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    “Eddie Diaz,” Buck gasps. “Are you using me for my very soft cardigan?”
    Eddie chuckles and tells the truth. “You looked so comfy. And I missed you.”
    Buck sucks in a breath beneath Eddie’s ear. “I missed you, too,” he whispers.
    “I think I missed you too much,” Eddie admits.

     

    Or, Buck wears his pink cardigan and Eddie nap traps him about it.

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    29 May 2025

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    Margaret and Phillip spent years not seeing their children and then slowly got back into contact with them until this point, where they think they’re in a pretty decent place, actually.

    Except then Buck gets injured and, as his hospital room fills with evidence of a life they know absolutely nothing about and they meet and hear about people they’ve never heard of (including a child?!), they realise that perhaps it was all simply too little, too late after all.

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    Or, the one where Buck builds a family and his birth parents get exposed to pieces of it in the aftermath of 6x10: In a Flash.

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    15 Sep 2024

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    August comes, and with it comes Eddie.

    Eddie and that friend of his who was there back at the start of the summer, the one Christopher has talked so much about over the past few months. Buck this, and Buck that, and –

    All of it. Helena takes one look at them, and she knows.

     

    eddie and buck take christopher home to california; helena and ramon decide to follow

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    14 Sep 2024

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    Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.

    But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.

    Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.

     

    (or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)

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    11 Sep 2024

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    Buck shoots him a nervous look before focusing on the road again. “You said you didn’t want a ready-made family. I didn’t wanna overstep.”
    For a few seconds, Eddie just stares at him before he blurts out, “I didn’t mean you.”

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    coda to 5x06, in which eddie strikes one thing off the list of Things He and Buck Don't Talk About

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    26 Mar 2024