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nemesism (n.): frustration, anger, or aggression directed inward toward oneself and one's way of living
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Spencer Reid has never had it easy. He struggles with obsessive-compulsive disorder and autism on a daily basis, masking at work so his colleagues don't see him as weak. It seemed like a highly necessary plan; pretend at work, never let them see who he really was.But after years of bottling up emotions, he picked up several unhealthy coping mechanisms. Not long after he managed to kick his dug addiction, he returned to his oldest-learned mechanism: self-harm.
After several weeks of worrying behavior and an especially triggering case, Derek Morgan asks to stay the night to make sure his friend was okay, and Spencer regrettably agrees. And then his whole world is turned upside-down.
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This was created after I realized how unrealistically these topics are portrayed in many other fics. There is a dire need for a realistic explanation of addiction, recovery, and the ups and downs of real life, and I decided to give that to the AO3 world. That being said, keep in mind: it is hard, gritty, and painful. But, just like life, things do get better in the end. -
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A collection of angst one-shots for the Criminal Minds team.
Hurt/comfort and character analysis is my main goal for these one-shots.
Since this is a collection of angst stories, be aware of the general possibility of triggering nature in these writings.
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The Drafting Of Jubilee Line by saradactyl03
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game)
15 Feb 2022
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Nothing had changed outside, but everything had changed inside of Wilbur. All of his resolve to live was gone, flung to the ground and shattered. So he did what he thought he would never actually do. Wilbur began drafting a suicide note in the form of a song.
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Or; a story of how Wilbur wrote Jubilee Line
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Four times the BAU team almost find out about Reid’s unhealthy coping mechanisms, and the one time they do.
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18 Oct 2025
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After spending the majority of your formative years being forced to claw your way to the top, you are finally where you wanted to be. As the newest member of the BAU, you must work to build a relationship with your new team while also solving some of the most grizzly cases brought to the FBI. Between flying back and forth across the country and the mountain of paperwork that never seems to get any smaller, you thought your past wouldn't have a chance at creeping back up on you. However, when things begin to get a little tricky again, will the team be able to keep you from falling to pieces?
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18 Oct 2025
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It was supposed to be a cut-and-dried case. Now, it's anything but. Reid is broken, Morgan is picking up the pieces, and the man responsible is still at large.
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- Part 1 of Fragments of You
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18 Oct 2025
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Dr. Jane Hart has been with the BAU since practically the start, before Emily and Elle or even Morgan and Reid. Yet somehow - no one seems to know anything about her. But even the best pretenders can't hold against profilers forever, no matter how hard they try. Secrets and lies have a way of coming out in the end, after all. (Nonlinear. AU. Fem!OC)
CHAPTERS GET LONGER OVER TIME. COMPLETED.
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18 Oct 2025
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Reid's life is ripped to pieces when he falls victim to a sadistic psychopath. With his life irreparably damaged, things seem to keep getting worse as the team realises that the picture is a lot bigger and scarier than they initially thought. Will Reid ever feel safe again? And can the BAU do anything against such an intricate web of betrayal?
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- Part 1 of Reasonable Doubt Collection
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18 Oct 2025