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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    You're a therapist with a new, challenging client: Määnin Mannerheim, bassist for the rockabilly band Vörjeans. He's traded his bottle for a Bible, and you've been tasked to help him navigate the treacherous waters of sobriety and newfound faith.

    The job is to remain a detached professional, but getting pulled into the chaotic and vulnerable world of Vörjeans is inevitable.

    Your biggest complication, however, is Freppa. He makes the carefully constructed lines of your professional ethics begin to blur into something much more sweeter than a carton of Trip Juice.

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    29 Sep 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    16 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    A year after you first met Freppa, you're back in the same place, with the same people. At the same time, everything is very different.

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    Chapters:
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    16 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    "He's beautiful.
    You say it to him every time, even if you have the distinct impression he doesn't really believe it himself.
    You fish the phone out of your bathrobe pocket and, trying not to make too much noise, you take a picture.
    If only he could see himself as you see him."

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    22 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    Määnin and Tommy have always been inseparable, first as best friends, then as bandmates, but love exploded in between the two, longing that ached deep beneath the surface. Määnin drowned his feelings in liquor and hookups, convinced Tommy could never want him back. Tommy spent nights working through the dawning realisation that he was in love with his straight best friend.

    But one impulsive confession changes everything, and suddenly their friendship ignites into something far deeper. In Vörå, love like theirs is risky, and their relationship is kept confined to closed doors.

    Tommy dreams of a future without shame and without hiding, and Määnin wishes he could be the type to be out and proud...but too much is holding him back.

    Tommy will be patient for him, but Määnin has to conquer the small challenges first, push past the fear of what could happen and look towards the potential light.

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    11 Aug 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 1

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    11 Aug 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 7

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    When Jakob points out the number of times Axel has included his character, Bertel, being manhandled by Jonas throughout Botnia Paradise, Axel dismisses it.

    Despite Axel's (truthful) insistence that it is to further the comedy of the musical and not in a weird or freaky way, neither of his boyfriends seem very convinced of that.

    Instead, they become determined to prove that Axel has a thing for being tossed around and dominated.

    Perhaps they do have a point.

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    11 Aug 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 2

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    11 Aug 2025

  9. This has been deleted, sorry!

    11 Aug 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 3

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    Tommy wants to come out. Being able to touch Määnin whenever he wanted to, to stop having to pretend in public, that would be worth any negative outcome. It's not like he wants to go out dressed like a pride flag, he just wants to stop hiding. All he needs to do is figure out how to start the conversation with Määnin.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
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    11 Aug 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 3

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    Spending two weeks in Vörå with your cousin Linda wasn't exactly your dream vacation. Meeting a cute but shy guitarist was not part of the plan at all.

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    04 Aug 2025

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    Clint, Laura and Natasha: a family's journey, and the long (and sometimes winding) road to love.

    [Reading order:]

    i. i love only that which they defend (pre avengers until age of ultron)
    ii. til the clocks run down (pre avengers until age of ultron -- can be read independently but does slot into IOLTWTD specifically in regards to scene placement, timing, and assumed character knowledge)
    iii. for the half of ourselves we have lost (post age of ultron, pre/post civil war)
    iv. how to feel a tranquil life (post infinity war)
    v. moments [the world can't stop us] (timestamps for clint, nat and laura for this universe, can be read independently of previous three stories)

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    23 Jul 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 17

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    For years Tommy learned how not to look at Määnin too long. To not stare at the crease in his lips when he grinned or linger when their shoulders touched loading gear.

    Praise had been his only outlet: his worship, half-masked as musical admiration.

    On stage, they were friends and bandmates. Off stage, the lines began to blur. But as the tour wears on, Tommy has to decide how much of himself he can keep at arm’s length and how much he’ll lose if he lets Määnin sink deeper into his destructive impulses.

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    12 Jul 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 5

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    It had been less than a week since the dust from the storm of Eurovision had settled, and already Kevin, Axel, and Jakob were back on the road. No dazzling arena lighting or months-long build-up, this time around. Just a far more lowkey Sauna Tour sprawling across Finland and Sweden, more intimate, more rustic, but just as sweaty. If the amount of dry cleaning their suits went through was anything to go by.

    The last thing you expected when you signed on to tour with this band was to spend half your time arguing with one of their members. But what begins as mutual loathing slowly twists into something more complicated.

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    28 Jun 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 8

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    Being on the Eurovision social media team meant long hours, chaotic schedules, and being in a different country every weekend during national final season. As rehearsals, interviews, and pre-parties build toward the biggest night of the year, you develop an unexpected connection with Kevin, from the Swedish entry KAJ. Amongst flashing lights and sudden global attention, something real begins to take shape behind the scenes.

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    21 May 2025

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  16. Public Bookmark 7

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    When your sister's wedding invitation arrives without a plus one, you panic. Everyone in your family already thinks you're a hopeless case when it comes to romance, and in a moment of desperation, you lie that you have a boyfriend. You enlist the help of your friend and co-worker, Jakob, to play the role of your fake boyfriend. It starts as fake dating until it starts to feel a little too real.

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    21 May 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 1

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    Some nights, the world is too loud for Jan to bear. When anxiety closes in and silence turns suffocating, Nace is there—offering tea, warmth, and the promise that Jan never has to face the darkness alone.

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    30 Apr 2025

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    “From GrrlTragic: Suddenly all the actual sex toys in the world disappear, what do you use in their place?”
     

    Bucky is grateful he’s locked his arm, because otherwise the camera would’ve tumbled straight out of his grip and onto the floor. He’s staring at Clint in shock but Clint doesn’t seem to notice, just laughing and setting the card aside as he continues to talk.

     

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    What’s a little Wank Off Wednesday between friends?

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    05 Apr 2025

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    Two phones. Thirty-one days. Eighteen tuxedos. A Jilytober texting fic.

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    Chapters:
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    22 Feb 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    On an old tour bus, tucked into the corner of a bunk bed, there's a bit of wood that gets covered up when the particleboard shifts back and forth on the road. If you catch it just after the bus has gone over the right kind of bump, you can shine a light up and find a message etched there, with the tip of a key or maybe a Swiss Army knife.

    Alex discovered it within his first week of the tour. He's never told anyone about it. It says:

    RULE #1: DON'T FUCK YOUR BANDMATE

    Luckily for him, as a solo artist, he doesn't really have to worry about it.

    OR

    Alex is opening for Henry on tour and, uh, hates him. A lot.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
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    Bookmarks:
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    Hits:
    27,598

    14 Feb 2025

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