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paint my frozen heart with fire by arendellesfirstwinter
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
12 May 2026
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So that’s it, huh.
Mira does a better job at stifling her tears than Zoey, but she still feels a few warm drops run down her cheeks.
The hopes and dreams of being an idol at Sunlight Entertainment—hell, of being anything—are gone with a handwave from some guy in a suit and a paper that says “Thanks for auditioning”.
Before she can storm out as quickly as possible to save what little face she has left, Mira turns on her heel and freezes at the sight of Celine, the CEO of Sunlight Entertainment, watching her. That odd woman with the purple braid and mask floats behind her, eyes gleaming.
“Mira. Zoey.” Celine steps towards them. “Before you leave, I have an offer I’d like you to consider.”
Or: When Mira and Zoey, both running from difficult pasts, audition to become idols at Sunlight Entertainment (famous for its mysterious headliner idol Hunter) and fail, all hopes of meeting and training under Hunter go out the window until Celine makes them a different, surprise offer: train under Celine’s unknown ward Rumi instead.
(“Why us?” Zoey asks.
“Honestly,” Rumi says, “I think you're both really weird.”
Oh. Mira might kill her.)
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30 Apr 2026
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come home by inches by Sporkess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Feb 2026
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An unexpected encounter with Ilya Rozanov - and a newly changed perspective of him - leads Yuna into a series of conversations with both halves of the rivalry - and slowly into both an unexpected friendship and a new understanding of what the 'rivalry' entails.
Or: (5 times Yuna reached out to Ilya, +1 time he reached out to her first; 5 times Yuna tried to get Shane to talk to her, +1 time she didn't need to.)Series
- Part 4 of It starts in an elevator
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06 Apr 2026
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the best person to be stuck in an elevator with by Sporkess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jan 2026
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There's no good way to be stuck in an elevator. Not when you're stuck in an elevator with someone who treats being annoying as an art form he wants to perfect, and definitely not when that person is your son's rival who you've hated for years.
But, when Yuna finds herself stuck in an elevator with Ilya Rozanov, she realises there's more to the story than she'd seen.
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- Part 1 of It starts in an elevator
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05 Apr 2026
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ford has been having dreams about bill. bill has been having dreams about ford. turns out they're the same dreams.
maybe they can use this shared dreamscape to work some stuff out?...or maybe they'll just fight a lot.
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- 30/36
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02 Aug 2025
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“I felt I had met you in some other life. Known you in some other place. I was compelled to return to you. I don’t have an answer about why..."
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13 May 2025
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a man of words by atque amemus (zero_chillius_catullus)
Fandoms: Classical Greece and Rome History & Literature RPF
12 Apr 2025
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Your daughter is born and you are overjoyed. You’re doomed, but you don’t know that yet.
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You’re Marcus, you’re Tullius, you’re Cicero – a man of words until the end. (It shouldn’t have come as a surprise that you had to write your own consolatio.)
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13 Apr 2025
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The Duchess Approves is terrible. He wants to bleach every brick of his body just to purify himself of this three hour experience. He wants to pluck out his eyeball and treat it to a ten-day spa as reparations. He demands a sequel from the Axolotl during their next therapy session.
The Axolotl tilts their head. “There's no sequel. Only one movie has ever been made.”
Bill glowers. “But what happens after?”
“Production went into debt after casting big name Grampton St. Rumpterfrabble,” the Axolotl answers sadly. “Rumor has it he charges fifty thousand per letter.”
“Wonderful,” Bill drawls. “Real useful information. So what am I supposed to do now, doc?”
The Axolotl’s eyes gleam suspiciously. “I suppose there’s always fanfiction.”
Or: Bill hates a certain fanfic author almost as much as he hates the man who killed him. Crazy, wouldn't it be, if the two were the same person.
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20 Jan 2025
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It's 1930 and Arthur Lester has baptized himself in the gutter and crawled back out to find himself. Beyond the shame his Uranian proclivities may have saddled him with in the past, he's ready to find those parts of himself he'd denied. He walks into a bar.
He leaves with a case and a promise.
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A repressed mess walks into a bar. Stop me if you've heard this one.
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- Part 1 of Two Messes Making Their Way
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21 Dec 2024
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John is struggling with existing as an individual. Noel has an idea.
(Based on my own sketches of John holding a little Arthur doll, all relationships are ambiguous you can read em however you want)
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14 Dec 2024
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whimsy and dearth (or, A Lighthouse Refuge) by SupposedToBeWriting
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
18 Sep 2022
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At the lowest Arthur has ever been, Kayne offers a deal: John will be freed from the King in Yellow, but he will kill someone that Arthur loves.
It's not a difficult choice at all.Both men are transported to a lighthouse near Innsmouth, Massachusetts. Bizarrely, they seem to have gotten something else out of the deal: John has a body, and learning to cope with his newfound corporeality is more of a challenge than he realized. They try to find some small comfort with one another, even as the shadows of Innsmouth grow around them - until an impossible face comes to town and shatters their illusions of safety.
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22 Nov 2024
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Arthur Lester was thirty-eight years old when he got sick for what looked to him like the final time
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10 Nov 2024
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“Goats are not my favorite animal.”
“I know that,” Dinesh said. “But Gabe doesn’t need to know that.”
Gilfoyle has been attempting to social engineer Dinesh from day one. So how is it that six years later, he knows nothing and Dinesh knows everything?
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12 Oct 2024
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The briefing was simple: ‘Stand guard over the Michael Sword until the battle is ready to commence. Await further instructions.’
Castiel doesn’t mind working security duty; he was briefed shortly after the initial salvation of the Sword from the pit, and again before taking up his position. He knows what to do. However, it’s easy to forget that the green room isn’t real. Time moves differently there, the space ever-changing to make a prison of mountains, cathedrals, salt flats, orchards, and whatever Castiel was led to believe about Heaven’s greatest weapon—Dean Winchester is something entirely unexpected.
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- 11/11
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25 Sep 2024
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And if I Bit Down Hard Enough, Would We Become One Again? by A_Mossy_Amethyst
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
02 Jun 2024
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John wants. He’s not entirely sure what, much less why. His jaw aches when he looks at the other man, teeth clenching with nothing to wrap them around. His fingers twitch, restless with nothing to hold onto. There’s desire thrumming through his veins, making his heart pick up pace.
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Another night with his own body, another night John is without Arthur. At least, that's how it feels. Arthur is sitting right beside him, but it's nothing like what it was. John doesn't know how to remedy that. Except, he might actually, if only he knew how to speak up.
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- Part 1 of Let Me Wrap my Teeth Around the World
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06 Jun 2024
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John realizes what’s happening on the sixth loop.
In retrospect, it’s fucking embarrassing that it took him so long to figure it out—that this isn’t an illusion, and it’s not him finally going mad, and it’s not a dream or a trick or a torment devised by the King to fuck with them. It’s not like he doesn’t know that time is as malleable as clay in the hands of gods. The Dark World taught him many lessons that he’d like to forget, and that’s one of them.
It’s just been a little hard to concentrate when Arthur keeps fucking dying.
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When John decides to stay with Arthur as he bleeds out on the King’s plateau, he expects them both to die. Instead, they find themselves brought back in time to the first moment they stepped onto the plateau—and Arthur has no recollection of their confrontation with the King. John soon realizes that they’re stuck in a time loop that restarts every time Arthur dies.
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23 May 2024
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Cold As the Rain That Falls in December by captaincravatthecapricious for willoftitanium
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
05 Jan 2023
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There's no way Arthur just waltzes off to NY with a hole in his stomach sewed up by filthy thread and fishhooks, right?
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21 May 2024
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Surrogate: The Director's Cut by Kraiva, Somniate, Trin (ssjtrinity)
Fandom Malevolent (Podcast)
02 May 2026
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The King in Yellow had a plan. It worked, and Arthur Lester broke.
Then it all went to hell.
A certain Outer God took issue with his favorite show's cancellation, and arrived with certain demands.
Hastur is furious. His adopted daughter is afraid. John wants to kill his other half; and Arthur has a lot of healing to do in rebuilt Carcosa, in the mystical Dreamlands.
Forced family is not, as it turns out, a good time for anyone.
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13 Mar 2024
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Martin certainly doesn't mean to stumble across a freshly-post-Buried Jon trying to untangle his hair, but when he does, it would be a bit rude not to try to help, right?
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11 Feb 2024
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I Prefer My Heart to Be Broken by Trin (ssjtrinity)
Fandoms: The Magnus Archives (Podcast), Malevolent (Podcast)
15 Apr 2023
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Somewhere Else isn't right, and they've never talked about what happened in the Panopticon, but so what? They're together. The Fears aren’t gone, no, but behind a curtain, subdued.
Martin actually loves the small-village life, farming and friends and found family. Jon is... managing. They're making it work.
But the universe they landed in is occupied, and its current rulers are very interested in the new kids. Entities made of Fear, attached to a damaged ex-human and his surprisingly sneaky lover? Who could resist playing with that?
Everyone has plans, and plans under those plans. What happens when a web grows too heavy to support its own weight?
"Tears and blood, blood and tears," says Kayne.
He is not wrong.
Now with FANART! Ahh! It will be posted in the final chapter, because it's spoilerific, but ahh! Thank you, Pikachic!
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- 20/20
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28 Jan 2024
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All the Captain wanted to do this term was get his history students through their exams, help out with the Christmas pantomime, and do a lot of stress baking. But now that Button House Academy has employed a new English teacher, he has to figure out how to make room in his schedule for falling in love too.
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Also known as the one where they're all a) really good teachers and b) really terrible matchmakers
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07 Jan 2024
