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    Shane misses his friend.

    He hasn’t been able to see him a lot lately. He hates that. He knows it’s probably due to his new found success with streaming. Ilya went from no one to someone overnight, from averaging 10 viewers a night, one of which being Shane himself, to now thousands of people watching him.

    But to Shane, Ilya has always been someone.

    Now he spends the majority of his days playing some new game for his thousands of viewers. Shane’s happy for him, don’t get him wrong, he just wishes they got to spend more time together. Like they used to. Shane going to school two hours away didn’t help either.

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    11 May 2026

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    Shane has been missing for a long, long time.

    Or: Ilya goes on a road trip. Somewhere along the way, he finds himself again.

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    11 May 2026

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    “Well. I came out to the team as gay a few weeks ago. Apparently they decided they’d rather spend their time calling me a ‘geisha whore’ and standing around than doing their fucking jobs,” Shane said, dejectedly. He kept his voice low as they got into position for the game to start so the ref wouldn’t hear. His eyes trained on the ground, ready for the drop. He couldn’t force himself to look at Ilya in that moment.

    “What.” Rozanov’s voice was low as he growled the word out.

    Shane braved a glance upwards, hoping he wouldn’t see more disgust. While he did find it in Ilya’s eyes, it seemed to also be mixed with a twinge of sadness and pure, unadulterated anger. Ilya let out a harsh puff of breath.

    Unsure of how Ilya felt about his confession, Shane went on, “Yeah it’s whatever man. Sorry, I shouldn’t have-“

    “No. You don’t apologize. Motherfuckers.”

     

    AU where Shane is slightly older than Ilya. Shane captains the metros while Ilya captains the centaurs. Shane tries to come out to his teammates and much to the horror of the centaurs, they do not take it well.

    Aka Ilya decides it’s time for Shane to learn what it means to be loved and supported… romance shall ensueee

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    10 May 2026

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    Upcoming actor and well-known playboy Ilya Rozanov is good at getting what he wants.

    That is, until he wants hockey's golden boy Shane Hollander.

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    10 May 2026

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    Weed man Ilya thinks Shane is too adorable to pay for weed.

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    10 May 2026

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    All it takes is one principled stand for Shane Hollander's life to completely unravel.

    As he tries to untangle the thread, he finds that every end leads back to Ilya Rozanov.

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    10 May 2026

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    “It feels so strange. I’ve known you for eight years. I love you. No one alive knows me more than you do. But also. There’s so many things I’ve missed–things that I should know.”

    Shane worries his lip for a moment, thinking. “What if…what if we just. Ask. Everything you can think of. Everything you want to know. We spend the last day we have just. Learning everything we possibly can. No question’s off limits. Will that feel better?”

    Ilya nods, eyes closing as Shane kisses his forehead. “Yes, I think so.”

    Or: Ilya realizes that for all of the years he and Shane have spent together, there's still plenty left to learn. As their last day at the Cottage before returning back to their respective cities, they get one full day of questions and answers to catch up on everything they’ve missed.

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    10 May 2026

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    +1 (617) 555-9214
    [image blurred]
    thinking about u

    +1 (857) 555-4473
    i’m guessing this wasn’t meant for me

    +1 (617) 555-9214
    fuck.

    or: Shane Hollander receives a thirst trap from an unknown number - and absolutely should not reply, especially considering how much he and Ilya Rozanov can’t stand each other in real life.

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    10 May 2026

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    The NHL gives Ilya Rozanov one final responsibility before retirement: choose a rookie, train him for a year, and prepare him to inherit everything Ilya built in Ottawa.

    Shane Hollander is twenty-one, gifted, unnervingly observant, and quietly obsessed with Ilya’s career down to the smallest detail.

    Ilya has spent his whole life protecting his privacy, his body, and his control. Shane makes him want to lose all three.

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    10 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander starts receiving anonymous gifts at his desk.

    Ilya Rozanov, his husband, takes the investigation a little too seriously.

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    09 May 2026

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    “Tell me nothing is wrong with me,” he begs, his big brown eyes welling with tears that haven’t yet spilled over, and Ilya miscalculated somewhere along the way. Ilya fucked up.

    This is not Quiet Shane. This is the Shane that Ilya can’t control himself around no matter how many years it’s been. The Shane that’s always lurking underneath the surface, ready to drown him at the first sign of Ilya’s weakness—the first drop of blood in the water. This is the Shane that Ilya would send home with bitemarks on his face and arms, all the way up through the second grade, because Shane would smile at him, like Ilya’s own personal sunflower.

    Shane gets hard when a classmate from school hits him during a fight. Ilya, his best friend since diapers, knows everything there is to know about sex. Surely, he’ll have a way to fix this.

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    01 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is being an annoying, horny Snapchat menace.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Shane grew up surrounded by alpha posturing, declaring in the locker rooms how too big and too much their alpha cocks were, and Shane learned to take it as it was; overcompensation.

    Because any chance that he was able to sneak a glance in the shower stalls or the urinals, he’d roll his eyes over what they classified as too big and too much.

    When Shane saw Ilya Rozanov’s cock for the first time in the locker room shower the summer before their rookie year, Shane thought he’d finally found too big, but not too much.

    Not to Shane, anyhow.

    Or; Alpha Ilya Rozanov has never been able to spend his rut with a partner. Shane Hollander is up for the challenge.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    “My Shane,” Ilya says, gently touching Shane’s cheek. “I want you to make me a list. Seven different ways you want to come.”

     

    Or, Ilya makes Shane come. A lot.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Shane works in a world where bodies are accessible to everyone. He is the exception.

    Ilya Rozanov has spent his life in a world where nothing stays out of reach for long.

    In Shane’s world, the rules change. For the first time, he can look, pay, return, obey, and still be left outside.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    After Shane films an obscenely slutty advertisement for a sports drink company, the whole goddamn world decides he’s their new favorite sex symbol. Ilya reacts perfectly normally to this latest development.

    Or, 5 times Ilya is consumed with jealousy over his own fucking boyfriend + 1 time Shane shows him who he really belongs to.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    Ilya buys Shane a pair of thigh high frilly socks as a joke.

    Shane wears them.

    Everything else that happens is entirely Ilya’s fault.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    He couldn't find it anywhere, dread rolled over him with the fear of possibly dropping it on his walk, and now he definitely couldn't make it back to Ilya's. Fuck Stupid, why can't my brain work fucking normally for one day.

    In self destruction he once again yanked at his hair, and used the other hand to pick up his phone, his body forcibly finding the "Lily" contact automatically and pressing call.

    or..

    Shane Hollander drops HARD, after a quick departure from Ilya's house in Boston after some tuna melts, and sex, followed by an emotional overload of first name basis.
    Ilya is not feeling any better himself, however pulls himself together pretty quick after calling Shane to remind him of his forgotten wallet, and instead hears the state of Shane's sobbing.
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    An angst to fluff fic. But first heavy angst, but then pillow, fluffy fluff

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    15 Apr 2026

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    “How long were you kneeling?”

    “Mm?” Shane tilts his head a little, not understanding why Ilya would ask this question. Ilya should know better. “S-since you told me to.”

    “It’s been over an hour, Hollander!” Ilya barks out and he sounds frustrated and angry and Shane furrows his brows together. 

    Shane subdrops after their Vegas session and it takes a while for Ilya to realise.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander, a well booked, in demand model is back for the summer for a well deserved break. It was all going so well until his car decides to break down. Unsure of what to do, he calls the first garage he can find, not expecting to meet the most infurtiating, aggravating and beautiful man he had ever seen.

    Or,

    Shane's a brat who is used to getting what he wants, Ilya Rozanov doesn't give into a pretty face that easy.

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    88,152

    15 Apr 2026

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