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“Hello,” Adam said. He stood up and set the textbook down on the counter. “You new around here?”
His voice was warm and heavy like the humidity, and he spoke with an Appalachian twang that reminded Ronan almost painfully of home. He had freckles on his nose and cheeks, and underneath the thin fabric of his t-shirt he looked solid and strong. As Ronan stared, Adam’s mouth twisted into a sardonic smile, derisive and sharp, accented by gleaming white teeth and a glimmer of mirth in his eyes.or: it's the 1970s. ronan needs a place to stay. adam's a grad student. they meet.
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19 Mar 2026
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Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.
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22 Jan 2026
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“Hey,” he says again. Like he’s waiting for Steve to turn and look at him. And Steve has to swallow hard as he twists back around. Can’t help but notice how hot this guy really is. How much of his type he really is. Nothing like Tommy but a lot like his porn preferences. Nothing like anyone he has been with before but a lot like the fantasies he’s had.
“Yeah?”
“Come here.”
Come here. Oh, it’s so simple but what blossoms inside Steve is overwhelming. It spreads, multiplies and grows, in that one little moment. Like a virus. He’s plagued with it. Words he always wanted from Tommy but always got ‘go away’ or ‘get off’ instead.
Steve steps towards him. Because it would go against every single instinct if he didn’t.or
Newly single, flight attendant Steve Harrington is getting over a toxic relationship, when rockstar Eddie Munson stumbles onto the 8.15am flight to Chicago and causes severe turbulence.
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27 Nov 2024
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that night (something sweet in the air) by earthquaker for flightspath
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
19 Mar 2022
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Adam’s hands have barely wandered beneath Ronan’s waistband the entire time they’ve been like this, but they’re spending more and more time dancing closer to the line. The line that exists somewhere out there, the one they’ve never crossed yet. One of Adam’s hands skims over the curve of Ronan’s ass on the outside of his boxers, sliding back and forth.
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20 May 2023
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28 Sep 2021
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Adam, at the library, scanning books with a pen behind his ear. Adam, trudging across the quad in the snow. A recurring dream, all throughout fall semester, a bright spot in Ronan’s days.
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They meet, they fuck, they don't talk about it until much later.
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- Part 1 of Fall Back
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19 Sep 2021
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It starts because Travis wants a Canadian buddy and Nolan wants Travis. Shit gets more complicated from there.
AKA the poet-Nolan AU.
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11 Nov 2020
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Jamie's supposed to boyfriend this shit right up, and Tyler wants to see that.
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26 Oct 2020
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the other half is me by focusfixated
Fandoms: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti)
06 Jun 2020
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“You should ask me," Eddie said, “if you want to do something different.”
“I don’t want to do something different,” Richie said, a hot feeling at the back of his neck. “I like what we do. What we do is fine.”
Or: When you're an ex-closeted gay man in his forties recovering from a twenty-seven-year void of intimacy and enough trauma to last a lifetime, asking for what you want isn't something that happens overnight.
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01 Oct 2020
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Without thinking too hard about anything, Eric gathers Jack’s other hand, places his wrists together, and, slowly, giving Jack time to pull away, pulls them up and over his head to pin them on the pillow.
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29 Sep 2020
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my body is a temple and i'm breaking it down by elliptical
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
06 Jan 2020
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“I can’t,” Adam started, and choked off, and looked startled by his own upset.
Ronan squeezed his hand.
“I can’t have my body be separate from me like that,” Adam said. “I know it’s trauma. I know it’ll either get better or it won’t and either way, you know, shit happens. But I can’t. I can’t, Ronan.”
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Adam asks Ronan for help. Ronan says yes.
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09 Jul 2020
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Bonus scenes and alternate POV scenes from 'we all fill up with time'. Enjoy!
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- Part 2 of we all fill up with time
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07 Jul 2019
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work a little harder, work another way by shinealightonme
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
31 Mar 2019
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Ronan has an unexpected kink, and Adam is totally fine with that. Why wouldn't he be? He can handle this. It's not a problem.
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- Part 5 of what useless tools ourselves
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27 May 2019
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“You okay?”
The outline of Steve’s hands, balled into fists inside his pockets, looks too sharp despite the wool barrier. His nice pants. Standing there in his fucking church clothes and all it makes Bucky want is to walk over there and rub him through them until he’s in just as much of a state as Bucky is.
The laugh that catapults out of Bucky’s mouth tastes like bile. “Nope.”
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03 Mar 2019
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In which you can’t cheat an honest man, or, in which Remus and Sirius steal a piano.
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06 Mar 2017
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When Peter came to London, Carl was waiting for him under the hanging clock in the middle of Waterloo station. It had been romantic, in the way that Peter saw all their meetings as a little romantic – a song in the making, all Terry meets Julie and a sunset over the river.
In that moment, every one of his dreams hung, inchoate but irrepressible, on this one dark-haired boy with the fancy name and the rips in his jeans, who held Peter’s whole world on a shoestring.
Or: an early days sort-of-AU story of Peter & Carl's love affair with London - and each other.
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05 Jan 2017
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brave like a seed in the dirt by imochan
Fandoms: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015), Star Wars - All Media Types
22 Nov 2016
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He has a photo on his phone. It's of Hux in the weak, nascent sunlight, red and gold and pink and filtered through the dappled bridge of the trees over their heads, when they'd been standing by the edge of the marsh, and Ben had bitten a bruise into the underside of his jaw maybe fifteen minutes earlier, and when you squinted you could see it, nestled against the fold of his black collar, because Hux had his head tilted in just the right way.
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- Part 2 of Ravines
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02 Jan 2017
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Sublimation
- Passing from one phase to another without transitioning through an intermediate phase.
- Where socially unacceptable impulses or idealizations are consciously transformed into socially acceptable actions or behavior, possibly resulting in a long-term conversion of the initial impulse.
Patrick Kane and Jonathan Toews should probably have figured out the first time what this type of behavior meant.
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- Part 1 of Gravitational Influence
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29 Dec 2016
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Hux has always had a plan for his life. It's going well. He's following in his father's footsteps with the College Republicans and writing for the prestigious "First Order" campus conservative magazine with his new friend Dopheld Mitaka.
Until he meets Mitaka's roommate, Kylo Ren -- who is everything he shouldn't want.The college AU that nobody asked for, where Hux is a very closeted up-and-coming young Republican and Kylo is his polar opposite and greatest temptation. With lots of late-night texts, drunk sex, and Grand Moff Tarkin propaganda.
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23 Dec 2016
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a figment of his imagination by verybadhedgehog
Fandoms: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015)
24 Sep 2016
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When you’ve done something embarrassing, it’s often best to face up to it gradually. Bit by bit. That was the approach Armitage Hux took. Although to be quite accurate, it was not a deliberate approach, more a case of how things eventually panned out.
This is a story told in fragments, long and short, of how a ridiculous, self-important, stand-offish little nerd finds his awful trashy goth prince.
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16 Dec 2016