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    Ilya knows that no one loves the same version of a person; his Shane is different to Yuna’s Shane, who is different to David’s Shane, who is different to J.J., or Rose, or Hayden’s Shane. And while Ilya knows he’d fall in love with every single version, he’s happy he gets this one. Happy he gets the Shane who lets himself be trusting, and vulnerable, and honest.

    It makes Ilya wish he could have loved Shane earlier - makes him wish he could have known him longer. But he’s just glad he gets to do it now, here, like this.

     

    (Or, four times people are surprised by Shane’s clinginess, and one time they completely expect it.)

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    15 Aug 2026

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    Louis was not feeling especially charitable towards him at the moment, so as far as true love’s kiss went (a cliche, as if getting cursed wasn't bad enough), Lestat would be getting nowhere.

    But it didn’t matter at all. Lestat was scared and miserable and he had a tail and he needed to see him.

    Lestat gets on the bad side of a witch. Louis, against his better judgement, gets a cat.

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    12 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is many things—a pain in Shane Hollander’s ass, hockey’s biggest playboy, a better chirper in his second language than most people are in their first, the only player who can challenge Shane for the title of “best of his generation.” But when Shane and Ilya get stuck next to each other on a long-delayed flight to the MLH Awards, Shane realizes something else about him: Ilya Rozanov is hot.

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    Shane and Ilya never hooked up at the CCM shoot. Seven years later, they end up on the same flight from New York City to Las Vegas.

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Lestat is…he doesn’t know. A late quarter-life crisis, maybe, or a very early middle-life one. A way to satisfy a curiosity he didn’t know he had until he met Lestat. A distraction from a boring marriage or a way to generate some excitement in what had become an easy life.

    Louis can't decide which is more accurate, and it was making the whole thing all the more exciting and all the more disturbing.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Louis cleared his throat, pushed spit to its pruritic back. “The hell’s going on here?”

    “I thought it was obvious. A party.” Lestat flipped his hair, voice playful and pointed. “You won’t like it; we might partake in an orgy later. It’ll be superb, a cornucopia built entirely on sucking and fucking.”

    The girl giggled. Louis tried to remember why he’d wanted to see Lestat at all. How he was maddeningly drawn to him; even mean, obnoxiously inebriated, face smudged with eyeliner and violet glitter.

    “As you can see, I’m in the midst of hosting. So if you will - ”

    “Really?” Louis said, an inch of malice slowly plucking its way out. “You don’t want me to go.”

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    Louis is jealous of everyone who so much as breathes near Lestat. He's dealing with it super super well.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    “Please,” he says finally, voice breaking as he gives in. “Fuck, please, Rozanov, I’m gonna—”

    Rozanov pulls all the way back, mouth releasing his cock with a noise that makes Shane’s hips rock up into nothing.

    “Rozanov,” he begs again.

    “Hmm?” Rozanov asks, kissing Shane’s shaking thigh gently. “You need something?”

    “You— fuck— you said I could come,” Shane says, trying and failing to keep the accusatory note out of his voice.

    “Mhm. When you say my name, yes?”

    “I did!” Shane insists, just a hint of a whine in his tone now. Rozanov smirks at him.

    “Oh, sweetheart,” he says. “My first name.”

    OR:

    Ilya does something a little different on tuna melt day.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    “...What kind of creature are you?” Louis finally asks, unable to hold the question any longer.
    Lestat’s striking blue eyes gleam. “Does it matter so much?”

    Louis meets a mysterious creature in the woods.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    “I’m sorry,” Shane whispers against Ilya’s hair. “I’m so, so sorry. I didn’t—”

    Shane cuts himself off with a faint stutter in his breath that Ilya feels in his own chest.

    “Please,” Ilya begs, but he isn’t sure what he is even asking for.

    He wants Shane to leave. He wants Shane to stay. He wants Shane to hold him and never let go.

    Ilya feels Shane’s fingers fist in his curls, holding tight as if Ilya could ever bring himself to pull away.

    Shane doesn’t know that Ilya could never, that he cannot fathom turning his back to take even one step away from him.

    All he can do is push Shane away, make him walk first, and pick up the pieces left behind.

     

    Or an alternative to that fight from the long game, but instead of Shane leaving as Ilya asks, they actually talk it out

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    24 Jul 2026

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    “Listen, Ilya is-“

    Shane doesn’t hear anything else. The crowd around them dissolves into white noise. He wants to smack Ilya’s name out of Sasha’s mouth.

    “Mine,” Shane snaps, finishing Sasha’s sentence for him. “Ilya is mine.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    "He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”

    Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.

    Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."

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    Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Like a Record Baby (Will LaPointe): i keep thinking this is some sort of insane dream
    Like a Record Baby (Will LaPointe): but no. we got SHANE HOLLANDER.
    Like a Record Baby (Will LaPointe): because of HOMOPHOBIA!
    Sherlock Holmes (Carter Holmberg): rare homophobia win
    Shane Hollander: Well let’s not go that far.
    El Capitan (Ilya Rozanov): holmberg please refrain from being pro homophobia in the group chat or shane will report you to management

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    Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through a number of increasingly unhinged texts

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    19 Jun 2026

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is in love, closeted, catastrophically lonely, and apparently incapable of referring to Shane Hollander in present tense.

    The Centaurs come to a- given the circumstances- reasonable conclusion.

    Or:
    Five times the Centaurs thought Ilya Rozanov was mourning his dead wife, and the one time they discovered his wife was actually Shane Hollander.
    Shane, for the record, is alive and really confused.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Relationships aren't competition, but Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov like competition.
    After “The Cottage” but before The Long Game, it's a game of gifts and gestures.

    OR

    01 Mr. Real Estate is excited for Ilya’s move.
    02 Phone sex from a hotel room: the origin of the tripods.
    03 Rose Landry finds out and is a good friend with good ideas.
    04 Ilya has strong opinions and instruction on offer.
    05 The eve of announcing the Foundation, Ilya freaks out.
    06 Montreal v. Ottawa brings with it some bruised feelings.
    07 Happy Canadian Christmas! Shane and Svetlana finally meet.
    08 A good old-fashioned All-Stars Weekend bang.
    09 Valentine’s Day, millionaire hockey player style.
    10 In and out of the closet on a snow day with Scott Hunter.
    11 Rozy & Hazy’s dirt bike day off.
    12 Metros clinch it: the origin of the loon tattoo.
    13 The night of the Western Conference finals, Shane freaks out.
    14 ‘Willyoubemyplus-oneinVegas?’
    15 MLH Awards after party for two.
    16 *Bonus* Ilya has a vvveeerrryyy happy birthday.

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    31 May 2026

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    A canon-divergent take on the aftermath of the Montreal vs Ottawa game in The Long Game, where Shane trips, Ottawa scores, and Montreal’s golden boy suddenly looks like a liability.

    Luckily, Ottawa disagrees.

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    21 May 2026

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    20 May 2026

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    “I feel really good about this kid, I think he could be great on your wing, he just needs some help settling in. Someone to show him the ropes.”

    “Yes.”

    The line went silent for a moment. Ilya wasn’t really sure why his coach felt the need to run this by him.

    “Rozanov,” his coach said at last. “I want him to live with you.”

    Ilya blinked, then nearly shouted into the phone. “What?”

    * * *

    or, Ilya stays in Boston, gets a rookie, and tries to figure out how to make a secret long distance relationship work while there's a Russian teenager in his house

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    17 May 2026

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    The one where Shane and Ilya meet as children and grow together before being torn apart.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    Shane slips through his front door and back into his quiet apartment. He leans back against the door and takes a steadying breath in his dark apartment. After a moment, the music next door turns off and Shane is left with only the pounding of his own heartbeat in his ears. 

    He closes his eyes and tries not to think about Rozanov or the way Shane’s entire body lit up like a live wire when he said in that low, accented voice, only if you ask nicely. He’s hard in his penguin print pajama pants and now he’s going to have to jerk off and shower before he can sleep. While trying not to think about his asshole neighbor.

    This is bad. This is very bad. 

    In which Shane Hollander's new next door neighbor is a menace who always seems to answer the door shirtless. 

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    24 Apr 2026

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    “Is my favourite thing.” Ilya murmurs.

    The rain has started to slow down a little. Barely any lightning strikes anymore. Soon, the sky will clear.

    “What is?” Shane asks.

    Ilya brings their joined hands up to his face and presses a small, tired smile to the back of Shane’s hand. “You and me.”

    (or: they’re best friends who go on a roadtrip together.)

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    06 Apr 2026

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