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sestina for catelyn stark by spectral_pawpaw
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
03 Dec 2025
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Her water breaks under a summer moon,
the last she would see in the house of the fish.
Between the bleeding, she makes out the mess.
The mother-to-be forgets to swallow,
forgets how to be more than a vessel for love.
He comes that night, screaming: her first baby.
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a little poem i wrote for the theme "motherhood" for catelyn week 2025!
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you and me, babe, how about it? by spectral_pawpaw
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms, A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
13 Aug 2025
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Robb has a crush. All of his siblings are aware of it. Unfortunately, Robb is hopeless. Thankfully, his siblings are aware of this also, and they've got his back.
AKA 4 times robb almost fumbled a baddie and his siblings saved him + 1 time said baddie almost fumbled him
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she's not a saint, and she's not what you think by spectral_pawpaw
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
08 Aug 2025
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Cersei vaguely knew who Mel was talking about, in fact they might have shared a class. She frowned. “Lyanna. That’s her name, right?”
Mel nodded. “Think so.”
“Right.” Cersei pushed her lunch tray away from her. “Then I have work to do.”
It was easy to find the girl’s locker, and even easier to slip the note inside. All that was left to do was wait and see if the girl would take the bait.
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aka Cersei uses her epic detective skills to figure things out about Rhaegar Targaryen's new gf (GONE WRONG! GONE HOMOEROTIC!)
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the world ended when it happened to me by spectral_pawpaw
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
16 Apr 2025
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The news comes to her in bits and pieces. The northmen were ambushed and unarmed. The Freys killed both Robb and Lady Catelyn, along with Dacey Mormont, Smalljon Umber, and countless others. They killed Grey Wind, too, and that stings more than Jeyne thought it would. Soon, she’ll learn that not only did they release quarrel after quarrel of arrows into her beloved until he could no longer stand, but that his own bannerman plunged a sword into his heart. Unsatisfied with even that, she’ll hear, they defiled him, mutilating both him and his direwolf and stealing his crown.
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Jeyne Westerling after the Red Wedding.
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- Part 3 of my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder
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see how it shines by spectral_pawpaw
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms, A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
01 Apr 2025
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You went to the funeral, but you didn’t stay long. You didn’t really have a right to be there. You didn’t deserve to mourn. And you hardly knew the guy. You went because you felt like you owed it to your sister, and you left because if it weren’t for you, he probably wouldn’t have died.
Lyanna met Rhaegar in the spring of her sophomore year. He was pretty, and nice, and beloved by all. He played the guitar and the violin and he sang. He rode a motorcycle. Now, he and she both, were gone.
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robert's rebellion imagined as kind of modern au and seen through little moments in ned's life!!
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my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder by spectral_pawpaw
Fandom A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms, A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
16 Apr 2025
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canon compliant fics about robb and jeyne westerling <3
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he was my best friend by spectral_pawpaw
Fandom A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms, A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
18 Feb 2025
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re: hi by fleezerweezer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Apr 2026
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At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:
They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.
After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%
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Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?
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- Part 1 of re: hi
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Bookmarked by spectral_pawpaw
09 Apr 2026
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when the right one comes along by UglyGreenJacket
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Apr 2026
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Hayden: Jackie is very jealous of your manny.
Hayden: Says he’s incredible and that a bunch of the school moms are trying to get play dates with Violet.Shane: He is great.
Shane: Kind of a menace, too, but Violet loves him, so I overlook some things.Hayden: Oh, I’m sure.
Hayden: She also said he’s super hot.
Hayden: Like he missed his calling as a model hot.Shane: Geez, Hayd. You want to marry him or something?
Hayden: NO.
Hayden: I just thought maybe for you, ya know?
Hayden: You haven’t dated anyone like…ever.Shane: I’m not going to get involved with my daughter’s manny.
Shane: That would be irresponsible.
Shane: Even if he is stupid model hot.
Shane: And obnoxiously charming and funny.
Shane: Plus, he cooks, and has the best accent.
Shane: And is amazing with my daughter.
Shane: God. Fuck my life.- Language:
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Bookmarked by spectral_pawpaw
06 Apr 2026
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5 times Ilya couldn’t handle Shane’s tears, and 1 time Ilya needed them more than anything in the world.
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04 Apr 2026
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the golden boy and my worst regret by Goldie020202
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Apr 2026
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In 2022, Ilya wakes up in a hospital in Ottawa with no memory of how he got there. He has hazy recollections of 2015, but he can't remember anything about the past seven years. He is shocked to learn he is now married to Shane Hollander, a fact that forces him to reconcile the decisions of his past self with the expectations he inherited from his father.
--“I have this for you.” Hollander reached into his pocket, pulling out something gold, glinting under the cold hospital lighting. Holding his fist out, Hollander unfurled his hand, and the bottom fell out of Ilya’s heart, cratering through his stomach and spilling onto the floor.
Shane Hollander stood before him, palm outstretched, cradling Irina Rozanova’s golden crucifix.
Ilya flinched back, like he had been burned. Hollander’s warmth had moved too close, too fast, morphing into a threat and a violation. Hollander should not have that cross.
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21 Mar 2026
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Deep Misunderstanding by some1_around
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Mar 2026
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“Am I a bad friend?”
Hayden has always been the guy Shane joked with, the guy he trusted to feed him without mocking him, the guy he roomed with on the road, and Shane is the only man who has ever seen Hayden cry, and Hayden loves Shane. He fucking loves him. They are like brothers, and they have been for almost ten fucking years. He’s always been Shane’s guy, Shane’s best friend.
Except all along, maybe that wasn’t true. Ilya Rozanov, apparently, had been the guy. Before Hayden had ever met Shane, Ilya Rozanov had been there. And Hayden had never even noticed.
Shane is all over every inch of Hayden’s life. Hayden thought that was reciprocal.
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“You know I think about you all the time,
And my deep misunderstanding of your life,
And how bad it must have been for you back then,
And how hard it was to keep it all inside.”- Language:
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Bookmarked by spectral_pawpaw
19 Mar 2026