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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    Grief, guilt, and longing leave Ilya raw.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Shane can’t–fuck–he can’t think, can’t move, can’t do anything but stare at this photo of Ilya, of Ilya in panties: little black lace panties hidden beneath his lounge clothes, just for Shane to know about, to see.

    Ilya wears a pair of panties. Shane humps a pillow about it.

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    03 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    INSANE

  3. Public Bookmark 67

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    The first time it happens is an accident.

    Every other time after that is not.

    or: Shane’s nails dig into Ilya’s back and leave eight perfect marks. It starts a dangerous game of leaving each other's bodies marked, and it only escalates over time.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    The NHL partners with an omega health organization for a safe-sex awareness campaign.

    Shane—the league's most prominent omega player—is asked to participate in a filmed segment where a certified alpha health educator demonstrates on an anatomical dummy how to properly prepare an omega outside of heat. Professional. Clinical. Except the educator cancels last minute, and the only alpha already on set who has media clearance is Ilya Rozanov.

    The demonstration involves lubricant, careful stretching, and detailed verbal narration of technique. Shane has to stand there and provide "the omega perspective." The dummy is silicone and clinical and shouldn't be erotic at all, but Ilya's hands are huge and deliberate and he keeps glancing at Shane while describing proper preparation.

    Shane would rather take a slap shot to the face than admit what's happening below his waistline right now. Fuck.

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    03 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    omfg.

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    "Look, it’s not like Shane hasn’t thought about it before.

    He’s bitten his lip, pillows, blankets, around the urge, especially when Ilya sinks into that devastating place where each word is both sympathetic and commanding.

    It’s always harder when Ilya asks 'you can do this for me, can’t you, solnyshko?'

    Instead, he always moans and nods his head. Forces his mouth closed after he breathes out a yes."

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    02 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 30

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    Shane Hollander knows how to survive falling through ice. He knows how to move when there’s knives at your feet, how to push through frigid air, even when it’s wrapping around your lungs and squeezing so hard you have nothing left.
    And yet, he looked at his fist, and he wondered if it would ever be enough to simply touch and hold and kiss.

    or: Shane wears a maid outfit and yearns, and yearns, and yearns.

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    3,404

    27 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 37

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    “I will make a deal with you. If you cry enough so black makeup can reach to…” Ilya points to a spot on Shane’s left cheek. “...this freckle. Then I will make you come.”

    “But–”

    “What? You think I am not generous? I said you will come.”

    “Ilya.” Shane swallows. “It’s waterproof.”

    Ilya taps his finger to his chin. “Hmm. I think I have heard this word before, but maybe I forgot.”

    His eyes sparkle when he flashes Shane his most innocent grin.

    “Show me.”

    (or: god damn that boy's neurotic, better put him in a Predicament)

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    27 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 58

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    “I feel fine.”

    Fine, fine, fine, fine. Shane can’t seem to stop using that word today.

    Ilya hums,

    “Good. I am glad to hear this. I never want you to feel bad.”

    They’re both talking around the same thing without actually talking about it. Shane’s stomach is in knots. He wants to lay himself at Ilya’s feet and beg:

    Just make me do it. Tell me I have no choice. You know I want to. You know me.

    (or: shane knows what he wants. it's the asking and letting himself have it that's the hard part.)

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Ilya nodded, pink lips slightly parted as he stared expectantly at the screen. “Yes. Yes, please, sweetheart, I’ve been so mean. Help me, please.”

    Help him, like whatever correction Shane doled out was something he needed. Like it was a kindness, something to be grateful for. Fuck, Shane was so hard. He liked this. Ilya needed help. Ilya was helpless.

    Shane was going to help him.

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    23 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 86

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    “Bless me, Father,” Shane said, voice steady out of habit. “For I have sinned.”

    Ilya Rozanov is an eighteen-year-old who was sent to a Catholic all-boys boarding school by his dad to straighten his messy behavior, where he meets the religious boy who knows nothing but to repent to his sins at least once or thrice a week.

    Shane Hollander believed that praying every night and putting God first is what matters over everything, and boys who are like Ilya are resented by the nuns and the church.

    In a place built to mold boys into men of God, some sins are harder to confess.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander struggles to reconcile his faith with his undeniable attraction to a man.

    Or a case study in Lust.

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    19 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    religious. guilt.

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    “I just… I want to know, you know? I’m, like, almost thirty and I don’t know. It’s pathetic.”

    He’s years away from almost thirty, but their sports careers make them feel older than they are. Ilya understands the feeling of being far behind other people.

    And he couldn’t stand the face Shane was making, his I’ve only ever wished I could be like everyone else face. Ilya couldn’t fucking stand it, would do anything to make it ago away.

    Which is why he, against his better judgement, said, “I can take you somewhere.”

    Or; shane turns to his bisexual best friend to help him find a casual hookup and ilya swallows his yearning to make it happen.

    featuring a gloryhole and ilya talking him through it

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov had been seeing Shane for tutoring two times a week for a month now, and for a month, Shane has been doing his absolute best to regain any shred of sanity. Ilya and Shane had been playing together since their Freshman year, now as Captain and Assistant Captain for the University of Michigan Hockey team. This meant that when Ilyas' grades threatened to fall below the accepted GPA to continue playing, his coach suggested that Shane tutor him. Thus had begun Shanes month long streak of torment.

    or how bad could it be to tutor your year-long crush and assistant captain of the hockey team? Surely you won't fall in love. right?

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    18 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    THE BEST COLLEGE AU EVER.

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    shane and ilya try bdsm for the first time after their cottage getaway, and it doesn’t exactly go as shane had thought it would.

    (google didn't tell him he would sub-drop on their first try).

    canon universe hollanov, post-cottage and episode 6, subdrop!shane, dom!ilya

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    Comments:
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    17 Feb 2026

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    Since Shane’s Calvin Klein campaign dropped, it somehow escaped the hockey bubble entirely and spilled into the general public. There are countless TikToks now—not even from hockey fans, just regular people—posting about his husband in tight white briefs that leave very little to the imagination. Every sports show seems obligated to mention Shane Hollander’s Calvin Klein campaign. It’s inescapable in a way neither of them had expected.

    At first, Ilya thought it was fun. He was glad the world finally saw his husband as the sexy, talented man he’d always known him to be. He liked interacting with fan posts and edits, even sending them to Shane just to watch the way his face would immediately redden.

    But now, the public reaction is a little… much.

    or; Shane’s Calvin Klein campaign goes viral, not only in the hockey sphere, but all over the internet. Ilya tries (and fails) to not show his jealousy.

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    15 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane has warned Ilya four times about the dishes. Tonight, Ilya learns what happens when Shane runs out of patience.

    Or: Shane spanks Ilya within an inch of his life, Ilya begs and tries to negotiate because he knows the marks are going to be embarrassing.

    Shane doesn’t care. After all, Ilya has brought this upon himself.

    Or: Shane thinks he’s invented hole spanking!

    The last chapter includes Dom!Ilya spanking Shane, if that’s what you’re into.

    No plot. All porn.

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    22,225

    11 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 55

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    Shane likes to be in control, and Ilya is more than willing to give it to him.

     

    Or, the one where Shane is a dominant bottom, and Ilya is a submissive top.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    "I trust you, with this." Ilya shrugs, trying to be casual about it, but, looking back on it, he hasn't been casual about anything involving Shane Hollander in the past ten years. "Is my first time."

    OR: Ilya is trying to be better about the things he wants.

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    14,143

    10 Feb 2026

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    Ilya gets his bell rung while playing for Ottawa against Montreal

    He forgets how to speak English and can only speak Russian

    Luckily, Shane Hollander, the light of his life, has learned Russian

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    08 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 66

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    Shane wants to see what it's like to top. Ilya is happy to oblige, as long as he still gets to be the boss.

    Crybaby top Shane Hollander/ Dominant, bossy bottom Ilya Rozanov

    You don’t have to read other works in the series, it’s all kinks

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    22
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    687
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    66
    Hits:
    9,715

    05 Feb 2026

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