satxrnsgem
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- The Outsiders (1983) (18)
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you believe me like a god (i'll destroy you like i am) by satxrnsgem for uroczezwloki
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
09 Apr 2026
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And, God. Thanos.
Thanos right here, hovering over him, crooked grin etched onto his face. Thanos, with his expensive violet hair dye, freshly done and spiked up just the way he likes it. Thanos, devoid of scar tissue, devoid of all that Su-bong hates about himself. He's even filled out. The healthiest his body has ever been. And he's younger, too. A better time. And suddenly, Su-bong feels ashamed to present himself like this. With his own faded hair dye, the cheapest he could find. His nails, chipped and nearly gone. Aching, ruined body.
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Su-bong treats himself to a new kind of pill. He didn't know that hallucinating his stage persona was one of the side effects.
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After a larger-than-normal fight with his father, Su-bong has to escape. Nam-gyu, of course, follows him.
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Nam-gyu and Su-bong run away together. Along the way, they discover that home was never a place at all.
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make me feel like i am breathing, feel like i am human by satxrnsgem for bpdnamgyu
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
16 Jan 2026
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"Yo." Thanos steps behind the sofa and into the kitchen to set the bags down on the counter. He comes back then, and stands behind Nam-gyu before bowing down and resting his cheek on the top of his head, arms snaking around the base of his neck.
"Store any fun?" Nam-gyu asks him with a soft giggle. "You find anything good?"
"Yes, sir, I did," Thanos replies, voice muffled against his hair. "I got your favorite. But, not just anything. I'm gonna make it from scratch. Or, well, learn to. Probably good that I've never done it before, 'cause. you'll probably love it so much that you'll never wanna go to our spot again."
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Nam-gyu receives a work promotion. To celebrate, Thanos takes care of him.
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i know i'm no sweet prince of love by bpdnamgyu, satxrnsgem
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
09 Jan 2026
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After a fight following the games, Nam-gyu and Thanos part ways for over a year. On New Year's Eve, just before midnight, a text message changes everything.
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A New Year's Eve reunion, told through the POV of both Nam-gyu and Thanos.
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"Nam?" he asks.
Nam-gyu steps forward, and before Thanos can say aything more, his lips are on his. Nam-gyu's hands tangle in his combed hair, only serving to mess it up again.
When they finally pull away, Thanos is, for once, speechless. His eyes sparkle as they bore into Nam-gyu's. It's Nam-gyu who speaks first, quietly. "You're so fucking hot."
And Thanos, just as quiet: "You drive me crazy."
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Thanos and Nam-gyu are celebrating their one year anniversary. They don't have to leave the house to do so.
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“Is that my vibrator?!”
He responded by bringing the purple object up to his face with a grin – it was the exact same shade as his hair, a detail Subong had teased him about many times before.
“What, you thought I’d just keep my hands to myself the whole time? I took it for when I’d miss you too much. I’m actually surprised you didn’t notice right away!”
Namgyu averted his eyes.
“Well, I haven’t been...” he muttered.
“Shit, really? Like, at all?! Baby, you’re so fucking insane, I love you. I guess that explains... Ok, let’s make up for it. What do you want me to do now?”
Subong was definitely... eager when he was bottoming, like a puppy waiting for the stick to be thrown again just to show what a good boy he was. Namgyu didn’t mind that, but right now he needed something different: he wanted Subong at his full mercy, whining and begging for forgiveness for leaving without him. And for stealing his vibrator.
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06 Apr 2026
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For years, Subong and Namgyu have been glued together—gaming marathons, basement concerts, all-night highs. But under the banter and bad habits, there’s something neither of them dares to name. Now Subong’s girlfriend is pregnant, and she wants him to cut his deadbeat friend out for good.
As the walls close in, Namgyu’s secrets begin to bleed through—secrets that could shatter what little they have left. Subong is faced with a choice: become the clean-cut father everyone demands or risk everything for a pull he’s been trying to ignore.
One choice builds a future. The other could burn it all down.
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18 Mar 2026
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Nam-gyu [1:24 AM]: 🦋 [photo attachment]
He doesn’t process it all at once—the delicate mesh, the lace that’s somehow engineered to suggest both innocence and perversion, the way Nam-gyu’s hand holds the phone steady in the bathroom mirror, his head just out of frame but the rest of him so obscenely present. Black lace top in the shape of a butterfly, the straps delicate as silk, cupping his soft chest. Underneath, matching panties, barely there, and high on his pale thighs, sheer socks banded with more black. The triangle of skin where his hip curves. The angle of his cock, outlined against lace, just subtle enough to register as a dare. Thanos’ brain blanks, then reboots with every warning bell shrieking at once.
Nam-gyu doesn’t wear shit like this. Nam-gyu makes fun of shit like this.
He thumbs the photo larger, swears under his breath. The rest of the party recedes into a dull electric murmur. Even the bass can’t reach him here, not with his dick throbbing so hard he’s aware of every seam in his jeans.
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14 Mar 2026
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a private love story interrupted by a public disease called aids. it’s the mid-80s.
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08 Feb 2026
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If you and your roommate were in need of money, you'd do anything for it. Or at least Namgyu and Thanos would.
When searching for quick money making hustles, Namgyu comes across an adult video website. He begins filming Thanos, but that doesn't make enough money. And two-guy stuff seems to be more popular, so, maybe a little hand action beside each other wouldn't be too bad.
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10 Jan 2026