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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    At this point in their relationship, after so many years learning each other inside and out, Shane doesn’t take it to heart when Ilya gets bitchy. There’s never any real malice behind it, and they’ve perfected the art of talking things over afterwards.

    But first, this.

    Day 1: Bratting.

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    16 Oct 2026

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    Shane is conscious for the entire crash. That doesn’t mean he remembers it.

    The brain has a funny way of blocking out trauma like this, of shielding the body from things that would hurt it to remember. But Shane’s ears are still ringing with the sounds of metal crunching and tires screeching, even if there’s a large blank space in his head where the memory should be. The crash was a blur, a blink. Terribly long and then suddenly over, a heavy silence now descending over the eerie stillness.

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    A week after returning from their honeymoon, Shane gets in a car accident that threatens the future he and Ilya so painstakingly fought to build.

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    14 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 33

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    Shane Hollander is forty-two years old, a certified and recently retired Hockey Legend, and he just wants to find someone to make the nights less lonely.

    Ilya Rozanov is twenty years old, a russian immigrant and self described 'alpha male', and he just wants to find a rich old gay guy to use and abuse.

    This is a love story.

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    13 Oct 2026

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    'Boy meets boy, boy falls in love with boy, boy falls out of love with boy, boy files for divorce, boy discovers rare and shocking pregnancy, boy gives birth two weeks after divorce is finalised, boy makes colour-coded custody schedule spreadsheet.'

    Not all love stories have happy endings.

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    12 Oct 2026

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    “I was thinking about the honeymoon phase thing.”
    “Yes?” Ilya said.
    “I think it’s different for us. I don’t want us to be all blissful and then only start fighting when we’re back to barely seeing each other. I think it’s good if we figure things out now, when we have the time. Whatever needs figuring out. So we have a solid foundation going into the season. Sort of like training camp.”
    “So this means you will keep getting mad at me for things,” Ilya said.
    Shane smiled, rolled his eyes. “Yeah, exactly,” he said.
    “Good, I find it very hot,” Ilya said, and kissed him.

    An insecure over-thinker and a self-destructive thrill-seeker walk into a relationship.

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    11 Oct 2026

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    Shane posted a picture he shouldn't have. His friends, family, and fans react.

    Back by popular demand, this is PART 2 to my fic My Regards! It takes place immediately after My Regards ends and will not make sense if you haven't read that one first, so please go find it located in this series :)

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    11 Oct 2026

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    “What the fuck is Shayden?” Ilya asks, nose deep in his phone. They’re sprawled across the couch, enjoying a lazy evening at the cottage.
    Shane snorts, “I think it’s me and Hayden. Like our duo name.”
    “You and Pike? Shane, they are saying you are in love with him.”

    /

    In the Heated Rivalry Universe, Shayden is the most popular RPF ship. Ilya takes to his burner account to set the record straight.

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    11 Oct 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

    -

    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    11 Oct 2026

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    “Why is he dating when he has me?”

    “I mean… you’re not with him,” Cliff said carefully, and Ilya sat up, glaring at his best friend. “Oh come on, Roz, you know that’s true. Maybe you’re friends now or whatever, but he’s not agreed to be with you or anything.”

    Ilya sniffed, his eyes welling up in that way they only tended to after too many drinks. “I… I would be perfect for him, Marly. I would treat him soooo good, I would kiss his little freckles, and fuck his pretty little hole-”

    “Okay, that’s enough,” Cliff said, cutting Ilya off in his prime.

    Shane Hollander is tired of men who can't keep up with what he needs without being taught how.

    So, one drunken night, he sends a tweet into the void:
    I’m done with training men to be what I need. Where can I find a man who doesn’t need instructions?

    Ilya Rozanov sees it and decides this is finally his chance. Because if Shane wants a real man - someone confident, someone capable, someone who can give Shane exactly what he wants - then Ilya is more than happy to volunteer.

    All he has to do is prove to Shane that the man he's been looking for has been right in front of him all along.

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    11 Oct 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 22

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    "So, Shane?" JJ’s voice drifted over from deeper in the apartment. Shane made a non-committal hum as he opened the first box by the door. "Did this hole in the floor come with the original price of the rent, or was it extra?"

    Shane straightened up quickly. "Hole...?"

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    09 Oct 2026

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    college senior ilya rozanov gets a text from an unknown number after practice. whoever is texting him is a little creepy, but... oddly sweet, sometimes.

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    06 Oct 2026

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    They were supposed to be nothing more than hockey rivals.

    Then they became something neither of them knew how to name, and when Shane wanted to confess his love... he lost everything all at once.

    Five years later, Ilya Rozanov is back, needing a physical therapist and Shane is forced to confront everything he never got over, and everything he never got an answer for.

    Or: Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov weren't over yet.

    It gets worse before it gets better, right?

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    06 Oct 2026

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    The first few months of Shane and Ilya's relationship weren't perfect, but at least they were finally together. Even if they were long-distance. And a secret.

    Despite the difficulty of missing each other, they found solace through texts.

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    Snippets of Honeymoon Phase Hollanov :)

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    06 Oct 2026

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    As Shane speed walks over to his building, Ilya locks up the car, then comes up behind him just as the front door beeps approvingly, sliding open. 

    He stays pressed up against Shane as they enter. It makes their walk a little awkward, all but waddling over to the lifts on the left, but Shane would rather die than ask Ilya to get off. His hard cock presses against Shane's ass like a promise of what's to come and he arches back against him, baring his neck for Ilya in an invitation he so happily accepts. 

    By the time the lift beeps with its arrival, Ilya has sucked what feels like a massive hickey into his skin, still nipping at it as they stumble inside. 

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    06 Oct 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a trans guy, an uptight honor student, and a virgin who’s just trying to get through his senior year of high school.

    Enter irresistibly attractive junior ice hockey player Ilya Rozanov who’ll be billeting with his family for the year and seems hellbent on dismantling everything Shane ever thought he knew about his sexuality.

    Some bad decisions may or may not be made along the way.

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    06 Oct 2026

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    Sveta
    Help me
    I am in love with a virgin

    Ilya was exaggerating for comic effect, of course. He wasn’t in love with Shane Hollander. He was just absolutely infatuated with him and wanted to carry him around in his pocket and also fuck him senseless and then count his freckles while he slept beside him. So not love, just whatever that was, but still. It was a problem.

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    A newly-drafted Ilya Rozanov finds himself transfixed by a beautiful man in the grocery store.

    Newly-single college student Shane Hollander does something uncharacteristically brave.

    Neither of them are prepared for just how out of their depth they're about to be.

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    05 Oct 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 19

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    "Is that everything, sir, or can I help you with something else?" Shane's smile crinkles the corners of his eyes, as he ducks his head, to look at Ilya. Playing coy. He likes this so much. He was so excited to plan it: the hotel room, the suitcases, their outfits, the rough fuck that will press deep on the tangled, anxious knot in his brain and melt him into Ilya's malleable clay.

    Too bad for Shane, that Ilya likes playing with Shane best, when he's crafting his own game-plan.

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    04 Oct 2026

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    “Why are you so sure he’ll reject you? He was already fucking in love with you, Roz, literally all of us knew it, it was clear just from how he looked at his fucking phone—”

    “That was— That was a fucking miracle, Pike. Miracles don’t happen twice.”

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    shane doesn't remember his relationship with ilya after the hit. ilya was going to break up with him anyway.

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    03 Oct 2026

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    “Shane,” he says, dread filling his stomach, “is this Boston Lily’s house?”

    “Maybe,” Shane says, dropping down another cooler with a loud bang. “But shhhhh,” he says, putting a finger to his lips, “you can’t tell, okay?”

    “Shane,” Hayden says, a little desperately. “Shane, we have to go.”

    “No,” Shane says, drunk and stubborn and pushing the doorbell about fifty thousand times in quick succession until Hayden pulls his arm away.

    “Shane,” Hayden says, nearly a plea, “listen, I know she broke your heart, but dropping off two hundred pounds of tuna isn’t-”

    Before he can finish telling Shane that a drive-by tuna fishing isn’t a cure for a broken heart, the door opens. When it does, though, it’s not some buxom Boston beauty in a silky negligee.

    It’s Ilya fucking Rozanov.

    Hayden’s one consolation in this mindfuck is that at least Rozanov looks equally surprised at finding himself in this situation.

    (while drowning his sorrows post tuna meltdown, shane ends up in possession of approximately two hundred pounds of raw tuna) (naturally, there's only one person he wants to gift with such a bounty)

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    01 Oct 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 12

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    “Can I have sex?” Shane asked. This seemed both the most easy and the most difficult question. He was in bed. That part was easy. But Ilya was setting the boundaries of what reality was today. And realistically, especially based on the fears Shane had shared with Ilya all those weeks ago, Shane wasn’t sure if the answer would be yes.

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    01 Oct 2026

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