satxrnsgem
Fandoms
- Squid Game (TV 2021) (29)
- Five Nights at Freddy's (26)
- The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton (19)
- The Outsiders (1983) (18)
- Original Work (1)
Recent works
-
make me feel like i am breathing, feel like i am human by satxrnsgem for bpdnamgyu
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
16 Jan 2026
Tags
Summary
"Yo." Thanos steps behind the sofa and into the kitchen to set the bags down on the counter. He comes back then, and stands behind Nam-gyu before bowing down and resting his cheek on the top of his head, arms snaking around the base of his neck.
"Store any fun?" Nam-gyu asks him with a soft giggle. "You find anything good?"
"Yes, sir, I did," Thanos replies, voice muffled against his hair. "I got your favorite. But, not just anything. I'm gonna make it from scratch. Or, well, learn to. Probably good that I've never done it before, 'cause. you'll probably love it so much that you'll never wanna go to our spot again."
or
Nam-gyu receives a work promotion. To celebrate, Thanos takes care of him.
-
i know i'm no sweet prince of love by bpdnamgyu, satxrnsgem
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
09 Jan 2026
Tags
Summary
After a fight following the games, Nam-gyu and Thanos part ways for over a year. On New Year's Eve, just before midnight, a text message changes everything.
or
A New Year's Eve reunion, told through the POV of both Nam-gyu and Thanos.
-
Tags
Summary
After a larger-than-normal fight with his father, Su-bong has to escape. Nam-gyu, of course, follows him.
or
Nam-gyu and Su-bong run away together. Along the way, they discover that home was never a place at all.
-
Tags
Summary
"Nam?" he asks.
Nam-gyu steps forward, and before Thanos can say aything more, his lips are on his. Nam-gyu's hands tangle in his combed hair, only serving to mess it up again.
When they finally pull away, Thanos is, for once, speechless. His eyes sparkle as they bore into Nam-gyu's. It's Nam-gyu who speaks first, quietly. "You're so fucking hot."
And Thanos, just as quiet: "You drive me crazy."
or
Thanos and Nam-gyu are celebrating their one year anniversary. They don't have to leave the house to do so.
-
(show me the place) where he inserted the blade by satxrnsgem for malfxy
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
26 Nov 2025
Tags
Summary
"Thanos," he says, louder this time, and Su-bong's head snaps upward, and the blade drops to the floor with a sharp clink, small drops of blood dotting the tile. For several drawn out moments, neither of them move. Nam-gyu remains in the doorway, eyes wide and mouth agape, and Su-bong remains huddled in the corner, matching his expression to a T.
But finally, Nam-gyu snaps out of it, and when he takes a step forward, Su-bong recoils harshly, like a wounded animal. His unscathed arm flies upward, almost as if to shield him from potential harm.
"Thanos," Nam-gyu repeats, almost inaudibly. "Honey. Hey— hey, don't— none of that." With a hint of caution, Nam-gyu steps forward some more, leaving the bottles on the counter. He kneels down in front of Su-bong, grabbing his wrist with as much gentleness as he can muster and pulling it down and toward him.
or
Nam-gyu comes home to find something that Su-bong never intended him to.
Recent series
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
If you and your roommate were in need of money, you'd do anything for it. Or at least Namgyu and Thanos would.
When searching for quick money making hustles, Namgyu comes across an adult video website. He begins filming Thanos, but that doesn't make enough money. And two-guy stuff seems to be more popular, so, maybe a little hand action beside each other wouldn't be too bad.
Bookmarked by satxrnsgem
10 Jan 2026
-
Tags
Summary
in which, Nam-gyu gets sick, and Thanos is reminded just how clingy Nam-gyu can be.
-or sick thangyu fic and its horny
Series
- Part 2 of love on digital
Bookmarked by satxrnsgem
23 Dec 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Enamored openly instead of swallowing it all, drinking down all that’s beautiful and golden and right about Thanos to soothe what’s rotten about himself, to fill in any and all of the gaps. To own and claim and take from – give – to have Thanos warm and all his in his hand.
To own anything at all. To taste what it is to mean something, to show someone what they mean back. Common ground in the ugly. Craving, need. Love, in some twisted, too soon way. Intense and right away and all Nam-gyu has, no matter how desperate and disgusting devotion looks on him. The way it twists itself into what surely comes off as begging. Pathetic.
Or: five times that Nam-gyu loves Thanos so much that he doesn't know what to do with all of it, and the one time he does.
Series
- Part 5 of From the Outside
Bookmarked by satxrnsgem
19 Dec 2025
-
Tags
Summary
The memory unravels before he can hold it tight. The heat of the club light fades, just like the velvet chair and the cheap perfume does. No more laughter to be heard, only the whirring of the speakers in his mask clinging to his ear. The suffocating silence of obedience. Nam-gyu's hands grip metal instead of polished glass, his rifle pressed steady against his shoulder as he peers through the scope.
There he is.
On the field, among the trembling players frozen mid-step, stands Thanos.
Or: Nam-gyu is a pink guard, suddenly faced with the mess of Thanos being one of the players.
Bookmarked by satxrnsgem
06 Dec 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Namgyu just wants to go pee, but Thanos won’t let him.
Trapped on the couch, desperate and overwhelmed, things spiral from teasing to something much more intense.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,631
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 31
- Kudos:
- 224
- Bookmarks:
- 29
- Hits:
- 3,907
Bookmarked by satxrnsgem
30 Nov 2025