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    A slow grin spreads across Jack’s face. “You think I’m handsome?”

    Her cheeks flush, spine straightening. “I also said ridiculous,” she tries to deflect, reaching for her beer.

    “Ridiculously,” he corrects, eyebrows rising, grin deepening his dimple, “followed by handsome.”

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    or, Samira and Jack run into each other at an airport in another city, and a five hour layover changes everything.

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    24 Oct 2025

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    jesus cHRIST

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    Dennis became a doctor to help people—it was who he was. He expected exhaustion, difficult patients, and teasing from peers, but not the quiet pull toward his grieving senior, Dr. Robby. When a panic attack breaks Robby’s carefully kept distance, Dennis steps in without hesitation. But in the days that follow, what began as compassion starts to feel like something deeper—something Dennis never expected to find in the halls of The Pitt.

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    21 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This was tew good

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    He sat on the couch, with his tongue between his teeth, literally biting his tongue. Because well, every part of Buck—down to the molecular level—wanted to convince him to stay. Beg, or bargain. Ask Eddie to take Buck with him. Hide in his suitcase. Cry, maybe, or throw the tablet at the wall, break every other electronic in the house.

    But that would be selfish. And really weird.

    Eddie goes to El Paso. Buck moves into his house. He'll come back, right?

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    27 Dec 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this fucked me up

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    “Why the fuck are you even in this loop? This day isn’t about you.”

    “Well, I die,” Eddie comments idly, not sounding as offended as he maybe should be. “Haven’t you heard? I’m always dying.”

    “That’s not funny.”

    Eddie shrugs, not really agreeing or disagreeing. It’s a few seconds before he says, eyes still closed, “Maybe I’m here so you’re not alone.”

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    or, buck gets stuck in time, has a break down and then, relatedly, a break through

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    16 Oct 2024

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    OUCH

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    There's a beat of silence. A smile blossoms on Buck's face. It starts with a twitch at the corner of his mouth, then spreads inwards. He purses his lips, almost like he's trying to contain it, then gives up and lets it bloom into a brilliant smirk, crooked and devastating on his warm lips. He cracks open one eye, the left one. The smirk creases his birthmark. It's the same shade of pink as his lips, the same color as the lightning scar.

    "Oh yeah?"

    Eddie clears his throat and frees his own sandwich from its plastic prison. "Eat so you don't collapse. Save us both the trouble."

    He can still feel Buck's eyes on him. "I don't break that easily."

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    Chris is 800 miles away, and Eddie's house feels emptier than ever. As always, Buck is right there, ready to have his back, to catch him without hesitation if he falls. This is familiar, this is normal, this is the way they've always been.
    This is fine, until it isn't.
    Until Eddie finds himself drawn to Buck in ways he never expected—ways that might not be so new at all.

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    14 Oct 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this hurt so bad and unlocked a trauma i didn't know i had 10/10