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Seven times Steve Rogers was not what everyone expected him to be (+1 time he really, really wasn't what everyone expected him to be) by StuckySituation
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
27 Aug 2019
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Steve Rogers’s patriotic eyebrows jump up. “Holy cow.”
That was not what Tony would have expected from Captain America. “‘Holy cow’? Did the history books mess up? Was your family actually from India and not Ireland?”
“Fuck off, Stark. I ain’t shitting on what comes out of your mouth, so you better leave my goddamn cows alone as well.”
Tony doesn’t know whether to feel awestruck or betrayed. “You,” he says and points at Rogers, “are nothing like I expected.”
“Sorry to be a fucking disappointment,” Rogers says with a scowl and pulls his ridiculous helmet on, covering the sleekly styled brown hair. It was astonishing how even Rogers’s golden hair had been false propaganda -- but of course the great America had wanted to present its figurehead as Aryan perfection in the time of eugenics. “Suit up, everyone. Let’s get this shit done.”
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12 Nov 2025
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Slow Work by lorata
Fandoms: Captain America (2011), The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe
05 Jul 2014
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It's 2011, men are allowed to marry, and Bucky is dead.
The future isn't all that's strange. Together in peacetime for the first time since before Steve took the serum, Steve and Bucky struggle to find their place -- and each other -- in the middle of a new millennium, new bodies, and new dynamics.
Or, just because you wake up in a century where everything you've repressed is magically okay, that doesn't make it easy.
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- English
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- 81,114
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- 12/12
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- 7
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- 613
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- 8,120
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- 2,799
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- 232,050
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05 Sep 2025
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say it soft and it's almost like praying by Somanywords
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
04 Jul 2023
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Natasha says, “Look, whatever the truth is about you, we have no way of really knowing the Winter Soldier's intentions. He’s not all there, he’s not who you remember. He’s a hot mess, Steve.”
“Why does everyone think that?” Steve says, and he’s nearly yelling, but not quite, because he doesn’t need to, not when they’re so close. “Why does everyone keep saying he’s a mess—have you seen me? ”
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- 41,622
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- 1/1
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- 170
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- 1,042
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29 Aug 2025
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Coming Out Party by Speranza
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
10 Mar 2015
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"It's just a party. I can crash a party, don't you worry."
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- English
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- 1/1
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- 4,139
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- 461
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- 31,364
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10 Aug 2025
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cold winter sink your teeth in me, june sun beat me blind by KiaraSayre
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
01 May 2016
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James Buchanan Barnes, the Winter Soldier, HYDRA's asset, discovers that he's a lot better at ending lives than he is at saving them.
It doesn't help that the day keeps repeating.
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- English
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- 11,348
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- 1/1
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- 3
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- 54
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- 1,458
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- 317
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05 Jun 2025
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The more you love someone, the more you want to kill them. Or: How Cas developed some bad habits, and Dean coped surprisingly well.
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- English
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- 5,197
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- 1/1
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- 2
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- 37
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05 Jun 2025
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He likes the guy. Likes that he's six feet of piss and vitriol in a 90lb body, likes the wrinkle in his brow when he's sketching, likes the way he presses pencil to paper, all bold movements and elegant lines. Likes the way he approaches everything like it's a battlefield.
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04 Jun 2025
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Only the Dead by maggief
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel
02 Nov 2019
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It’s been two years since Bucky was medically discharged from the Army. It’s been two years and three months since he was taken captive as a POW.
Will Bucky’s PTSD let him live a normal life? If recovery isn’t linear, what about when it feels like a hurricane, when it chews him up and spits him out without a second glance? Bucky feels like he’s getting the hang of this college thing, but what about the man he keeps running into? Why does he feel a connection to him, when he shouldn’t be thinking about dating, not yet, not this soon?
Wherein Bucky learns that some threads never break, and acceptance can be found if you know where to look.
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- English
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- 53,160
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- 4/4
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- 346
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13 May 2025
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Post-TWS: Steve talks and Bucky listens.
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- Part 1 of I'll Get By
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- English
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- 44,073
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Comments:
- 152
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- 1,998
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08 May 2025
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Memories are Made of This by eleveninches
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 Jun 2014
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Nearly a year after turning himself into SHIELD and the Avengers, Bucky struggles to find himself in the 21st century. Unfortunately, no one told him about the aliens.
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- English
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- 259
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- 2,135
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- 116,900
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04 May 2025
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On My Radar by sprinkle_of_cinnamon for toomanysharks
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
18 Sep 2016
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The Winter Soldier first noticed it when he was on the helicarrier.
The blonde’s shoulders were broad, incredibly broad.
They stretched the blue uniform in a wide span, drawing down to a narrow waist. It was a distinctly triangular silhouette. It was entirely improbable. And somehow it was strangely familiar.
The Winter Soldier raised his gun and fired. He didn’t have time for distractions, or Steve Rogers’ shoulders.
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- English
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- 1/1
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- 3
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- 133
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- 3,205
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- 982
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- 27,517
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02 Jan 2025
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you'll find your way home by orphan_account
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
31 Jan 2015
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There are a lot of things that don’t make sense to Bucky these days. Things like sex, and friendship, and basic notions of personhood.
Sometimes it pays to enlist a little extra help.
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- English
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- 3/3
- Comments:
- 105
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- 1,621
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- 389
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- 19,321
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30 Dec 2024
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Eighteen sex scenes strung together with angst and hockey.
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 73
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- 294
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- 193
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22 Sep 2024
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i was found and now i don't roam these streets by hipsterchrist
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
07 May 2014
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They’ve decided to start producing Bucky Bears again, now that he’s all shiny and redeemed and fighting for good on this big Avengers misfits team. "He has a little shiny gray arm," Bucky says, wiggling the stuffed arm in question, one of the tweaks made in the new model. It takes Steve a second to realize that Bucky’s got a small smile on his face, actually looks a little bit proud around the eyes.
Or, Bucky relearns himself and how to be on a team, the rest of the Avengers try to get answers, and everyone watches too much Criminal Minds.
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- English
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- 15,613
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- 1/1
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- 465
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06 Sep 2024
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Stem by IamShadow21
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
02 Jun 2015
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Bucky Barnes discovers sugar, demands coffee, makes a variety of involuntary noises, cuddles up to Steve Rogers, regrows a limb, and fakes it 'til he makes it at being a person.
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- English
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- 7,454
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- 1/1
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- 3
- Comments:
- 168
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- 5,793
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19 Aug 2024
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when i offer you survival, you say it's hard enough to live by lanyon
Fandoms: Marvel (Movies)
19 Jul 2012
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Tony says that Captain America leads a charmed life. It's not quite true; even Steve Rogers has bad days. He can't quite explain, though, who's helping them in every mission.
(Or: The One Where Bucky Comes Back And Watches Over Steve.)
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04 Aug 2024
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the irresistible sea is to separate us by Ark
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
08 Jul 2014
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Bucky is angrier at Steve than he’s ever been in his whole life.
Steve has made a lot of damn punk fool decisions before, and Bucky’s tried to head off as many at the pass; but there is no accounting for this Captain America horseshit. None.
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07 Jul 2024
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Make up words to songs you used to know by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
13 Oct 2014
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Steve is incredibly, inexpressibly grateful to have Bucky back. He is. There is no amount of nightmares, of rage, of grief and alcohol-fuelled fights that can make him anything less than absolutely humbled by the wonder of having Bucky in his life again after losing him, after living without him for three excruciating years.
But.
It’s so selfish he’s a little disgusted with himself. He’s got what’s as close as dammit to a bona fide miracle — and still, every now and then, in the darkest recesses of his mind, he’s not satisfied.
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16 Mar 2024
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The Times That Try Men’s Souls (or Five Ways Bucky Likes Sex and One He Wants To) by Paraxdisepink
Fandoms: The Avengers (2012), Captain America - All Media Types
13 Apr 2013
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Putting his life back together isn’t easy for Bucky. Luckily he has help. (Edited and hopefully typo-free now).
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- Part 2 of Out of the Ice
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29 Feb 2024
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sharpen your teeth (tell yourself that it’s just business) by voxofthevoid
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types
09 Sep 2020
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Barnes knows what Rogers would like to hear.
I remember you.
He doesn’t. He has wisps of memory as insubstantial as everything else the chair took from his brain. They’re always accompanied by the taste of metal in his mouth.
He stays because it’s safe, because Hydra cannot get to him here, because Rogers—still waiting for his dead friend to claw his way out of the Winter Soldier’s broken psyche—will go to the ends of the earth to find him if they do. There’s a strange security in this knowledge, but Barnes knows it won’t last. Rogers will only wait for so long, and Barnes cannot tell him that his friend died screaming in the cold.
So he watches Rogers watch him, and Barnes doesn’t know what he’s looking for, but he knows he has found it the first time he sees Rogers’s eyes drop down to his lips and dart guiltily away.
Barnes pretends he doesn’t notice and unlike Rogers, he can act. The Red Room made him well, and the Americans could ruin only so much.
He changes his act, a few weeks in. He starts looking back.
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Bucky tries to play the long game.- Language:
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14 Feb 2024