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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

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    21 Mar 2026

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    The last thing Shane and Ilya expected when they died after living a long, happy life together was to wake up back in their 17 years old bodies the day they first met.

    They get to redo everything together and to fix what they got wrong the first time.

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    20 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    Spoilers for the entire Game Changes series, especially Heated Rivaly and The Long Game.

    AU The Long Game timeline where the plane crashes and there are no survivors. A grieving Shane finds a reason to hope again when a dream instructs him how to find Ilya again.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    So, if this isn't a dream, then it has to be the other thing. Time travel. Which…

    Well, Shane will believe in anything if it means Ilya isn't dead.

    So, yeah, time travel. Prospect cup, 2008. Meeting Ilya for the first time ever. Again. For the second time.

    Ugh.

    Well, here he goes. It can't possibly be as awkward as the first time, right?

     

    OR, The Centaurs’ plane crashes and Ilya Rozanov dies. Roughly three months later, Shane Hollander dies on the ice. And then he wakes up in 2008, on the day he met Ilya Rozanov for the first time.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    What if Sirius Black realised that Harry Potter had an unhappy home life when he escaped from Hogwarts?

    What if Sirius took steps to help him rather than disappear into hiding?

    What if there were adults who were responsible enough to properly look after Harry rather than leave the weight of the wizarding world on his shoulders?

    And what is the power the Dark Lord knows not?

    An AU starting from the end of Harry’s third year at Hogwarts.

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    15 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 81

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    A minor incident sets in motion a series of events that uncover the hidden truth, revealing the web of deception that surrounded Harry's whole life. How, then, can he find out who he truly is when he begins to question who his true friends are and what his destiny is? It is a story of trust and the search for the right path, even if it involves embracing everything one has been taught to despise.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    A gift is what Death called it, Harry still isn't really sure about that. After reincarnating and living so many lives, it really shouldn't have come as a surprise to find himself in the middle of the war that had started it all.
    The most logical thing to do, of course, is to adopt himself.
    What could go wrong?

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    12 Mar 2026

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    "After an hour of breathing exercises, retracing what he had learned about himself and others, he opened his Notes app:

    want:
    Ilya
    Stanley Cups
    Awards

    not doing:
    Dissociating
    Making myself small to make others comfortable
    Waiting ten fucking years

    Watching the clock, the time he had been waiting for was finally there.

    Time to remind Ilya where the smoking area was."

    Or

    In 2021, Shane and Ilya are sent back to 2008. And they are determined to do it better this time.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Shane gets a call that would change his life after practice. He subsequently goes on leave for a couple of weeks. He has a secret. What id he going to do?

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    Shane become a single dad one day after practice and Ilya becomes kind of obsessed with both of them.

     

    (Takes place in like 2013, Shane and Ilya are 22.)

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    12/?
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    09 Mar 2026

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    Fun, casual, safe (safer, at least, than the alternatives) - nothing more than that. They both wanted to believe it. And they did... mostly.

    Until they're standing on a rooftop in Vegas, 20 years old. Ilya knows he's being terrible, knows Shane is confused. He doesn't know what he should do about it. And then Shane is leaving, and he can't - he can't - leave when Ilya hasn't even touched him yet, hasn't told him how good he looked up on the stage.

    Drunk and young and stupid, Shane and Ilya choose to be honest - just a little bit. To lean into each other, instead of apart.

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    08 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 80

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    Harry thought he knew who he was.

    Then a blood test at Gringotts told him otherwise.

    He went there for money, and left with a new name, a second homeland and contracts upon contracts.

    He doesn’t understand all of it.

    He does understand that if he plays everything right, he will have freedom.

    And Harry craves freedom more than anything.

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    English is not my first language, it's my 5th. I'm also writing this on a 10 year old MacBook that barely works anymore. Do whatever with that info.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    “Is Boston even interested.”

    Ilya scoffs at him like Shane is an idiot.

    “Is sky blue? Is water wet? Is English stupid language? Yes, Hollander, of course we want best player in the league.” Ilya mutters more in disgruntled Russian and Shane gets up off the couch to Google Russian lessons on his ipad while continuing their conversation.

     

    Or, a Shane goes to Boston story.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane’s relationship first—and decide that instead of letting their captain move to fucking Ottawa, they’ll just kidnap a his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    Boston.

    Shane just got traded to fucking Boston. To where Ilya was. With no apparent fucking reason in the middle of the season. He just won them two cups, why was this happening?

    Shane gets traded in the middle of the 2016/2017 season, just before the All-Stars. The Tuna Meltdown never happens and Shane and Ilya amicably decide to stop seeing each other but remain ‘friends’. Both are very ‘happy’ with this decision until Hollander is traded to Boston. Now they must work with each other on the same team while Shane wonders what the hell happened in Montreal to get him traded in the first place. The Boston Raiders learn that Shane Hollander is not a chicken, or a virgin (lol) like everyone believes. And the Metros learn just how important Shane was in winning those cups.

    And Cliff Marleau is just trying to figure out why Ilya’s messages to Jane stopped.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    Now that they've locked it down, they're learning just how low everyone's opinions are of their respective husband. They've got to face loving each other and healing when there's no one else to turn to.

    AKA, Ilya stop throwing punches every time someone insults your husband. Shane stop trying to blow people up with your mind.

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    06 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 48

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    Ilya and Shane are kidnapped before Ilya has a chance to make up his mind about the cottage. They are then forced into a marriage hoping it will force them out of the NHL. Instead it could potentially give them all they ever wanted, or it will be the thing that permanently separates them.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    In 2008, Shane Hollander was the Next Big Thing in hockey. Then a baby he didn't know he had changed everything. Shane walked away from the MLH draft, choosing a life of diapers and midnight feedings over the Stanley Cup. Eighteen years later, his life is back on track, and his greatest achievement is about to make his MLH debut for the Ottawa Centaurs.

    Ilya Rozanov, captain of the Centaurs, has only one goal: secure his Canadian citizenship, come out, and finally live life on his own terms. He remembers Shane Hollander as a pretty boy from a World Juniors game in Saskatchewan. He doesn't expect to find that same boy back in his sightlines—not as a player, but as the father of his newest rookie.

    Or: The one where Shane is a world-class "dadager", Ilya is a pining captain, and Luca Hollander just wants to play his rookie season without his captain and his father making heart eyes at each other across the family lounge.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Shane returns home from Canada's loss to Russia in Saskatchewan at the International Prospect Cup. He finds out his soon-to-be ex-girlfriend is pregnant, and the baby is his. But he has no memory of ever being intimate with her. It doesn’t help that before he even left, he had caught her cheating on him with his best friend. Shane decides that if the child is his, he will step up and be a dad, but he wants nothing to do with his ex-girlfriend after what she did to him.

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    05 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 36

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    One change of fate… something as mundane as a burst pipe at a hotel means the Russian team at the International Prospect Cup must move to the same Regina hotel as the Canadians. Which means that Ilya and Shane have been in each other’s orbit and gravity sooner rather than just at the rink. Yuna is Yuna and starts to plot… and Shane is in need of a stellar right wing in his rookie year. Yuna Hollander is both a mama bear and boss bitch.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    The first game of the preseason is against Boston and Shane has been counting down the days since he received the schedule. He’s been giddy about it—it’s been so long since Vegas and no amount of texts and calls and FaceTime make him miss Ilya any less.

    But plans unfortunately go a bit awry when Marlow demands his new bestie Shane go out with the Boston guys after the game.

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    04 Mar 2026

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