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The dream of Irina is nearly wrung from Ilya’s body. The remnants are only particles of dust, sitting inside the seams of his eyes. Ilya blinks. Blinks to look at what he’s doing to Shane.
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personal blue by laundry (lovesjar)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jan 2026
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Now, he stares at the rivulets of water peeling down Ilya’s neck and chest, and he’s awed at being allowed to touch it all. When the world turned ugly and ice was no longer the safest place for Shane’s thoughts, there would always be this.
Ilya Rozanov, his own personal blue.
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a history by laundry (lovesjar)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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Shane opens his eyes and tears spill onto his pillow and into Ilya’s hand. He has that apologetic stare again. He says, “Love you.”
“Nothing in the world could make me stop loving you,” Ilya says. “Do you understand?”
With hesitation, his eyes darting around, Shane breathes out, “I understand.”
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- Part 1 of hard times
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Piper was Daddy’s girl, and Saxon was Mommy’s prize, and Lochlan—Lochlan now knew exactly what he was.
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Saxon has a way of coming back.
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hard times by laundry (lovesjar)
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Jan 2026
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all of you, anything by huacheesecake
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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“I don’t think I can hold it,” he gasped out, “Think m’ gonna leak.”
Ilya swore softly, looking around the path. They were surrounded by trees on both sides, miles away from Shane’s parents' cottage. Shane was crouched on the ground, clamping his thighs together in a desperate attempt to hold it in. Ilya tapped Shane’s back, prompting him to stand up,
“Hollander. Put your hands on that tree.”
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5 times Ilya Rozanov suspects he might have a piss kink + 1 time he admits it.
Bookmarked by lovesjar
25 Jan 2026
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Moy Ponchik by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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Ilya's love drunk state combined with jetlag meant he was barely able to keep his eyes open, his mind drifting in and out of consciousness. Still his hands roamed, lazily gliding along Shane’s sides, mapping the planes that he had already committed to memory some 10 years ago. Though now there was something new- a softness.
Ilya’s fingers began to skim, ever so lightly dipping into his husband’s plush sides and over to his midsection. A thrill ran through his sleep-addled mind, and if he had been more conscious maybe he could have put his finger on it.
“Mmm, takoy myagkiy, moy ponchik.”
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Bookmarked by lovesjar
25 Jan 2026
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Rozanov posts on Instagram a lot. Not on his feed, but his stories.
Every time he lands in a city, he posts a story. Usually it's just back of his seat, or sometimes the view out the window—on the tarmac, never anything exciting, one of just many cities their lives are broken up into—and a location tag. Low effort.
It’s pretty obvious what it is. Guys laugh about it, call it Rozanov’s Fuck Signal. The easiest way to get the hot girls who follow him to slide into his DMs.
Easy pussy.
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24 Jan 2026
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( i am done ) trying for beauty. by hcneymooners (romqntics)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jan 2026
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Ilya glances at Shane, at the way the dying light is catching in his hair, refracting. At that spiderlily mouth, slightly open and curling coyly, two teeth peeked through the dark gap like an American Girl doll. At that shoulder, bare and pale and close enough to touch if Ilya just leaned forward, if he just reached out and took another liberty.
To touch another person is to say: I know you will die, and I am doing this anyway.
His mother used to say something like this. About painting.
Every portrait is an act of faith, Ilyushenka. Faith and futility both.
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contrary to personal preference, ilya gets a roommate.
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23 Jan 2026
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An unexpected snowstorm forces Shane and Ilya to spend the night at Shane’s parents’ house.
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22 Jan 2026