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    Reddit users share their off-ice encounters with MLH players.

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    10 Aug 2026

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    And what did you say, while you touched yourself for me? Rozanov's text reads.

    It’s like Rozanov’s cock is in Shane’s mouth now, filling him, protruding from his cheek like he’d taken a too-big bite of his food. He swallows the spit that gathers in preparation for… nothing. He types fast like it's revenge. Because it is.

    I said I need you.

    The response is quick:

    Send me a picture then.
    Show me where you need me the most.

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    Shane is all alone in his time of need. He learns about sexting and trying not to sext, and what can happen to a mind left alone to wander until the real thing is in front of you. Takes place between the 2014 Sochi Olympics and the Episode 4 opening montage.

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    08 Aug 2026

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    "That smell, I know that smell." Ilya is visibly confused but his pupils have dilated slightly, his body catching on before his brain can catch up. "Is that—? What are you wearing?"

    "It's just cologne. I thought that's what people did before this kind of thing." Shane puts his hands in his pockets and tries to look casual. He is absolutely not going to laugh at the bewildered look on Ilya's face.

    "What kind of thing? What are you talking about?"

    "You know. Before meeting up like this." He swallows. Squares his shoulders. "I mean, I gave you my room number. I told you I wasn't a chicken."

    He can pinpoint the exact moment that it clicks into place for Ilya what is happening. His mouth falls open. "You… it's— Hollander," he exhales. His eyes have gone almost entirely black and his breathing is ragged.

    Shane leans back against the door and tilts his chin down, looking up at Ilya through his eyelashes. "This is such a bad idea."

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    Scent is a pretty strong memory trigger. Shane finds the cologne he wore the night they first met up in Room 1410, and decides a do-over might be fun.

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    05 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 66

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    "Shane was used to the cold. But Ilya. Ilya was so warm."

    An insight into Shane's evolving headspace during an encounter between 2014 and 2016, AKA *”My moon, my man” playing faintly in the background*.

    Featuring Shane's compulsive googling habit, that goddamn mountain of cushions, and a lot of filth.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    “Hey,” Hollander says softly, settling a hand on Ilya’s back.

    Ilya turns away and fixes his gaze on a spot of chipped paint on the wall, trying to will the moisture trailing down his cheeks back into his tear ducts. “Sorry,” he whispers, shaking his head.

    He can’t actually remember the last time he felt so utterly mortified. This is not at all what he’d envisioned happening when Hollander asked for his room number. He’d guessed that a conversation was on the horizon; Ilya had just imagined it happening after he reminded Hollander exactly what he’d been missing while he was off being Rose Landry’s boyfriend. But no, Hollander always wants to clear the air, always needs to fucking talk, even though Ilya never has the right words for him.

    “Hey,” Hollander says again, somehow even more tenderly.

    The bed shifts, and suddenly Hollander is crawling into Ilya’s lap and cradling Ilya’s face in his hands and kissing him.

    (or, filling in the blanks between Ilya crying in Shane's arms and the bed being absolutely wrecked in the last shot of that scene)

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    27 Jul 2026

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    He leans closer and squeezes around Ilya’s cock, nudges his nose against his jaw. “It’s okay, you can say it. I won’t freak out, I promise. I won’t run.”

    Ilya looks at him like he doesn’t trust him fully, like he’s searching for the truth in Shane’s eyes. He licks his lips and blinks, barely nods, like he always does when he makes up his mind about something. One of his hands finds way to Shane’s nape.

    “Shane.”

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    27 Jul 2026

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    He can’t tell Ilya though. He can’t tell Ilya that his team might not be right for Shane. That this perfect solution is making Shane a worse hockey player, a bad teammate.

    That maybe Shane Hollander of the Voyagers really was his full name. That Shane Hollander of the Centaurs might not exist.

    He can’t say that. He can’t ruin everything. He can’t dim the shine in Ilya’s eyes, the bounce in his step, the color in his cheeks he didn’t have the last few years.

    Ilya sacrificed hockey for their relationship for two years, played on a crappy team and watched Shane win. It’s Shane’s turn to sacrifice, to figure out how to make this work and let Ilya lead this time.

    Or:

    Transitions are hard for Shane. Joining his husband's team turns out not to be an exception to that rule.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    The steady, persistent pressure of Rozanov’s thick cock sinking into him is unlike anything Shane has ever felt before. He feels impossibly full, impossibly exposed, but more than that, he feels good.

    Fuck, it’s good.

    It’s so good that he forgets to feel awkward as he begins to rock back into Rozanov’s thrusts. He forgets to feel ashamed as Rozanov draws sounds out of him he didn’t even know he was capable of making. As Rozanov drives him out of his mind and deep into his own body, holds him there, forces him to feel everything and think nothing at all—

    Shane forgets to feel anything but good.

    (In which Shane has a dirty fantasy, and Ilya runs with it.)
     



    “Ah,” Ilya says softly, brushing a finger along the column of Shane’s throat. “Is that what you want, Hollander? To be humiliated?”

    “Yes,” Shane says, the word a guttural moan. “No? I don’t know. Maybe. Fuck.”

    “To be put to good use? To be told what to do?”

    “Yes,” Shane gasps, relieved to be asked a simpler question. “That’s what I want.”

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    24 Jul 2026

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    "Chlamydia?" Ilya has never heard Hollander's voice reach such heights in the absence of a cock. "You have chlamydia?"

    "I did not get it on purpose," Ilya complains.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    Ilya has two problems.

    The first is that his best friend is freshly single and needs to get laid. The second is that Ilya is having some...weird feelings about it.

    These are completely platonic and heterosexual concerns for his friend, of course.

    (or a college au featuring shane and ilya as best friends, and shane as ilya's bisexual awakening)

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    20 Jul 2026

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    He still didn't know if this was normal - asking your friends about how good they were at sucking dick. Maybe this was how friendship worked for other people, if you weren't both hockey players, if one of you wasn't married, if your friendship didn't depend so much on knowing as little about each other as possible. If you knew the other person liked sucking dick.

    Maybe he just likes it when Rose looks at him like that, awestruck, like he's scored a hattrick. He doesn't know anyone else who would be this impressed by his knowledge of having sex with men, which is unfair, seeing how long he's worked to build it.

    Maybe that's why he ends up where he does, one arm extended to stick two fingers in Rose's mouth, her pink lipgloss sticky, smearing around his fingers, three of her fingers pressed as far as they can go into his, both of them drooling and stifling little snorts of laughter.

    Rose asks a lot of questions.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Episode 4 Fuck Montage meets Forced Proximity meets Accidentally Domestic and stuck in a storm with your No Commitment Non-Monogamous Long-Distance Situationship™

    Or: they get snowed in at Shane’s apartment and they’re both fucking horny and go multiple rounds.

    Oh, and it’s Christmas, isn’t it.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    “Ilya, are you deflecting because YOU don’t want to go?” The brown eyes Ilya folded for every time narrowed, flashing from pleading to suspicious in an instant. “C’mon, it would be so nice to just be in real nature for a bit.”

    Okay, fine. Ilya did not want to go. As much as he loved their team, he did not want to share his precious summertime with Shane paddling around a lake like some kind of 1800s fur trader. And frankly, he did not want to find out what constituted “real” nature in Shane’s mind.

    Or: When Shane insists they partake in the annual Centaurs canoe trip, Ilya wants no part in it. Throughout the trip though, Ilya gets to reflect on all the ways he and Shane have grown individually, together, and by being well-loved by their team.

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    25 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 55

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    “Just like game, if you want something,” Ilya guides him back down, smooths his thumbs over his hip bones, “You’re going to have to work for it.”

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    based solely on this post, and the tag "#shane whimpering while grinding on ilya's knee send tweet" specifically

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    20 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 81

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    “Later, you can rest on your stomach and I can do this all over again from the back.”

    Shane laughed lightly. “What more could you possibly have to say?” His words came out breathless and Ilya flushed in satisfaction when he heard how difficult it was for Shane to speak.

    There were a million and one more things Ilya could say about the perfect body he was so goddamn lucky to have below him in that moment. He could probably write a whole dissertation about it and be the first one in history with a degree in Shane Hollander’s body.

    or, Ilya shows Shane how much he loves his body.

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    16 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 72

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    “Is too much,” Ilya mumbled, his face half hidden in the pillow.

    “Yeah?” Shane pressed his chest flush to Ilya’s back and nipped at his ear. “You want me to stop?” He brought his hand up to tease at the crack of Ilya’s ass with his knuckle and smirked as Ilya whimpered again and pushed back against his fingers. “What was that?”

    “More, please.”

    “Mmm, good.” Shane kissed Ilya’s cheek. “I was just getting started.”

    or, three orgasms before nine in the morning. Happy 35th Birthday, Ilya Rozanov.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    "Shane felt himself ascend out of his body. So overcome by Ilya working him all night, and then taking him like this with no effort to get Shane off, just to use him. Just to show off how Shane was perfectly shaped, perfectly put on this earth for Ilya to fuck. How Shane’s whole life, his success, his career, his family was just a byproduct of being wholly and entirely Ilya’s. Of his knowledge that if Ilya wanted to keep him down here in this basement with this crowd for the rest of his life, Shane would be just fine because even in his most forlorn state, Ilya knew exactly how to care for him and protect him, how to bring him right to the edge and then effortlessly sweep him up and walk him right back."

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    As they prepare for their second season of being married and playing together, Ilya plans a special date to confirm a few suspicions about some kinks Shane has been harboring. Through an exclusive dinner, show, dance, and darkroom, Shane learns more about himself and the millions of ways Ilya knows and loves him.

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    19 May 2026

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    When Shane pulls away, he swallows audibly and the breath catches in his throat when he says, “There’s something you should know, too. Um, before.”
    Ilya traces a thumb over his lips, pouts his own to show he’s listening. “Hm?”
    “I’m a man,” Shane says, carefully.
    Ilya scoffs. “Obviously. I’m not—”
    “No, no, I mean—I’m a man. You need to remember that. Because—”
    “Oh,” Ilya murmurs. He brings his other hand up, settles it in the curve of Shane’s neck. “I understand."

    A hockey player and the most beautiful man he's ever seen walk into a bar.

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    17 May 2026

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    Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.

    Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.

    As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.

    (Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)

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    13 May 2026

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    Galina stopped writing to look at Ilya. "Do you think he'd be willing to talk to you next time it happens, even if it's late?"

    Ilya's stomach turned over. He didn't even want to consider it, but he knew the answer. "Yes. But he silences his phone at night."

    "Most phones these days have an option to let certain numbers ring through, even on Do Not Disturb. Do you think he'd be open to setting that up for you?"

    Imagining that conversation made Ilya nauseous. Yes, no fucking doubt, Shane would be open to it if Ilya explained the reason. "I'm not going to ask him to do that."

    Set during The Long Game, an alternate version where the plane scene doesn't happen. Instead, there's this: a car crash, a therapist's duty to report, and an urgent reckoning with priorities.

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    06 May 2026

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