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onward and upward by iguessyouregonnamissthepantyraid
Fandoms: Biohazard | Resident Evil (Gameverse)
12 Jun 2023
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“Who are you? And what are you doing here?”
What is—?
He’s…
He’s awake. He’s upright. The fire splitting his spine is entirely gone. Instead there’s a fist pressed against his chest nearly hard enough to bruise, keeping him pinned to the wall behind him.
And Leon Kennedy is glaring at him, eyes angry and distrusting—and cold, that’s the strange thing. Cold, as if Luis didn’t take his last breath before those very same eyes not thirty seconds ago.
(Or: Luis, in a time loop.)
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26 Oct 2025
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It was December 2017 and Callum Highway was returning home on leave from the army to a life and place that seemed like an eternal hell. Nothing ever changed. Until one day it did.
Or Canon divergence AU where the heist never happened. As a result, Callum never came to live in Walford and Ben never left.
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- Part 1 of Over the Rainbow
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- English
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- 144,938
- Chapters:
- 15/15
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- 367
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10 Oct 2025
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“You died.” Paddy saw his body, how the sand enveloped his lifeless face like a vestal shroud. The image has haunted him for months.
“Aye,” says Eoin, “something like that.”
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20 Sep 2025
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So when Paddy, crossing the Place des Vosges one late summer afternoon, caught sight of a familiar, lanky figure reclining on one of the benches there and felt the old spark of interest light him up again, he was taken by surprise but he was not surprised. After all, he thought, he’d always quite fancied Bill Stirling.
Bill and Paddy meet for the first time before they’re ready for each other. The spark is there but everything else is wrong. They meet a second time and then a third but it isn’t until years later when their paths cross in Paris that they are both in a place where a relationship between them might work—if they can let go of the hurts and tragedies of their pasts and embrace the possibilities of a future together.
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12 Aug 2025
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"Tell me of this love," she insisted, "Tell me and I will grant you one wish."
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12 Aug 2025
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My love is no short year’s sentence. It is a grief lodged under the skin. by SAINTS_SALVATION
Fandoms: SAS: Rogue Heroes (TV)
06 Aug 2025
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Eoin survives the war and falls in love. Paddy struggles with loosing the most profound connection of his life with the man he has been pining for since they reunited in the Ulster rifles.
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07 Aug 2025
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In the unofficial War Diaries of the SAS, Eoin McGonigal’s first postwar mission with SAS 1 was officially recorded as Operation Crèche. But for the few who were there and many who were not, when the story was told in barracks and mess rooms, it was referred to as ‘Paddy Mayne’s Honeymoon Tour’.
Mention of the adjective fucking was optional, but encouraged.
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- Part 1 of Operation Crèche
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01 Aug 2025
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Paddy dreams of Eoin McGonigal
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24 Jul 2025
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He found, to his surprise, that he actually missed the sight of Bill Stirling slouching towards him across war-torn villages, his face like a thundercloud. He missed their sparring, missed the brief, bright flare of true companionship between them and the promise it had held. Which was perhaps why, when Bill wrote to him at the Ayrshire camp, a letter sent from his estate barely thirty miles away, Paddy took the letter to a private place and read it carefully. And then, almost without meaning to, he wrote back.
Bill and Paddy strike up an unlikely correspondence in Scotland which survives the war and lasts for years. As their friendship strengthens and deepens, as it teeters on the dangerous edge of something more, they help each other through difficult times and hard decisions and realisations about who they truly are, until, in the end, they find their way back where they belong.
With each other.
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06 Jul 2025
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“Who. The fuck. Are you?”
“Uh.” Bill scrambled to his feet then stood there, failing entirely in his efforts not to stare. “I’m Bill Stirling. David Stirling’s older brother. David sent me to fetch you.”
“Fetch me?” Paddy Mayne’s gaze raked over him, trailed slowly from his face down his body then back up to his face again. His eyes—deep blue, sharp and intelligent—met Bill’s. “Aye,” he drawled. “I reckon you could.”
Then that beautiful mouth curled into a smile
Oh, Bill thought. Oh no. Oh, fuck.Paddy and Bill drive the length of the UK, from Cornwall to Scotland, on their way to David's wedding. Numerous circumstances befall them along the way, including, much to their annoyance, falling in love.
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05 Jul 2025
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It is with the deepest regret I must inform you that your son First Lieutenant Robert Blair Mayne, 87306, a member of my unit has been missing in action in [censored] since the mission of 16 November 1941.
Or an AU where Paddy is the one who goes missing after Operation Squatter.
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29 Jun 2025
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It starts with a cold case.
It ends with Carl Morck bleeding and handcuffed to a lie that started twenty-eight years ago.
Somewhere in the middle: a murder, a diary, and his terrifyingly competent partner who keeps pulling him back from the edge.
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- Part 1 of The Ethics of Silence
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- 11/11
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Bookmarked by rubayaa
20 Jun 2025
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a series of loosely connected oneshots around true detective, leading in chronological order up to carcosa and rust and marty getting together afterwards.
- 1992
- — lost causes
- 1993
- — foxhole
- 1994
- — long, tearless night
- 1995
- — night of the swallow
— machine in the ghost - 1998
- — magpie to the morning
- 2000
- — out of time man
- 2002
- — help that never came
— person, stranger
— way out there - 2012
- — fox confessor brings the flood
— star witness - 2013
- — ground to break
— baby in the king cake
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- 112,493
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05 Jun 2025
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We're Not Lovers (We're Just Strangers) by countessrivers
Fandoms: Slow Horses (TV), Slough House - Mick Herron
27 Feb 2025
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“Fuck off,” he’d eventually said, with rolled eyes and a half-hearted glare. And then he’d taken the money.
So yes, that had been the first time Spider had, in a roundabout way, paid him for sex.
But it wasn’t the last, and it only got more explicit.
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27 Apr 2025
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James Webb is not on Grindr. Grindr is a dim swamp of an app, populated with and built for ugly people with low standards. Webb wouldn't be caught dead on it.
That's his story, and he'll stick to it come rain, hail, or torture.
It is, of course, a lie.
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- Part 1 of pleaseverse
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20 Apr 2025
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12 Mar 2025
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Post-S3. The Roy kids return from Italy and plead for Sandi and a less-than-thrilled Stewy to join them in thwarting the GoJo sale and taking down their dad once and for all. Kendall resumes his lifelong on-and-off affair with Stewy, and confesses the manslaughter to him. Logan and co. launch aggressive ratfucking tactics in the hopes of warding off a takeover.
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09 Feb 2025
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He's made it 11 days clean out in the real world, since checking out of rehab. He declines every invitation to drinks, to dinner, he's the last one at the office, he pounds San Pellegrino and plays with his kids on the weekends. He's the picture of perfect health. He's a family man. He wants to do drugs so fucking badly.
(or, Kendall checks himself out of his first stint in rehab, goes on a bender, and reunites with Stewy for old times' sake.)
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02 Feb 2025
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Stewy opens the villa’s screen door at 11PM, barefoot in his cotton bathrobe, rum and lemonade in hand, and squints at the shadowy figure huddled on the other side.
“I want to play the friend card,” Kendall says, panting.
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02 Feb 2025
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Pressure on the Wound (a Testament to the Beloved) by murdertrashbabyrat
Fandoms: Bullet Train (2022)
15 Jan 2023
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Ladybug is as unlucky as they come but even he can’t believe the bitch of a situation he’s in now. Simple snatch and grab turned nasty run in with the ex, or whatever they were to each other. All he’d wanted was one simple job.
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Ladybug and Tangerine are exes when the events of Bullet Train happen. Canon is tailored appropriately and/or thrown out the window as the author saw fit.
Bookmarked by rubayaa
04 Jan 2025