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    ❝(ᴘʀᴀʏ ɪᴛ ᴀᴡᴀʏ, ɪ ꜱᴡᴇᴀʀ)
    (ɪ'ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇ ᴀ ꜱᴀɪɴᴛ, ɴᴏ ᴡᴀʏ)❞

    OR: you're sandrone and he's scaramouche, you're both MIA from the fatui and you're somebody that he worships, fears, and immensely loves. but you realize that because of his so called 'soul searching' causing more issues between you two, you're on your own 'soul searching' to seek something that you were never given: a chance to experience death and the love he wants you to give to him. so, you guess it's just not enough for you two to fuck and stay together to make it 'love', you guess.

    ARC 1, START.

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    ❝ᴀɴᴅ ɪ'ᴍᴀ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴛᴀʟᴋɪɴ' ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱʜɪᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴅᴀʀᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇꜱᴇ ʜᴏᴇꜱ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ!❞

     

    or: scarareader fic, just you know, from the other canon scarareader fic, where he's your kitsune and you're just a person that's called an onmyouji in the nation of inazuma. scaramouche and you never had the best of history together when he appeared before you with that shit attitude, and he's the sole reason of your trauma but damn you're just too tired to deal with anything else. good thing you can't tolerate bullshit.... right? you're the moon to his sun and that pretty much sucks because he'll forever chase after you, poor thing!

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    << 𝙶𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚊 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚔𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚕𝚕.
    𝙳𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚎 𝚊𝚏𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚍 𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚊 𝚍𝚘 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚜?
    𝙸'𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚍𝚖𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜.
    𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚟𝚘𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚠 𝚎𝚛𝚊 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚊 𝚋𝚒𝚐 𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚛.
    𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚛𝚒𝚟𝚊𝚕 𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚠.>>

    when the black knights heard of the SAZ for japan, everyone had their mixed feelings. zero is to meet princess euphemia in a week or so. until the day before the world of c has decided humanity needs to have a new game. those who were chosen were tossed into a place of madness where the stakes were much, much higher.

    the only warning is to be wary of the cards.

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    the harbinger called the ʻ mourning star ʼ gave ʻ the balladeer ʼ a contemplative expression, as it's been requested to have a song be sung. not requested but demanded from someone who desired like a destructive tornado crackling with electro particles. so the doll opens his mouth as he leans forward with their lips inches from another and there's a slow exhale:

    ❝ 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚞𝚙, 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚊 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖 . 𝚈𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚊 𝚖𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚎, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚊 𝚑𝚞𝚖𝚊𝚗 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝚆𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚞𝚙, 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗 𝚊 𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚗, 𝙻𝚘𝚠 𝚘𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚖, 𝚜𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚛𝚞𝚗 𝚘𝚗 𝚐𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎. 𝙾𝚑, 𝚘𝚑, 𝚘𝚑, 𝚘𝚑 - 𝙸 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎'𝚜 𝚊 𝚏𝚕𝚊𝚠 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚌𝚘𝚍𝚎, 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚎 𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚌𝚎𝚜 𝚠𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎. ❞

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    he wakes when a new game is afoot and he has to choose the newest pawn to correct the insufferable ways of those working under him.
    "so... i'm awake, because..."
    zhongli sighs when he places a tender kiss on venti's forehead, smiling slightly at the familiar feel of bangs tickling his nose.
    "a new game, you have to guide a lost soul."
    "a-ah... how long has it been since the last...?"
    "5 years."

    silence.

    venti frowns as he licks his lips. guiding someone to their true freedom was always a joy to do but they both knew it's because of something much worse. he breathes in while zhongli carries him to their large kitchen.
    "how bad... how bad is it?" his voice is nervous, cracking.

    the reapers game is set again, making the composer wake from his slumber and the reapers stir in agitation to win the game. it's unfortunate because xiao, who thinks himself as a decent person despite his misgivings, is the poor fool that becomes the chosen pawn to win the complicated chess game. the only thing welcoming xiao is realizing he's dead and hell is probably paradise compared to this mess.

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    "ᴛʜᴇ ᴀʙʙᴇʀᴀɴᴛ ᴋᴇʏ, ʙᴏʀɴᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜʏ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ᴀʀᴍ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴋᴇʏ ᴏꜰ ᴛᴡɪʟɪɢʜᴛ, ʙᴏʀɴᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜʏ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴀʀᴍ. ᴛʜᴇ ꜰɪɴᴀʟ ᴡᴀᴠᴇ. ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴜʀɢᴇ ᴏꜰ ʀᴇʙɪʀᴛʜ ꜱʜᴀʟʟ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ꜰɪʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ. ᴛʜᴏᴜ ꜱʜᴀʟᴛ ʟᴇᴀᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ɢᴏᴅꜱ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴛᴡɪʟɪɢʜᴛ. ᴛʜᴏᴜ ᴅᴇꜱᴛʀᴏʏᴇꜱᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴇꜱᴛ, ᴛʜᴏᴜ ᴘᴏᴡᴇʀʟᴇꜱꜱ ᴏɴᴇ ᴀꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛɪʀʀɪɴɢ ꜰᴏᴏᴛꜱᴛᴇᴘꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴀ ɢɪᴀɴᴛ ꜱʜᴀᴅᴏᴡ ꜱᴏᴜɴᴅ. ᴏʜ ʙʟᴇꜱꜱᴇᴅ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴏɴᴇꜱ... "

    ║windblume: hey xiao, are you there?
    ║windblume:  xiao?
    ║windblume:  … i’m not doing well, xiao pls respond i’m literally shaking so badly pls.
    ║windblume: gods pls just pls respond pls pls i need you

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    this is a deadly dance we're doing, babe.

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    ❝ 𝐈 𝐢𝐧𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞, 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝. ❞

    your gnosis is the queen and his the rook; hold onto him when even the heavens betray you. the game starts now.

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    you think you're curing a disease? you think you got the answers to vaccines?

    you take my fragile bones and make them your own.
    you're making me hate me.
    you'll never save me.

    OR: somehow, for some reason, time keeps looping and it is the reason that lelouch vi britannia is hollow inside, the reason why suzaku kururugi is becoming determined and empty, euphemia is trying to change her death to fix her knight and brother, and c.c. can only pray to god some more. time keeps looping when suzaku stabs him with that cursed blade on zero requiem. but nothing seems to change when lelouch keeps hitting the ground next to nunnally.

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    30
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    24
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    4,217
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    I'm in your blindspot, god while I get your rocks off and worship to the beat.
    I wanna thank you. Come again!
    That was great, do you need a receipt?

    I've got blood on my hands, no guilt on my conscience.
    The war in your path? Your mind is the target!
    All of my flaws, I wear 'em with honor.

    I am the enemy.

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    10,508
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    6/?
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    18
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    32
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    2
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    •《it isn't about what you like; it's about whats right》

    *remake of Parasite Eve + Big Bad Wolf; a written collab. please read the disclaimers!

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    《 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞'𝐬 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞
    𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲'𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐢𝐧𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞
    𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐭𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞
    𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐈'𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥,
    𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐮𝐩 𝐢𝐧 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐞 》

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    "how much longer do you wish to stay in your own cage?"
    "you're not real. you can't be real."

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    You see I am the wolf, and this dirty little piggy lives inside of me.
    You see every now and then,
    I forget which one that I want and which one that I need.
    I have come to realize that both of them have become a necessity!
    I now have come to realize that I become which animal I choose to feed!

    ☆☆

    suzaku and lelouch are now bonded via geass contract, where the stakes are high and everyone brought back must choose a side of the on going war. charles and marianne will do anything to rid the world of lies while v.v. wishes to pull the strings on everyone around him. it's predator versus predator and even the smallest of prey can be deadly.

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    4/?
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    6
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    5
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    1,021
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    《𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐝,
    𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞!
    𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐈'𝐦 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 -
    𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞'𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐚 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐞

    𝖂𝖊𝖑𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖌𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖜 𝖚𝖓𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖉! 》

    and when the dark carnival comes to town, there is a secret that finally makes itself known from the widely known britannian family. unfortunately it endangers the greatest secret hidden in plain view and all lelouch can think is 'give me a bloody break!' during it all.

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    O, my nightmare is the sweetest dream.
    You're not here anymore and I'm to blame.

    OR: suzaku and lelouch suffer zero requiem in the world of ff14.

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    1/1
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    7
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    1
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    I don't pray to God, but I did today.
    Just to take a minute of the pain away.
    'Cause I'm scared that I believe in nothing -
    Am I on my own?

    OR: lelouch vi britannia and suzaku kururugi were considered dead men with new identities. love comes in a new form but at a heavy price when the past catches up with hungry jaws.

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    1/?
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    10
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    1
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    226
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    Love and Destruction always love another, so why break them apart?

    OR: a project suzalulu fic where lelouch is all 8 forms of love, suzaku is destruction, nunnally is mentally better and stronger. lelouch wants suzaku to bed him whenever they see another, suzaku willingly obliges. they're so in love until, well. guess some people just don't want them happy.

    whose to say?

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    2/?
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    2
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    35
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    1
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    assassin: i found someone venting.

    mordred: that's apparently healthy, rolo.

    assassin: what.

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    5/?
    Comments:
    10
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    62
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    895
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    he carries sunflowers with him to give to the soul he searches for, wanting him to remember. he carries sunflowers in hopes to atone for the endless sufferings.

    or: vampzaku seeks lelouch's soul over and over again, even when he is the one who kills him in the end. can he change it THIS time around? set in an apocalyptic setting where a strange virus turns humans to either vampires or reanimated monsters ( known as zombies ).

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    6,047
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    27
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    511
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    his brain overloaded & he just wanted to escape to the field of yellow & joyful laughter.

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    1,070
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    54
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    657

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