but this might be one wound even Remus cannot heal.
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16 Jul 2025
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This box, whose precious contents were now spilled across the floor of Ghost’s room, carelessly bleeding Simon onto the carpet without regard of who might see.
Soap accidentally finds a box of a life before Ghost.
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11 Jul 2025
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Berlin is absolutely miserable in February. Or it’s just Sirius.
Alternatively: A story of how Remus Lupin stepped into Sirius’ life, flashed his trademark grin, and reminded him that life is a beautiful thing meant to be enjoyed. No risk, no fun!
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10 May 2025
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"That's why I was here. I was going to stand right here, and I was going to try to convince myself to do it, or not to do it, and– and that night, the whole walk up those stairs, I couldn't– I couldn’t think of a single thing. I couldn’t find a reason not to. It was like my mind was empty, and I was thinking that– that if I got up here and my head was still empty, then I'd do it. That's why I came up here. And then you–” James took a long, shuddering breath. “You were in my spot.” He couldn’t help but laugh. It was a terrible sound.
“That’s why you said that,” Regulus breathed, and it was like it was punched out of him. “You… you were… I thought that was a joke.” His voice was thready. James still didn’t have the heart to look up at him. He felt like he wasn’t really there.
“Everyone did,” he shook his head. “It was always a joke.”
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or, Regulus learns he and James have more in common than he thought
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22 Apr 2025
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“Wh– well– why–” James stammered, attempting to get his bearings, because if he didn’t, and he let Regulus tell him ‘kiss me’ one more time, his heart would probably give out. “Why don’t you get Sirius to help?”
Regulus narrowed his eyes. “Because Sirius would just knock his teeth out,” he said as though it were obvious.
“Yes,” James hissed, “and he’ll knock my teeth out if I kiss his little brother.”
“You can take a hit, Potter, I’ve seen you on the quidditch pitch,” Regulus waved him off, and James groaned, leaning away from him.
“Oh, yeah, great, so I’m the sacrifice,” he sighed.
“Precisely,” Regulus stepped right into his space, and James felt his chest go a little hot.
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Or, Regulus asks James for a favor to get his ex off of his back, and James makes bad choices.
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22 Apr 2025
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“What do you want me to do?” Remus says, tiredly. All he wants is to curl up on his bed. Smoke a pack of cigarettes. Get drunk. He can’t stop looking at Harry.
“Remus...” Dumbledore is gentle. Remus hates when he has that tone. Hates that he knows it will hurt. “There is no one else left.”
A bitter laugh escapes him. “So you’ll curse the poor thing with a werewolf for a guardian?”
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21 Apr 2025
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"Lick it up, Johnny"
God, that sentence was going to haunt him for the rest of the night, much like the man who said it. Fucking ghosts.
The damned words took residence in his thoughts, living rent free while they cracked open a cold one with the vulgar daydreams he had of his superior.
Fuck.
If the reminder didn't send a rush through his system, the liquor did. It burned, Bourbon being ever the preformer, and even served as an aid in his spiral. Throughout the night, he'd been getting these nice little tokens for his troubles, and he didn't even realize they were there until they were spilling out of the damn satchel.
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13 Mar 2025
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The first time Soap wakes up on the cobblestone street it sucks. The second time he assumes that he had a really weird premonition dream. By the fourth time, he's already convinced that he's being punished for something.
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Time loops break everything Soap should know about reality, but it's hard to dispute what he's experiencing in real-time.
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- Part 1 of Time Loops Suck
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Bookmarked by lostinfinitely
12 Mar 2025
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Bild ich mir das nur ein, Oder bin ich immer noch drauf? by artemisswrites
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
23 Jun 2024
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“What you doing, MacTavish?” Ghost asked, worry filling his voice.
“Painting your cast,” Soap replied, as if it was the most normal sentence to be spoken.
“Why?” Ghost blurted out, shaking his head.
“Dunno,” Soap attempted to reply, “Fancied it,”
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ghost breaks his arm, soap paints it, ghost meets the rest of the mactacishes and they finally get together
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12 Mar 2025