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eddie's not entirely sure he believes in getting help, at least not for himself. there's only so much healing to be had for a body torn apart by bullets, for a mind that's only half there, for a man who's been leaving pieces of himself behind all his life with nothing to take their place.
except, as it turns out, falling apart happens in increments, and healing does, too: it happens when you gnaw a hole in your lip trying to keep quiet only to have the words escape; when you realize that the ghost you've been seeing out of the corner of your eye is yourself; when your best friend smiles, and you allow it to take your breath away.
it happens through the smallest of things: bird feeders, and cacti, and pasta shapes.
meanwhile, the world goes on.
(or: the entity often affectionately referred to as the unrepression fic.)
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- Part 1 of tell me about despair
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- 5/5
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11 Jun 2026
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“I feel fucking explosive, Buck. Like I’m about to go off at any second. I don’t want you caught in my mess.”
His eyes sting. At the very least, Buck contains the sound of it in his voice. “Eddie, I don’t know if you’ve noticed,” he replies, “but I already am.”
Eddie self-implodes. Christopher, seeking refuge, flees to Buck—whose priorities amount to, in varying order: take in the kid, get Eddie to talk to him, and keep the three of them afloat in the process. (Oh, and Tommy’s there too. He thinks.)
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- 4/4
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15 Mar 2026
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She turns to Eddie and says something else, but Buck is busy fighting the headrush he gets at the sound of Ana Flores calling Eddie and Christopher 'the boys'. Like they belong to her already.
God, what’s wrong with him? What is this?
or, eddie cooks, chris domesticates a slug, and buck tries to figure out why he hates his best friend's girlfriend. to everyone's immense shock and surprise, it goes badly.
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- English
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- 32,374
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- 1/1
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04 Mar 2026
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I’ll tell them put me back in it (and I would do it again) by paleredheadinascifi
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
04 Feb 2025
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Eddiaz is listening to the slowburn friends to lovers playlist
Eddiaz listened to the POV you’re falling in love with your best friend playlist
Eddiaz listened to the sad gay yearning hours playlist
Eddiaz listened to the he was my best friend and that was the worst part playlistOr, Eddie doesn't know how to make his listening history private. Buck doesn't know what to do with the words in front of his eyes. Chris cannot believe he has to deal with either of them.
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- English
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- 1/1
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- 368
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30 Jan 2026
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The Game Plan by FestiveFerret, pouringinsheets
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Dec 2022
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Shane Hollander is the number two overall NHL draft pick and a newly minted Montreal Voyageur. He’s also laser focused on his goals: being the best by beating the best. For him, this means a continued rivalry with number one draft pick—and new Ottawa Centaur—Ilya Rozanov. But when a problem with Rozanov’s immigration paperwork threatens his future in the NHL, what does that mean for Shane’s own career? He can’t risk finding out…so they get married. Just for immigration. A fast, practical, mutually beneficial solution.
No one will ever suspect, let alone find out, that the NHL’s greatest rivals are secretly married. And there’s certainly no risk of feelings getting involved. They have a game plan.
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- 16/16
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25 Dec 2025
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The hang of being alive again by applecrumbledore
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
29 Jun 2016
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Falling for Ronan had felt like going to speak at the same time as someone else after a long silence, two people bumbling over their words to say, no, sorry, go ahead before one of them says what they were going to say.
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22 Dec 2025
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No, Mr. Bond, I Expect You to Pine by galwednesday
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
28 Nov 2016
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"Agent Rogers. We have to stop meeting like this." The Winter Soldier crouched in front of where Steve was slumped against the wall, hands and forearms glued to the stone behind him by some kind of sticky polymer. "Comfortable?"
"No," Steve lied. "My blood circulation has been cut off. I've lost all feeling in my hands."
"Oh, so I should probably cut you loose," the Soldier deadpanned.
"It's a medical emergency. You don't want to be responsible for me losing limbs, do you?"
"Tell you what, if you lose your hands, I'll make you some new ones." He held up his metal hand, smallest finger crooked. “Pinkie promise.”
Secret Agent adversaries-to-lovers AU where the Winter Soldier keeps tying Captain America to walls and sticking around to chat. Shut up, Natasha, it’s not flirting, okay? (It’s definitely flirting.)
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02 Jul 2025
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Painted in Indigo by nekare
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
17 Apr 2015
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“You should be careful of that one,” Mr. Hendrickson says, with a nod to Bucky outside the window. “It ain’t right. Looking at you all the time as he does. The way he should be looking at girls.”
Steve laughs, because damn, but what a ridiculous idea.
Or, five times Steve caught Bucky looking at him, and the one time he looked first.
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- English
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- 11,031
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- 1/1
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- 204
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10 Jun 2025
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How to Woo the Winter Soldier by writeonclara
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
16 Feb 2019
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“I think I’m ready to date again,” Steve said.
“What,” Natasha said.
“What?” Clint said, lowering his binoculars. He blinked at the dumbstruck look on the Captain’s face, then followed his gaze to where he was staring dopily at—at the Winter fucking Soldier.
“Steve, no,” Clint groaned.
Or: Steve courts the Winter Soldier.
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- English
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- 6/6
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21 May 2025
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I’m pretty low on funds and need to make ends meet this month, Barnes types slowly into a new post three days later. I’m taking commissions for hits in the New York City area.
Will Not Kill: Captain America or other Avengers.
Will partially refund payment if target turns out to be HYDRA.
Will not go to Jersey. No dismemberment or killing children.
Message for negotiations and payment details.- Language:
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19 May 2025
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Steve Rogers' Dad Face and Other Common Hazards by AggressiveWhenStartled
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Amazing Spider-Man (Movies - Webb), Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
11 Apr 2015
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Today, Peter was honest-to-god going to see Captain America himself up close, in person, and not from a rooftop or tiny crevice like a creepy stalker fanboy.
Even better, he was going to watch Steve Rogers make history by soldiering his beleaguered way through the most intensely awkward and honestly ridiculous press conference in the history of ever-- jaw thrust out and spine ramrod straight. Trying hard to be polite and respectful in the face of adversity.
While a bunch of assholes with cameras and microphones shouted at him about Iron Man’s adolescent dick.
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- Part 1 of Workplace Hazards
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- English
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- 4,178
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- 1/1
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- 413
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- 15,840
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17 May 2025
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Five Times Bucky Got Permission by copperbadge
Fandoms: Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies)
04 May 2013
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People keep trying to tell Bucky something, and he's getting very confused.
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17 May 2025
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lonely houses off the road by Etharei
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
28 May 2014
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Barnes is now glaring at him for some reason. It's somewhat terrifying but also, oddly, a little reassuring— because that's emotion right there, which means there's still somebody behind those eyes. Somebody who seems to think Sam is being a bit slow on the uptake. "Time parameters exceeded. Mission failed."
"Wait." Sam narrows his eyes. "Is this some kind of... report? Debriefing?"
"Mission report," confirms Barnes, looking pleased. Well, looking slightly less murderous than before.
In which various people deal with things they never signed up for, but at the end of the day no one's particularly surprised.
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- English
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- 17,454
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- 2/2
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- 14
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- 556
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15 May 2025
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“In town they say the woods are full of magic,” Zoro recalled, thinking of the stories Usopp loved to spin when he'd had more than a single ale. “Think if we stepped over, we’d be in a faerie ring?”
“Who’s to say we aren’t already?” Curly’s smile was enigmatic, a flicker of something sharp and full of secrets behind his teeth. “Maybe the world’s out there and we’re on the other side.”
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22 Sep 2024
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a single nail, a single ruby by okayprairie
Fandoms: One Piece (Anime & Manga), One Piece (Live Action TV 2023)
02 Oct 2023
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In a large bowl, beat a cup of heavy cream with a tablespoon of powdered sugar and a dash of vanilla until stiff peaks form.
"Stiff peaks?” Zoro mutters, frowning, flipping the page back and forth. The Going Merry lilts gently beneath his feet. “What the hell are stiff peaks?”***
Sanji eats like a line cook. Zoro learns the uses for tenderness.
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10 Aug 2024
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“Your name means…three.”
It’s not voiced as a question, but Sanji reads the why in his expression anyway.
“You know what kind of people are named after numbers?”
Zoro grunts, but says nothing. Sanji answers it for him. “Test subjects.”
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Sanji doesn’t exist.
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03 Aug 2024
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Newly reunited and fresh into the New World, the Strawhats split up again briefly to chase rumors of the Mera Mera no Mi. Zoro and Sanji are assigned the long con: whispers place the Devil Fruit in the Lumo Archipelago under the care of Roland Vane, ex Level 6 prisoner of Impel Down. Vane is a recluse and only accessible monthly at pretentious wine tasting parties hosted at his mansion, and only his exclusive group of friends are invited, all queer couples who also enjoy boring cheese plates and even more boring art. The obvious solution is to fake having a husband.
- Language:
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26 Jul 2024
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Counting Ships by blatantblue
Fandoms: One Piece (Anime & Manga), One Piece (Live Action TV 2023)
16 Jun 2024
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When Roronoa Zoro first met Sanji, with his shiny cufflinks, cinched-waist jacket, and artfully curled fringe, he thought: Maybe.
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Zoro struggles with his sexuality, and Sanji struggles with sleep.- Language:
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- 6/6
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- 154
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09 Jul 2024
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Sanji takes a deep, steadying breath before glancing at the door. There’s Zoro, yawning and scratching his belly over his shirt, shuffling his feet as he makes his way to one of the last seats. Everyone else swings their heads to look at the grumbling man too. Usually he wouldn’t attract such overt attention from the crew, but he’s certainly a distraction now.
Zoro’s hair is tied back in a long, snaking braid that falls over his shoulder
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Zoro returns to Sabaody with luscious flowing locks of green hair, and Sanji has heart palpitations about it.
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04 Jul 2024
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Left with only three other crew mates, it’s a ready expectation that Sanji will start fawning all over Robin in his usual obnoxious way. However, that’s not what happens. Instead, looking wild around the eyes in a way only someone who knows him well would recognize, the cook doesn’t break stride until he’s firmly within Zoro’s orbit and can wrap both hands around his upper arm, clinging tight.
“Hi, darling,” he chirps, his expression desperately conveying that Zoro needs to play along under pain of death. “Did you miss me?”
- Language:
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by no_hate_tho
24 Jun 2024