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    She’s drunk on the floor of Trinity and Whitaker’s living room, and they’re talking about nudes when she admits she’s taken them, but never built up the courage to send any. That it’s always felt awkward, that she’s never felt pretty or sexy or delicate enough, that it’s always felt cringe.

    Trinity blinks at her in confusion. “But you’re hotter than the surface of the fucking sun. I’ve seen what’s under your scrubs, Samira. What do you fucking mean, not sexy enough?”

    “Seriously, have you seen yourself?” Mel asks. “You could put anyone on their knees.”

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    Samira Mohan turns thirty, decides to buy herself lingerie about it, and takes some nudes. And then she accidentally texts one of them to Jack Abbot.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    And then Santos says — because of course she does, of course they would, of course it’s her fault — “And Langdon would be awful in bed, of course.” Mel blinks.

    She somehow hadn’t expected them to get to Langdon, although she acknowledges it’s quite ridiculous of her to not have seen it coming considering the list of male coworkers they were rapidly striking. It’s just — well, Langdon isn’t exactly just a coworker to her, but also a friend. Someone she sends medical memes to and facetimes and watches bad movies on her couch to decompress, someone who pays for her coffee when she’s not looking and talks her down from the egde of a spiral and has met Becca. He’s — He’s Frank to her, and it’s weird to— talk about him that way. Extremely inappropriate, beyond what HR demands.

    Still, Mel thinks she should defend his honor, and notes, “I think you might be letting your biases influence your judgment.”

    or mel can't stop thinking about how frank's like in bed, and decides she should really just ask him

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    12 Mar 2026

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    [Dennis] doesn’t think. Doesn’t plan it. Just reaches out, hand landing on Robby’s arm, thumb pressed into the crook of his elbow. Light, deliberate, a mirror of every touch he’s been given all day.
    Robby goes still. Completely still.

    After three weeks of being palmed by Robby, Whitaker decides to return the favor.
    Robby promptly has a crisis.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    the many tiny ways dr frank langdon touches dr mel king

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Robby has gone from barely being able to watch to not wanting to even blink. He can’t keep his eyes from darting down to where Whitaker’s thighs grip the saddle, how he slides forwards on it with every downward bow of the bull and back as it pushes up. Again and again and again, he rolls with the mechanical bull with a single circular fluid motion.

    It crosses his mind that this might be one of the hottest things he’s ever seen. He doesn’t even try to unpack that thought, it doesn’t even feel like an opinion he can change. It’s just a fact. Whitaker on the mechanical bull is one of the hottest things he’s ever seen.

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    It’s Javadi’s twenty-first birthday party and the Pitt team hit the cowboy themed bar downtown. Whitaker gets on the mechanical bull.

    One thing leads to another.

    **Translation into Русский available**

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Please don’t tell me the first person who ever touched your dick was Dr. Robby.”

    “Um.” He coughs.

    “Oh my god I’m gonna fucking die.

    Santos tries to solve Whitaker’s sexual hangups. Whitaker tries to save Robby’s soul. Neither initiative goes exactly to plan.

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    11 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 27

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    Shane and Ilya have started sharing the small moments, and it brings their shortcomings to the surface. They're learning to care for one another and learning to accept care from one another. Also, Shane likes going for hikes with his boyfriend.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    A few days before Shane’s seventeenth birthday, he told his parents he’d broken up with Elise. “It just didn’t work out,” Shane said, not really looking at either of them; instead, he was staring at the TV, obviously not really watching the hockey game he’d put on. There was a faint rosy tint to his cheeks.

    Or: in which Yuna and David try to figure out what's going on with their son through the years while trying to be good, supportive, non-overbearing parents.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    08 Jan 2026

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    “Can you still stay the night?”

    “Yes,” Ilya says quickly, nodding into Shane’s neck. “I will stay the night.”

    I will stay forever, he doesn’t say. Just ask me, and I will do it.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have a lot of sex. A lot of hot, intimate, dirty sex. But sometimes they don't. Sometimes, for one reason or another, they find more intimacy in the unexpected moments where their plans to fuck don't work out.

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    Shane and Ilya taking care of each other.

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    I: Shane Hollander has too much to drink.
    II: Ilya Rozanov gets the fucking flu.
    III: Shane Hollander suffers an Autistic shutdown.
    IV: Ilya Rozanov misses his mother.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Yuna rocks him, rocks them both, a gentle swaying motion with his head bent low to rest on her shoulder and his big hands fisted like a child in the back of her housecoat. He shudders, and she rocks them, and he heaves a giant shaking breath, and she rocks them, and he lets out a shattered, broken sob. And she rocks him.

    Ilya's awake in the middle of the night. Yuna lets herself be a safe place to break.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    It’s winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.

    — Guardian™ Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
    — (1) Missed Call: Yuna Hollander

    Or: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea what’s going on.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Ilya waited until he was in his car, alone and in silence, before he took his phone out of his pocket. 5 missed calls from Jane, and one unread text.

    Call me as soon as you see this.

    Shane picked up on the second ring. “Ilya.”

    “Shane. What’s-”

    “My dad’s in the hospital.”

    David Hollander gets in a car accident while Shane and Yuna are travelling. Ilya, newly traded to Ottawa, is the only one available.

    He handles it pretty well. Until he doesn't.

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    31 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 95

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    It starts with the Stanley Cup photo, the famous one of Scott publicly coming out. The next few are equally as loud. A picture of Scott during the NHL speech only a month after that insane day. A few of them in what must be Scott’s apartment, Kip reading, Scott covered in what looks to be blueberry mush, looking the most dejected that Ilya has ever seen him.

    The ones that make Ilya ache are the simpler ones. Scott drinking with Kip’s circle of friends. A picture of Scott and Elena arguing wildly over what looks to be a game of pool. Scott perched in Kip’s lap with a neon “Kingfisher” sign casting a neon glow over them as they kiss each other with smiles wide enough that it looks like there's nothing that could separate them.

    He knows it isn't a fair emotion but he feels a sorrow wash over his body in an uncontrollable wave.

    Ilya longs for that.

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    Ilya's normal bonding night with Yuna goes in a completely different direction than he was expecting.

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    31 Dec 2025

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    Ilya smiles and leans in, his lips a few centimeters away from Shane's. "I thought you would not want me getting germs all over the place. You have game in a few days, you wouldn't want to be sick for that."

    "So you're allowed to play sick, and I'm not?" he asks. Ilya nods again, the tip of his nose bumping Shane's.

    Ilya Rozanov hasn't been cared for while sick in decades. This, predictably, brings up some feelings when the Hollanders try to do just that.

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    31 Dec 2025

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    Inspired by “Never in life have I blushed. Russians do not do this.”

    Russians do not get cold, and they definitely do not get sick.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    shane gets sick before a game against boston... looks like he wont be seeing ilya later (unless???) ft. ilya bringing shane russian food

     

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    He hadn’t told Rozanov, why would he? They’d exchanged their usual quips in the days leading up to the game, riffing about who would win, how many goals they’d score. But underlying it all was the knowledge that they’d end the night in each other’s arms. Shane refused to admit it, but that might have been part of the reason he was so determined not to get sick. If it was any other game, any other team… It had been four months since he’d seen Rozanov. Four months of convincing himself he would finally end it, while simultaneously counting down the days until they would see each other again-- until this game. A game Shane would not be attending.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    okay that one scene of shane holding haydens baby has a GRASP on me so i wanted to write ilya seeing shane hold a baby and his reaction to it (spoiler; he kind of goes insane)

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    Ilya gave up on nonchalance and twisted his body around. Across the banquet hall stood a small group of Metros, at the front were Pike and Hollander with what could only be described as a gaggle of children at their feet. Likely the children of teammates and Pike, he was always popping them out, but that wasn’t what Marleau was referring to.
    What drew Ilya’s eyes was not Hollander himself, but rather what he was holding.
    A baby.
    Hollander was holding a baby.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    A video of Ilya and Yuna at the farmers market goes viral.

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    30 Dec 2025

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