starzwave
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the weight of a trauma that neither water nor time can wash away. Even though he’s gone, I still feel his traces on my skin, a sense of filth that makes me feel like a used and broken object
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the silent guilt of receiving a love that I feel I can't return with the same intensity.
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I try to keep up, to smile when I’m supposed to, and to be there with everyone else, but inside there’s this constant hum that never fades. It feels like a steady pressure in my chest and a knot that holds back my words. Even when it looks like I’m having a good time, I’m carrying a tiredness that sleep can't fix and thoughts that sometimes make me want to let everything go. It's about learning to live with a pain no one sees, just waiting for the day the sun finally warms me from the inside too.
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Very able to hold me down (and love me more than anyone) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers One (2024), Transformers: Prime
27 Aug 2026
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Breakdown wants to frag.
And Knockout doesn't.
It's not like Knockout has never done it before. He has. And after each time, he'd find a time in which the community washracks (as disgusting as they were sometimes), and hide in there. Agressively scrubbing his array to get the transfluid out, get all the paint transfers off.
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Knockout and Breakdown stumble (more like fall flat on their faces during) through their first time together, and Knockout has a lot of uncomfortable realizations about his past relationships.Title is lyrics from Bruno Is Orange
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- Part 1 of Minœrs Can't Consent.
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- English
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- 4,050
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Bookmarked by starzwave
27 Aug 2026
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Wilted Lilies by GodIHateWheelie
Fandoms: Transformers - All Media Types, The Transformers (IDW Generation One), Transformers Generation One, The Transformers (Cartoon Generation One)
01 Sep 2023
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Red Alert was known for being paranoid, but where did that paranoia come from? Why was he afraid all the time?
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Red Alert struggling with the aftermath of SA, and trying to hide it from his friends.
Bookmarked by starzwave
26 Mar 2026
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Furry Façade by GodIHateWheelie
Fandoms: Transformers: Prime, Transformers - All Media Types
11 May 2023
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“Soundwave has animalistic legs, right?”
“Soundwave could be a furry under that visor and no one would know.”
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- Part 1 of Soundwave Centric/Includes Soundwave
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If he had been asked what his plans were before joining RED's team of mercenaries, Mikhail would have said that his only purpose was to care for his family. Now, well, that is still his highest priority, but something about the team's strange and complicated Medic has monopolized his attention. And Heavy has always loved a challenge
Bookmarked by starzwave
27 Aug 2026
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If No One Is There To Hear It by GopherGal
Fandoms: Transformers - All Media Types, The Transformers (Cartoon Generation One), Transformers One (2024)
06 Aug 2026
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or "Five Times Bumblebee Met Thundercracker In Secret, Plus One Time He Didn't Have To"
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- Part 3 of Sparkweave
Bookmarked by starzwave
27 Aug 2026