16 Works by saturnleft
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Don't you leave me in this silence, when you've seen all my mistakes by saturnleft
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP, Video Blogging RPF
21 Jan 2024
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Tommy has always been independent. Always been a kid that people look at, ruffle the hair of and say "I never have to worry about you, eh?". Because of this, he never thought he needed that much attention. He's proven wrong in the worst of ways.
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Tommy experiences a world-tilting shift when he moves out of his childhood home and into a lonely, single bedroom apartment cities away from his family. This wakes an unintentional cry for help, and he falls heart first into an eating disorder. He tells himself he'll stop once everyone around him notices, but there's one person who refuses to bring it up.
Wilbur has always said he'd do anything for Tommy, but he's forced to acknowledge that that might not be the truth.
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take me as I am, and don't ask me for more by saturnleft
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP, Video Blogging RPF
23 Feb 2023
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Wilbur is sick of the forced recovery cycle. He stops bothering to hide the shit he's putting his body through, and his friends are more than a little concerned.
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You can't help somebody who doesn't want it, no matter how hard you try.
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all that a stranger would see by saturnleft
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF, Dream SMP
21 Feb 2023
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Wilbur was reluctant to recover as is. But, when the entire world learns about his disorder, he’s got no choice but to fully commit to getting better. There’s no where you can hide from that many watchful eyes, after all.
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- Part 3 of liability
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blue ambitions by saturnleft
Fandoms: Dream SMP, Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game)
10 Sep 2022
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Ranboo didn't think anyone would mind him running a little late. It had been a long day, and they weren't planning on making any content until tomorrow, anyway. Tommy had even messaged him to "stop spamming, you prick. Tubbo can't make it any clearer that he doesn't mind." So why is Wilbur so pissed at him?
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A night filled with an unwarranted amount of tension boils over and prompts a very-needed conversation. It also kick-starts a new, hopefully better chapter of Ranboo's life.
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Don't Listen to a Word I Say by saturnleft
Fandoms: Dream SMP, Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game)
10 Aug 2022
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It's late and Wilbur's too lazy to drag himself off to his office, so he decides to stream from his bedroom for old times sake. What could go wrong?
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Poor communication and Wilbur's substandard scale-hiding skills lead to Joe outing his eating disorder live on stream.
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better on my own by saturnleft
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
30 Jul 2022
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The five times Wilbur's eating disorder ruins what should be a beautiful memory and the one time he does something about it.
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- Part 2 of liability
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my body (is a badly designed, poorly put together vessel) by saturnleft
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
29 Jun 2022
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Technoblade doesn't eat before events. This isn't a problem. Well, until it is.
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heal the scars from off my back by saturnleft
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game)
29 Jun 2022
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Wilbur practices some healthy communication, and Tommy learns something new about his best friend.
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there's only one way up by saturnleft
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF, Dream SMP
12 Apr 2022
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Wilbur wonders exactly when, in his absence, everyone around became so remarkably dense.
Sometimes, we take steps back without realising. Techno learns that it doesn't always have to be a big deal.
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turning pirouettes in your sleep by saturnleft
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
25 Mar 2022
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Wilbur doesn't like to eat in front of people. Tommy's gotten used to it over the past two years.
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Attitude and Outlook, I realise that it matters by saturnleft
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game)
07 Feb 2022
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Techno, Ranboo, and Phil have perfected a harmonious routine over the years they've lived together. Although, in honesty, it's neither harmonious nor perfect (which can be expected living with two kids constantly dragged down by their past traumas). But it works. With Techno just about to leave for university and Ranboo entering his most important school year, an emergency placement for two kids could not come at a worse time. However, Phil's never had the heart to say no, and Techno can only argue against him so much.
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Techno messes up and just wants to be left alone to brood in isolation. Instead, he's interrupted by a phone call from a panicking, regretful, and, most of all, scared Tommy.
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A night of mistakes followed by a morning of healing.
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I've tried hard to love me too by saturnleft
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
04 Jan 2022
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A long-awaited meet up for the SBI! It is a well-earned break in busy schedules to finally meet some of your closest friends and spend some face to face time with actual human beings. At least, this is the way Techno is looking at it. He doesn't realise the ulterior motive Phil, Wilbur and Tommy have for insisting on Techno flying all the way to England to meet them.
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Techno has been dealing with some mental health problems he thought were well resolved. This causes him to unintentionally distance himself from his closest online friends. Wilbur, Phil and Tommy decide they've had enough of their fruitless worrying and convince Techno to fly out to England.
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every perfect summer is eating me alive by saturnleft
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game)
27 Dec 2021
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Ranboo arrives in the UK, and things are great! Except for they're not, and Tubbo slowly begins to catch on to what's horribly wrong with Ranboo.
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Ranboo's had an eating disorder for a heavy amount of years, and the cruel part of his brain isn't planning on letting up for his trip to England.
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- Part 1 of liability
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come out with your hands up we've got you surrounded by saturnleft
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
21 Jul 2021
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Techno watches Bo Burnham's INSIDE to try and understand more of Tommy and Wilbur’s references. The film hits harder than he thought it would, and Techno is left in the worst depressive state he’s ever had to deal with.
After two weeks of complete radio silence passes and the group has had enough of their useless worrying. Phil asks Kristen, who's still in the US waiting to come home, to visit Technoblade in California.
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safety in numbers, along with some comfort. by saturnleft
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game)
14 Jul 2021
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Technoblade's on a call with the sbi when he realises that today marks him a year clean from self-harm. He takes the news a little harder than he probably should and worries a very confused Phil and Tommy. Cue Wilbur joining the call along with an overwhelming amount of comfort as Techno does his best to explain what's going on.
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