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  1. Rec 41

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    Takumi could never have made this decision without Karua. Without her advice, her comfort, he would’ve been trapped in his head forever, unable to choose. It’s hard to imagine he managed the first hundred days without her, even--and maybe that’s why they went so badly; maybe he needs her on a fundamental level. Without Karua’s support, without the certainty that comes from protecting her, he’s adrift. He’s nothing.

    So Karua--

    So Karua can’t be--

    (Takumi can't accept that Karua isn't real. So he decides she is. Nozomi and Eito suffer the fallout.)

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    04 Sep 2025

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    Hatred can only get you so far. And Eito’s been having doubts for a while now.

    (Eito and Takumi, through fifteen years of war.)

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    26 Aug 2025

  3. Rec 63

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    ‼‼ MAJOR spoilers for the ending of route 0 ‼‼

    Takumi levels him with a small, creeping smile. “Aotsuki,” he says, voice grating and low as he advances with his sword in hand. His face is almost fully enshadowed, backlit by the purple fire raging behind him. His eyes glint like jewels in the darkness. “Look at you.”

    Eito scrambles backwards, but Takumi is too swift; he raises his weapon and swings it towards Eito’s neck, pressing, digging into the flesh. He looks terrifying, and smells of predatory instincts coming to a head, and Eito feels afraid. Like a little animal skittering away from its death; faced with the black shroud that hangs over everything that’s ever lived, desperate and searching. It yearns to be filled, but its stomach is bottomless. Takumi’s expression is, for once, unreadable.

    Eito is scared to die.


    Eito has what can most easily be described as 'a nightmare'.

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    21 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    Takumi is stupid as always. He can't even drug him right.

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    19 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    Eito said, “So long as our deal is upheld, you know I won’t resist.”

    Takumi shut his eyes like the conversation pained him. Like it pained him. But indisputably, that would never be enough for him to retreat. No, Takumi was so vile that he would trudge on no matter how Eito felt. He didn’t care if Eito wanted him or not. He only asked after his wellbeing to appease his own guilt.

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    18 Aug 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 7

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    Pills and potions were sometimes difficult to swallow, and there was more time for anxiety to build as his greatest fear inevitably came true. It was quicker this way, and more definitive. The point of no return was reached the moment the drug seeped into his veins, and it lifted the weight from his shoulders even before the substance took effect. Epsilon found an odd sort of comfort in knowing there was no going back.

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    A oneshot based on the characters of Bygones.

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    18 Aug 2025

  7. Rec 45

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    After all, in every story he’s ever read, the kiss is the pivotal moment: when emotion finally transcends language, when there’s nothing left to say. When it all falls into place. I love you, it says sometimes. I’m sorry, in others. I understand now.

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    18 Aug 2025

  8. Rec 31

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    Childe finally comes to realize why Dottore is so fond of the process of "experimentation."

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    12 Feb 2025

  9. Rec 29

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    As the Fatui's schemes progress towards the point of no return, Childe grows concerned with the Second Harbinger's suspicious behavior. Having a personal investment in the matter, he decides to do some investigating on his own. The Eleventh is no stranger to manhunts, but uncovering Dottore's true intentions will not be a simple task. How does one track down a man who is simultaneously everywhere and nowhere at once? And can one even be sure that they've found what they're looking for when they see it, in a situation where it's so easy to lose sight of the forest for the trees? Only one thing is immediately certain; the Doctor's many Segments certainly don't intend to make it easy for him.

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    24 Jan 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    READ BYGONES!!!!

  10. Rec 28

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    Somewhere, in an undisclosed location, the Second of the Fatui Harbingers - Il Dottore - keeps a record of all work-related correspondence he has seen fit to catalogue. There is a sizable stack of letters present in this particular group.

    You begin reading - starting at the very first letter.

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    02 Jan 2025

  11. Rec 92

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    Childe's usual attire had been disregarded for the evening; this was to be expected, in light of the formal gathering to be held in the Palace ballroom, which was now less than an hour away from starting. Dottore had known all this, of course, as well as he knew that all of the Harbingers were expected to attend the soirée for the sake of appearances, and that Childe would certainly be included amongst them. He also was vaguely aware that this meant someone would be responsible for wrangling the Eleventh up and dressing him up in something more presentable, or at least something he would fasten all the buttons on.

    Whoever that person was, Dottore thought, they needed a raise.

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    02 Jan 2025

  12. Rec 99

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    After one of Childe's missions unexpectedly goes bad, he is put on strict bed rest to ensure his full recovery. The Eleventh Harbinger, however, quickly proves to be a very difficult patient. A very particular kind of "Doctor" is soon sent his way to oversee his treatment.

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    21 Nov 2024

  13. Rec 33

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    It's the night of Lantern Rite, and a certain pair of lovebirds are looking to spend some time alone. Little do they know, they're not the only ones...

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    19 Nov 2024

  14. Rec 14

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    Dealing with Tartaglia is like conducting the same experiment over and over, without changing the variables, and expecting novel data. That’s why he pays himself no mind when he’s shoved into an alcove, a hot mouth and slick tongue biting at his neck like he might be a far more valuable conquest than the fruits of whatever battle the Eleventh was supposed to wage tonight.

    If asked which of the segments Tartaglia has succeeded in capturing for his own schemes, Dottore is sure he is the lone embarrassment.

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    10 Nov 2024

  15. Rec 84

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    In a land ruled by Gods, a heretic stands to defy their will. The fool who masquerades as a wise man skulks through the land, seeking perfection, leaving nothing but profound despair and corruption in his wake. One has to wonder: if he were to grasp the perfection he so desperately covets, would he even know what to do with it? Or would it simply end up as another one of his miscreations?

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    20 Sep 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    how the fuck have i not bookmarked this already PLEASE READ MISCREATION PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEAS EPL

  16. Rec 76

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    Only Cyno would think to pass on a timid, fragile young girl from one general to another. As much as the moniker “General Forest Watcher” irked and bewildered Tighnari, he was not so obtuse as to not understand why his fellow Rangers had picked it up in the first place. He didn't consider himself a very nurturing individual, and it felt foolish to gamble his ability to be so on a traumatized girl's well-being.

    But what other options did she really have?

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    Tighnari returns from the city one evening to find that Collei has left on a perilous excursion into the woods to rescue a lost child. As he searches for the both of them, he thinks about what he might find - and all the things that led him to this point.

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    10 Sep 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I had to take breaks reading this because I was in public and trying not to bawl my eyes out. Must-read for Collei and Tighnari lovers.

  17. Public Bookmark 35

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    “I thought you said you’d be done by now,” Childe says absently, picking up a paperweight from Dottore’s desk and idly tossing it between his hands. He sounds more bored than reproachful, but there's no telling how long that will last.

    Yes, maybe he had said that, but Childe must know by now that his grasp on time can be a little… vague.

    Childe entertains himself while he waits for Dottore to finish work.

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    13 Jul 2024

  18. Rec 34

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    There was something else that fascinated Dottore about the Eleventh, too: he did not kiss. Perhaps he thought it too intimate, or something in Dottore’s scarred face repelled him. The reason did not really matter, but Dottore did so enjoy uncovering the answers to curious little questions. He always took careful notice of the boy’s physical reactions, of his expressions in the height of his pleasure - and, well. There were theories forming that, given the chance, he would dearly like to test. Which as it turned out, was sooner than he'd expected.

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    13 Jul 2024

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    12 Jul 2024

  20. Rec 12

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    You can't lose something you never had to begin with.

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    A companion piece to Miscreation.

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    07 Jul 2024

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