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- Supernatural (TV 2005) (23)
- 9-1-1 (TV) (6)
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Hold on to the Memories, They Will Hold on to You by turningthepages
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
02 Nov 2025
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Eddie, Buck, Christopher, Olivia, and Jude. Memories old and memories new.
A little bit of life before and after I'll Feel You Forget Me Like I Used to Feel You Breathe.
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- Part 2 of I'll Feel You Forget Me
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“So you think I don’t care about, you know, not smashing my nose into a door?”
He hissed as Eddie wiped at a particularly tender spot on said nose.
“Seemed like you cared more about telling us how cranes are made to build skyscrapers than not smashing your face in the door, but what do I know?”
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Buck's clumsiness leads to an accidental confession.
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The Silence That Only Comes When Two People Understand Each Other by turningthepages
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
04 May 2025
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Real love, true love was something that had to be shouted from the rooftops. Grand gestures, sweeping monologues, heartfelt ballads sang out at top volume… that was love. He knew that one day when he found the real thing it would topple him over from the sheer decibels it would hit. And it would be real.
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Buck believes love is loud but he and Eddie fall in love quietly.
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“It's stupid. I was just…” He could feel his heartbeat in his throat. “I was wondering if I could do it.”
“Do what?”
“Get you hard,” Buck replied before he could stop himself.
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Eddie has some troubles in the bedroom and Buck accidentally offers to help. But it's less funny and more wholesome than it sounds? Maybe?
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I'll Feel You Forget Me Like I Used to Feel You Breathe by turningthepages
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Mar 2023
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A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him.
Oh, and they have really cute kids.
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Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long.
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- Part 1 of I'll Feel You Forget Me
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“So,” Ilya says, dragging the word out. He’s swiping at non-existent crumbs on the counter, avoiding his eyes. “You have dinner at parents on Christmas, yes?”
“Yeah.”
Ilya nods. “I can house-sit while you are away. Make place pretty, if you have decorations. Make it less boring.”
Shane’s eyebrows fly up. “What? You don’t want to come with?”
Finally, Ilya looks up at him. Hesitantly, he asks, “You want me to come with?”
Frowning, Shane says, “I– yeah. Yeah, of course. You think I invited you here just so you could spend Christmas alone?”
Looking away, Ilya shrugs. “I am intruder here, Hollander. You have family. I do not. Makes situation… difficult, maybe. You forget the world thinks we are rivals.”
“Not difficult,” Shane says immediately. “You want to come, you’re coming.”
Or: Ilya's in Montreal alone during the week leading up to the Winter Classic. Shane doesn't let him spend Christmas alone.
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what about today? by violentfictionaldelights
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Dec 2025
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well you loved me last night, but what about today?
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months after breaking up a drunk ilya calls shane to pick him up
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Tomorrow, he'll call Shane and apologise. He'll fix what he broke. He doesn't want Shane to be angry at him anymore.
He doesn’t remember swerving to avoid a merging truck.
He also doesn’t remember hitting the tree.
Or: Ilya gets into a car accident. Shane is there to pick up the pieces.
Bookmarked by turningthepages
31 Dec 2025
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Ilya thinking no one would miss him. Shane getting on a fucking plane the minute he can't get ahold of Ilya.
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And then Shane hammered it home, “This isn’t real.”
He was going to leave. He came here so that he could leave. So that he could end whatever the fuck this was between them in person so he could feel good about it. Because Shane wasn’t an asshole – no, that was Ilya’s job.
Fuck that.
If Shane was going to leave anyway, then Ilya might as well put it all on the table, “It is to me.”
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OR: Shane tries to run away after they say each other's names for the first time. Ilya chases after him and makes them talk it out.Series
- Part 5 of Episode Aftercare
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For Better or for Rozanov by SunsetMaiden
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Dec 2025
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After not speaking for over four months, Ilya is perturbed by headlines that Shane has suddenly married an American pop star.
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Shane Hollander opened the door to find a 6’3 seething Russian in the hallway. “What…” he angled his head to peer around Ilya’s rigid, imposing figure. “What are you doing here?”
Ilya shoved a magazine at him. “Annul it.”
“No seriously. Where’d you even come from?”
“Hollander.” Icy warning wrapped around each syllable.
“Aren’t you presenting at the ESPYs tonight?”
“Am home sick,” Ilya barked, pushing his way into Shane’s apartment. “Is true?” he gestured toward the magazine Shane had yet to acknowledge. “End it. Now.”
“End what…” Shane looked down, frowning when he realized it was the fucking 'National Enquirer'. What the actual fuck? “Oh…” he breathed, the top box on the front page catching his eye. A picture of him and Mia Voegele taken in a dark club with the tag, ‘Secret Marriage?'

