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Things were finally starting to settle between Buck and Eddie after the lawsuit. More than settle, something had began to really change between the both of them for the better. But the other shoe always has to drop.
A calm evening between Buck and Eddie turns into the worst night of their life when Eddie is arrested for murder.
Buck and Eddie have to figure out what life looks like for them now that Eddie may be gone for the near future. What is Buck without Eddie? And who is Eddie when he trapped in a cage for a crime he's sure he didn't commit?
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“Athena?” Eddie called stopping just behind Buck. “What are you doing here, is Bobby okay?”
“Bobby's fine.” Athena took a deep breath, a wash a pain crossed her face. “Eddie, there's a warrant out for your arrest.”
Buck felt himself freeze, he felt Eddie tense up behind him. Eddie saw it coming, not closely, not exactly, but he had always seen something coming. The other shoe to drop, per se.
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*Title from Unknown/Nth by Hozier*
Merlin, born without a father, with more secrets than he knew what to do with.
Arthur Pendragon, born without a mother, with a secret that could have him killed.When Merlin arrives in Camelot, he is terrified of anyone learning of his magic, but he also has a tendency to run head first into danger. The two traits don't offten get along. After saving the life of a Prince who may not have deserved it, Merlin's life becomes more than the secret he kept close to his chest. It became about destiny, one that he apparently had to achieve with a Prince who was terrified of his future.
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Kneeled in Shaking Thrill (I Chase the Memory of it Still) by spydxr
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
09 Jun 2025
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It wasn't that Eddie didn't want to see him again, he did. He really, really, did. Eddie hadn't been able to stop thinking about him since that night.
They didn't do anything that night but talk, but Evan "Buck" Buckley—as he later revealed, three beers into the evening—had been a permanent fixture of his dreams ever since.
So, it wasn't a matter of not wanting to see him again. It was more the matter that whatever bravery that allowed him to step through the doors of Inferno those three long weeks ago, had long since scurried out of his chest and hid away in a hole he'd yet to find.
Instead, Eddie buried himself into settling in Los Angeles. In the three weeks since he'd first met Buck, Eddie had finally gotten Chris enrolled in school—it wasn't the school he wanted but it would work until he could decipher the paperwork sitting on his dresser.
He'd finally closed on the house he'd bought for him and his son. A silent promise to Chris that Los Angeles would be home forever.
And the days quickly ticked by, and before he knew it, the pages of the calendar had ripped away to his first day at the Los Angeles Fire Department, Station 118.
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- Part 2 of Common Tongue (A Sub!Eddie Exploration)
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Buck and Tommy had been together for six months and things were good. Well, not good, but they weren't bad. And Buck is trying to keep it, keep them together.
Throwing together the barbecue wasn't how he'd planned to do it, but it seemed to work out that way. Only, every thing leading up to the day in question seemed to pull them further and further apart.
And Buck was beginning to think that maybe Tommy wasn't the person the universe was pulling him toward.
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Title from Hozier 'It Will Come Back.'
Summer of Buddie Week Three: Smut
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During his second week in LA, Eddie visits Inferno, a BDSM club, as apart a challenge from his therapist to quote 'explore his sexuality in a more literal manner.' Eddie expected to go in, keep his head down, and run out after the allotted two hours he was supposed to be there. Instead, he caught the eye of a beautiful stranger and ended up watching a scene between him and a partner. Buck ended up being more than a beautiful stranger with a penchant for rope, however.
Eddie is about to venture further and further into the world of BDSM and explore a part of himself that he'd never thought possible.
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Part One of a larger series!
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- Part 1 of Common Tongue (A Sub!Eddie Exploration)
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Fool the Senses a Little While by BurdenedWithPointlessPurpose
Fandoms: Daredevil (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, The Punisher (TV 2017)
01 Nov 2025
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A year of living in false acceptance hasn't done Matt or Frank any good. Both of them come to realize that, when push comes to shove. Together? It takes a little extra shoving to realize what they could have had this entire time. The possibility of something real and a whole lot more.
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16 Nov 2025
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You With The Dark Curls (You With The Watercolor Eyes) by swaggnation
Fandoms: The Bear (TV 2022)
14 Aug 2023
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Carmy can't precisely remember when his feelings for Syd started, but all he knows is one day he woke up and felt excited to go to work.
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Carmy is so fucked, and Sydney makes the first move.
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27 Jun 2025
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Sometimes the difference between falling and flying was just perspective. Sometimes what people saw and what was actually happening was something quite different.
**Part two published**
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- Part 1 of Flying high
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After another awful shift with Gerrard, Buck is surprised when one of the captain’s verbal attacks actually bothers him. Eddie offers him support and makes a confession during the commute home.
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23 Jun 2024
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"Well, I would like to have a word with your employer then," Eddie says as he backs towards his car. "Oh no wait a second, that's you! No one is forcing you to do this!"
"Why are you so afraid of love?" Buck wails back instead of replying to Eddie’s accusation.----
Eddie knew that when he and Christopher moved to LA, there would be a lot more deities than he was used to. What he did not expect was a Cupid that had it out for him, determined for Eddie to fall in love despite Eddie's repeated refusals, denials and threats. But Eddie needs a partner in the field and it seems like the winged weasel is the closest he is getting.