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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    “You want to go outside for some fresh air, malysh-“ As Ilya talked he witnessed in slow motion as his Shane, who never drank during the season, who never even thought of drinking or eating outside his strict plan, was suddenly picking up a wine glass from the waiter walking around the room.

     

    “Ah, thank you so much!” exclaimed Shane, sounding cheerful for the first tonight.

    And consequently, he gulped down almost all of the liquid in one go. Eyes pinching as the wine taste grated at his throat.

    OR: Shane starting to indulge in alcohol after his outing and consequent move to Ottowa as it was the only thing, other than Ilya, that made his brain go fuzzy.

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    17 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    The Centaurs’ plane crashes and Ilya is left with serious injuries. As his medical proxy, Shane has to make a life-altering decision for Ilya while he’s in surgery. Their relationship might not survive it.

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    17 May 2026

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    Ilya tries to get Shane to be friends with Troy. It goes horribly.

    AKA Shane crashes out at Troy

    Chap 2: Shane and Rose talk about fame and rage

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    16 May 2026

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    "So this is your plan?" Ilya looked up, his voice dripping with contempt. "You want to buy me a dog so I stop biting?"

    Or: Shane expects to be a punching bag for a cruel alpha. Poor omega has no idea that he's actually about to be loved.

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    15 May 2026

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    But Ilya’s case worker had assured Shane on that first phone call that Ilya had been looked over by a doctor and given a clean bill of health. All Shane would have to do to ensure Ilya stayed that way was to take him down into subspace.

    So he had told himself to suck it up and had broached the subject with Ilya when they both sat down to lunch.

    It had, quite frankly, been a fucking disaster.
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    After enduring years of abuse at the hands of his doms, Ilya has no reason to trust that Shane Hollander will be any different. If it was up to him, he would never have to submit to another dom ever again, would never again have to endure the pain and humiliation of a scene. But it's not up to him, so he will grit his teeth and endure Hollanders attentions anyway.

    Shane is simply trying his best.

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    04 May 2026

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    Five years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov quietly went their separate ways. They handled their heartbreak differently. Shane cut off his family and friends and focused only on hockey, not that it helped, his game has totally fallen apart. Ilya had the support of the Centaurs, even if they didn't know why they were supporting him.

    But when Ilya announces his retirement at the end of the next season, it shakes Shane back to reality. He has one season left to play against the man he still loves; and then, would he ever see him again? As Shane starts to piece his life back together, the biggest missing piece is still Ilya.

    Ilya had planned to just enjoy the last season he'd play of professional hockey and obviously try to win another cup. But when Shane reaches back out, he has much more to consider. He never expected to talk to Shane again, but he can't deny that it's everything he's wanted in the last five years.

    Can they salvage what they had? Should they even try? How can Shane and Ilya be a part of each other's lives again?

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    20 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 59

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    Shane Hollander is a dedicated veterinarian. Ilya Rozanov is an obsessed dog owner. Sparks fly when they meet, and Ilya's flawless gaydar clocks Shane.

    Note: Being a vet is not all sunshine and rainbows, but I will do my best to focus on the positives and happy things - like puppy breath and owners who truly care about their pets.

    NO HARM WILL COME TO ANYA IN THIS FIC, I PROMISE!

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    19 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 45

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    “Mr. Rozanov, please, reconsider. Give us at least a few back up actors. This film, it’s a revelation. It’s your Oscar winner. Is he really your only choice?

    “Yes. He is my one and only choice. Without him, I walk away.” Ilya leaned forward, bracing his hands on the large table.

    “Get me Hollander. That is your job. Get me Shane Hollander.”

    ~OR~

    Ilya Rozanov is a famous Hollywood producer who has been trying for years to get Oscar-nominated and highly sought after Hollywood actor Shane Hollander to star in one of his films. Shane refuses to work with Rozanov, but will not tell anyone why. Ilya is ready to do whatever it takes to get Shane's attention.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Would you chose me over hockey, Hollander?

    Just fifteen minutes after Shane leaves when Ilya asks him to, he gets a call from Ilya crying profusely: his brother and sister-in-law are dead and he's the only guardian of his nieces.

    Now, with children in the middle, Shane has to make the choice between hockey and Ilya for real. And which one will he chose?

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    29 Mar 2026

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    “I’m pregnant.”

    “Pardon?”

    “I’m pregnant.”

    “Yeah, I heard you the first time. I was giving you the option to take it back.”

    “Take it back? Why would I do that?”

    “You’re not funny. Shane, genuinely please tell me what’s going on. Stop fucking around with me.”

    “Hayden, there’s a bun in my oven. I’m going to be eating for two. I’ll be out of commission for nine months. What other ways can I say this? I’m not fucking around with you. This isn’t a joke. I took four tests. I’m pregnant.” Shane said without a smile on his face. There was no laughter between his words. Hayden fell silent for a minute staring wide-eyed at Shane like he had seen a ghost.

    “Holy fucking shit.”

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    Shane is pregnant with Ilya’s baby. He proceeds to try to avoid Ilya while keeping the baby a secret. He’s not the best at avoiding Ilya though.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    After Alexei walks in on Sasha hitting on Ilya at the gala in Sochi, he does the most predictable - but terrifying - thing: he blackmails Ilya Rozanov, on the threat of telling Russia, and their father, the truth about Ilya's sexuality.

    It's a good thing that a very helpful, boring Canadian with gorgeous freckles offers to help him defect from Russia, in the most insane way possible: through marriage. To him.

    Or, Shane and Ilya do their relationship completely out of order. And, they realize later, they wouldn't have it any other way.

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    23 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 52

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    This takes place directly after the night club scene, when Ilya and Shane are alone with their thoughts about what just happened.

    He should have stayed that day. The day of the tuna melt. He should have sat down, should have said everything that was on his mind, should have chosen courage over fear. If Ilya had thrown him out afterwards maybe he wouldn’t be feeling so wretched now. Maybe he could feel anger towards Ilya rather than guilt and longing.

    Instead, he’d left and now every ugly, spiraling thought seemed to trace itself back to that moment.

    This was his fault.

    All of it was his fault.

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    15 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 35

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    Sugiki Shinya is starting to get tired of his same old routine; eat, work, sleep, repeat. When he comes across a small advertisement in the newspaper for Latin American dancing classes nearby, he can only think one thing: why the hell not?

    What he didn't factor in was the possibility of his teacher being the sexiest man in all of Tokyo. Now he has to deal with that as well.

    Or five times Sugiki finds himself insanely attracted to Suzuki during a crash course to Latin American dancing, and one time he realizes that those feelings are reciprocated.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander expects a new assistant coach, not a European legend with a reputation for discipline and a kinky rumor nobody can confirm.
    One late-night Google search turns curiosity into obsession — and by the time Shane meets Ilya Rozanov on the ice, it’s already too late to pretend he isn’t intrigued.
    Ilya is a strict coach, and this stirs something in Shane, making him second-guess everything he knew about himself.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    “Rozanov needs a place to stay. His visa won’t allow him to go home to Russia over the break, and we don’t have the cash to put him in a hotel.”

    Did the Harvard dorms completely shut down over the winter break? What about the dining hall? Shane supposed he didn’t really know. He’d never stuck around to find out, when he was younger. 

    “Okay?” 

    Coach raised his eyebrows. “So, he’s staying with you.” 

    Shane’s eyes went wide. 

    “What?” 

    “Come on, Captain,” Wiebe looked down his nose at Shane. “Try not to look too thrilled.”

     
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    or, Shane's a senior captain with an empty house over winter break. and Ilya's the freshman who will be crashing his Christmas. 

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    22 Feb 2026

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    “Alexei, I fucking told you to never call me again, you fucking piece of—”

    “Am I speaking with Ilya Grigorievich Rozanov?”

    Ilya went silent immediately. That was not his brother’s voice. Nor was it Katia’s, his sister-in-law. It was an aristocratic, cold voice. He went completely still.

    “Yes.”

    “I’m calling from the Child Services Department, Ilya Grigorievich,” the woman continued, and Ilya frowned deeply. “Your brother Alexei Rozanov and his wife died yesterday in a car accident.”

    Twice in his life, Ilya had felt like this. The ice around his heart melted just enough for the numbness to vanish and give way to a sharp, stinging pain. It lasted only two seconds before he managed to compose himself. He didn’t want to feel anything for Alexei, so even if Katia’s death carried a trace of sadness—she was a mess, but she always tried to smile at him and cook warm meals for him when he visited Russia—, he dismissed the feeling entirely.

    “So what?”

    “You are the only living family member of their daughter. Your brother named you as her legal guardian, Ilya Grigorievich.”

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is broke beyond all means and he has control issues, so of course he naturally finds solace in controlling a rich man. Shane Hollander is rich beyond all means and he has control issues, so of course he naturally finds solace in being the controlled rich man.

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    The sugar baby and sugar daddy AU, but flipped.

    Bonus scenes now in production and can be accessed when posted by clicking through the work series.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is Hollywood's sweetheart, an up and coming actor with all the fame and fortune that comes with it.

    After six months off, Ilya's just looking for a security gig where he won't get shot at for once.

    They're both in over their heads.

    *The Bodyguard AU*

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    06 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 19

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    Clark Kent is sent to Gotham, tasked with uncovering Bruce Wayne's secret identity as Batman. At first, the banter and tease doesn't take them far, until the two eventually fall into a very complicated relationship. Will he manage to uncover his boss' secret identity before falling in love? Who's mask will fall first?

    —————

    By their third shots, Clark feels bold enough to ask, “What about you? Any romantic history?”

    Bruce doesn’t hesitate to answer with a straight, “No.”

    “No as in… nothing?”

    “Never been with a woman,” Bruce says, then adds, “or a man.”

    Or a man.

    Clark tries to play a neutral reaction, yet his voice can’t help but come out a little too intrigued as he whispers, “Oh.”

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Inspired by all these Shane Hollander gets subdrop after the Vegas scene fics.
    Where Shane leaves Ilya's room feeling incredibly self-destructive and Ilya pulls him out of it.

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    Shane's autism, being properly drunk for the first time, and going into subdrop make for an insanely whumpy combination.

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    25 Jan 2026

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