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in this space right here by toneelspeler
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Apr 2026
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Your earliest memory is sitting at a kitchen table with colouring pencils, Ilya on the other side, his mother busying herself with making dinner, combing through his curly hair, humming a melody under her breath.
The memory sticks because you saw him smile, a real, blinding, smile with a few teeth missing.
He never smiled so freely again, so unabashed, so happy.
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a svetlana vetrova perspective on ilya rozanov
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did it to myself by toneelspeler
Fandoms: Demain nous appartient | Tomorrow is Ours (TV)
17 Jul 2024
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You know what. I’ll make it simple for you, Jack, so you don’t have to worry about me. Let’s stop.
Rayane, I don’t know what your game here is, but if you let me go like that, without saying anything.
You won’t see me again.
----A Jack Dumas-Roussel perspective on the break-up.
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It’s February, in a heavy rainstorm, when you first hear of Charlie Spring. He’s in year 9, the year below, and during class you hear the rumours going round in whispers and shouts; Charlie’s gay and isn’t that disgusting?
Your heart sinks like a stone.
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a James McEwan perspective on Charlie Spring and Nick Nelson
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you've begun to feel like home by toneelspeler
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
31 Mar 2024
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You haven’t been to many boys’ rooms in recent times, hanging out at Tao’s place mostly whenever the film nights roll around, but here’s a new room, of the boy you have been liking so much for weeks. This room feels stereotypical boy. It smells a little grassy, his rugby bag and shoes clearly set up for a good clean next to the door.
That is, until Nick reaches up to the plank installed above his television screen, and clicks on the strung up fairy lights.
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charlie spring in nick nelson's bedroom.
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He leaves too soon, you almost want to pull him back and say - no, stay here, it’s nice. But isn’t that weird to feel? You’ve never felt like this before.
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nick nelson on hugging charlie spring.
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“You are planning to rob me or what?” He hears Rozanov call, and he can’t help but smile slightly even as he rolls his eyes, closing the door to the linen closet and feeling strangely lighter than when he opened it, reassured that he’s just trying to read into a blank page, that today doesn’t mean anything more than Rozanov doesn’t mind him being around, which is strangely flattering.
“I don’t know,” he calls back. “Don’t Russians like diamonds and fur and stuff? Where should I start looking if I want to know what my options are?”
He hears Rozanov laugh, and it makes him smile.
When he joins him in the living room once more, Rozanov tugs him down to lean against him again. Shane goes easier this time, settling into it, knowing it doesn’t mean anything other than the fact that he just happens to be the closest warm body, the person on Rozanov’s roster who filled today’s slot.
(the tuna meltdown doesn't happen) (this does not mean they get ANY better at communication)
(or: how shane didn't realize he had a boyfriend for several months)
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15 May 2026
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death and taxes (and shane hollander) by fingersfallingupwards
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.
When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?
OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.
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24 Apr 2026
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When I Walk Into The Room, I Do Not Light It Up. Fuck. by TeaTimeAllOverTown
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 Apr 2026
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He can’t tell Ilya though. He can’t tell Ilya that his team might not be right for Shane. That this perfect solution is making Shane a worse hockey player, a bad teammate.
That maybe Shane Hollander of the Voyagers really was his full name. That Shane Hollander of the Centaurs might not exist.
He can’t say that. He can’t ruin everything. He can’t dim the shine in Ilya’s eyes, the bounce in his step, the color in his cheeks he didn’t have the last few years.
Ilya sacrificed hockey for their relationship for two years, played on a crappy team and watched Shane win. It’s Shane’s turn to sacrifice, to figure out how to make this work and let Ilya lead this time.
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Transitions are hard for Shane. Joining his husband's team turns out not to be an exception to that rule.
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18 Apr 2026
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if the silence takes you (then i hope it takes me too) by chagrinocturne
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Apr 2026
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“Ilya, baby,” he started, instinctively, in English. “Slow down a little, I-”
“Что?” he murmured, blinking at him, confused now. “Почему…?”Or: Ilya is the one taking a hit on the ice. He’s brought to the hospital, concussed. When he wakes, he can only speak Russian… and Shane has been studying.
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11 Apr 2026
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Nice Men in Montreal by canadawettt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Apr 2026
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Shane makes a list: reasons to Come Out on one side and to Stay Safe on the other. It's definitely not meant to accidentally star in the background of his mom's Instagram post for fans to find.
But now that the world knows, maybe Shane can finally let himself have everything he's wanted.
If only Ilya didn't go out and get engaged the next day. Which is fine! Rozanov was settling down? Shane could settle down, too. He would find himself a nice man.
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11 Apr 2026