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“Could you please relax, I know how to drive in a city,” Cas lies, and Dean keeps his eyes closed so he doesn’t have to see Cas get his baby into a fender-bender.
At least until Cas starts singing along to the radio under his breath, and then Dean can’t help but stare at him, late summer sunshine dancing across his face as he dutifully keeps his hands textbook-9-and-3-o’clock positions on the steering wheel and stomps way too friggin hard on the breaks.
Cas tilts his head and gives him a questioning look, so Dean grunts, “Eyes on the road, dumbass,” and tries to only watch Cas surreptitiously through the corner of his eye. An angel of the dickhead-previous-lord, untethered and fully mortal, back from the dead and happily playing chauffeur for him, and all Dean can do is bark at him. Literally there’s no reason for Cas to still be sticking around, but fuck it, here the guy is.
It’s just—retirement, man. Doing his goddamn head in.alternatively, the cas gets cucked fic
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03 Aug 2021
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Claire shows up at the bunker a day before Dean was planning to leave, with her hair cut short and a fresh tattoo on her left arm under a bandage.
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Chuck is dead, Jack has given up his godlike powers, and Cas is back from the Empty, which doesn't make it any easier for Dean to talk to him. Suddenly finding himself in a world without monsters, supernatural forces, or any need for hunters, Dean's solution is to go on a road trip. Claire tags along.
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29 May 2021
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The first mixtape Dean received from Cas forced him to confront the fact that Cas does, in fact, love him. The second might force him to entertain the wild possibility that he is also (maybe, perhaps) allowed to love things, too.
Or, Dean builds a dock, attends a concert, and realizes that he's allowed to like things sometimes.
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"Dean looks down at the mixtape, looks at Cas’s spindly handwriting: “For You” this time, instead of “For Dean,” like it’s so obviously Dean’s that it doesn’t need his name on it. He decides to let himself have this for just a little while more.
He aims the impala towards South Carolina. He’ll let himself have this selfishness until he gets back from Jody’s. It’s not like he can talk to Cas about it right now anyway.
Dean slides the tape into the deck, lets his fingers linger on the buttons, and smiles to himself. At least this time he knows what to expect.
Dean takes Baby to the open road and lets the tape play."
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- Part 2 of The Winchester Mixtapes
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28 May 2021
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Some time between Dean bleeding out on a makeshift hook in a barn in Ohio and Sam roasting marshmallows on his funeral pyre, Dean was brought back to life. By Castiel. Again. Dean agreed to it if only to give Jack time to work out the glitches up top. So, now Dean’s back in the land of the living and things are ... actually good, for once.
Or, as good as they can be when demons are attacking Earth, Dean’s failing to get over why he died in the first place, and Cas is suddenly, inexplicably taking every opportunity to casually tell Dean that he loves him.
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16 May 2021
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i want to do with you (what spring does with cherry trees) by sobsicles
Fandoms: Supernatural
29 Apr 2021
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Dean keeps going back.
When he arrives, it's always to blooming flowers and a windmill in the background, not too far from a brook, the sun painting the plains.
He likes it there. He likes to stand in front of the makeshift urn and check that it's still where he put it, switching out the flowers when they wilt. He likes to listen to the sound of birds chirping, insects singing, the faint sound of water trickling in the distance. He likes to turn his face up and feel the sun on his skin, wondering if Cas would do the same if he were here, somehow knowing that he would.
He likes to talk.
There's never a response, but Dean feels the breeze rustle through his hair and watches the flowers bob when bees come to them and stares as the windmill keeps turning, turning, turning. And he imagines that Cas is replying—the windmill is the tilted head, the bobbing flowers are a gentle smile, the breeze is whatever words Dean wants to hear at the time.
Sometimes, it's almost like he's there.
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29 Apr 2021
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To Boldly Go by 8daysuntiltheapocalypseiguess
Fandoms: Supernatural, Star Trek: The Original Series
23 May 2021
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Title: Just One of Those Things
Author: Impala67
Series: TOS
Rating: M
Summary: Four years into their five-year mission, and all the planets start to look the same.In which Dean is not Gene Roddenberry, but he does write Star Trek fanfiction.
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20 Apr 2021
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16 Apr 2021
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“No,” Dean gave up and said, for the fiftieth or fifteenth time that night, that lifetime, “I mean, I can’t,” and then, after a quick bracing breath, he reached out and plunged Cas’ hand onto his dick.
Cas tilted his head and Dean’s entire body seemed to ache with it. He didn’t move his hand.
“Dean?”
“My dick’s broken,” Dean told him.
Or, if Supernatural had let Dean be impotent for longer than the six days in between episodes, he would’ve solved every single one of his personal problems.
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16 Apr 2021
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Dean survives being impaled, a trip to the Empty, and a whole lot of conversations he probably needed to have.
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16 Apr 2021
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Dear Mr. Postman by odetteandodile for kalika_999
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
06 Jan 2020
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“I’m um—your mailman,” Bucky says, lamely. He mentally kicks himself. He’d—sort of—practiced this! I’m your old pal Bucky, good to see you again!
The corner of Steve’s mouth quirks up as he glances down at the envelope on top, absently, then back up at Bucky, eyes crinkling.
“I had a suspicion that might be the case, Bucky Barnes.”
Bucky lets out a surprised breath in a rush. “Oh! You—you remember me?”
Steve’s half-smile turns into a real one and he tilts his head at Bucky. “Of course I remember you Buck. Wasn’t sure you recognized me though—it’s been a long time.”
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Or—Steve and Bucky revive an old friendship, get married (but totally just as friends, for reasons), and navigate a few of the many trials of the heart that come with falling in love with your best friend.
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30 Mar 2021
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tsunamis, typhoons, deep wells and shallow ponds by a_good_soldier
Fandoms: Supernatural
09 Dec 2020
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Dean and Cas get together. That's literally it.
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16 Mar 2021
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The case is going fine until Sam calls Cas, because "Dean shouldn't go there alone." There being a mysterious cave which all the victims visited before disappearing.
So Dean and Cas head up the mountain together while Sam stays in town, digging into the lore and interviewing witnesses.
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15 Mar 2021
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“I’m gonna say something, Cas, and you better have your ears on.”
Dean’s truth being spoken.
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12 Mar 2021
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It was a secret they never acknowledged even with each other. It would change everything, end everything if either of them ever dropped the act. So they became very good at acting, at keeping up the lie that gave them what they wanted. Even if that lie involved constantly seeking out temporary, consenting female vessels, Cas would do it. He told himself it was worth it for Dean. He just hoped that he could stop wanting more, or maybe one day Dean might stop pretending that he wasn't really sleeping with Cas every time.
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03 Mar 2021
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The Winchesters, Castiel, and Jack discover the Men of Letters hid away a weapon that may be able to kill Michael. The only problem: it can only be used with John Winchester's blood. When Rowena performs a spell to temporarily bring John back, Dean runs into another problem. His father doesn't approve of his angel, and Castiel isn't too impressed with John either.
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01 Mar 2021
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In which Dean is forced to deal with his trauma and come to a reckoning with himself. Also, Cas is there.
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"No one hates you as much as you do," Crowley told him once. That's Dean's whole M.O. right there. His two fundamental truths are that it is his job to save everyone, and that no matter how many people he saves it will never change the fact that he is 90% crap.
Dean knows who he is. Yeah, he's done some good for the world, okay, he gets that. But deep down? The person he is inside is still worthless. Dean will never be good enough, never be any kind of role model. He's never going to shake that, so if that's what this whole seven trials angelic bullshit is about, then he and Cas might as well hold hands and drive off the cliff now.
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26 Feb 2021
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Amara's gone, the world didn't end, Dean didn't blow up, and he and Cas—well, they're working it out. It's the holiday season and everything is looking up. Except Dean should have known he'd mess it up somehow.
Canon-divergent from the end of season 11.
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25 Feb 2021
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So, the first thing that happens is Castiel comes back.
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"Right," Dean says eventually, gruffly. He looks down at his shoes. "I'm not gonna tell you how to live your life, man. It's—you know, yours. Do your thing, love who you love, whatever. I can't really stop you from loving me, if that's what you've decided to do, but I don't—I can't—"
"I know," Castiel murmurs, still just smiling a little, not looking heartbroken at all. "Don't worry about it, Dean, that's all I ask."
"So we're—" Dean risks a glance up, swallowing thickly. "We're good?"
Castiel hums. "We're good."
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23 Feb 2021
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The question is out of Sam's mouth before he can think better of it. “And you? What about your happy ending?”
If Dean’s expression had been hard to read before, it’s almost impossible to now. Something – more than one something, actually – crosses his face, and he visibly hesitates and swallows before he looks down, and then back up. “Yeah, well,” he says, and takes another sip from his beer in a transparent effort to stall. “Gotta figure out how to get him out of the Empty first, don’t I?”
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21 Feb 2021
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It’s nearing three a.m. and they’ve been on the road a long time. Sam’s been asleep in the back seat since eleven. Giving up and handing the wheel over to Cas and letting the guy who doesn’t sleep drive had seemed like a good idea.
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17 Feb 2021