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Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”
Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.
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27 May 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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27 May 2026
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Second Chances by TylerReed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov's life takes an unexpected turn when a deadly plane crash in 2021 takes his life, right after a fight with his long-time partner, Shane Hollander. Though instead of the afterlife, Ilya is sent back to December 2008, just before his NHL career began, on the very day that he first met Shane. He finds himself in a familiar world, with knowledge of both the future and knowledge of the man he loves and the friends he holds dear.
As Ilya navigates this new reality, he rebuilds his relationship with Shane, who is still finding his path in both hockey and his identity as a gay man. With their rivalry blossoming into a different experience than the one Ilya experienced the first time around, the two face challenges around acceptance, family pressures, and the struggles of being openly gay and lovers in the sports world. Throughout their journey, Ilya contemplates his first life, cherishes the present, and strives to alter the course of their futures (and the futures of their friends) for the better.
Or, Ilya Rozanov discovers first hand what the butterfly effect is, and how it can drastically alter the future.
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23 May 2026
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Hold On (I Still Want You) by velminort
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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Shane and Ilya broke up. It was the adult, mature decision they made together and moved on from. Except Shane is still Ilya's emergency contact and Ilya's coach just called.
Ilya had a seizure. Well, seizures. Multiple. He is in the hospital, in the operation block and suddenly Shane is met with the possibility that last words Ilya Rozanov ever heard from him were "Maybe love isn't enough."
And then complications occur. And Ilya is not waking up.
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They’d sat on a perfectly ordinary Wednesday afternoon in their perfectly ordinary kitchen, with coffee that had gone cold on the table between them, and calmly dismantled the life they’d built together. One sentence at a time.
“Maybe we need space.” “Maybe we’re just hurting each other.” “Maybe love isn’t enough.”
He wants to go back and shove that version of himself against the wall. Shake him until his teeth rattle.
Love is the only thing that matters when someone is under general anaesthesia and a stranger is touching their brain, Shane thinks wildly. Love is literally the only currency worth anything in a room like this.
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- Part 1 of Hold On (I Still Want You)
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23 May 2026
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Two weeks after running away from Ilya, Shane thought he’d already destroyed everything worth saving — until a breaking news alert changes everything.
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22 May 2026
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Vancouver General Hospital has very strict rules about workplace relationships, and Dr. Shane Hollander and Dr. Ilya Rozanov follow every single one.
The only problem is that they’re married.
And no one knows.
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- Part 2 of hockey didn’t happen
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16 May 2026
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Wolfbird by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.
Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.
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12 May 2026
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A devastating on-ice collision changes everything for Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, and everyone who loves them.
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11 May 2026
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Night Shift by Menty_B_Fairy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is just trying to survive NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at 7-Eleven. He's too exhausted to notice that his new regular customer is Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee and cookies.
When Ilya hands him a $10,000 designer scarf and matching gloves, Shane doesn't panic. He sells them for next month's rent. Any normal person would be terrified. Instead, Shane uses the leftover money to buy a Hello Kitty watch, pastel pink, childish, utterly incongruous with the danger circling him. He wears it to his next night shift without irony or apology.
Ilya notices immediately. He is fascinated.
(Currently under major editing. Can still be read.)
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10 May 2026
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The Second First Time by Allive
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate.
But the world has changed. It’s 2025. They play for the same team, live in the same house, and Ilya Rozanov is wearing a wedding ring.
Now Shane has to relive nine lost years, learn to trust his ‘enemy,’ and find out whether he can fall in love with his own husband all over again.Series
- Part 1 of Again, and Always
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- 59,706
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- 24/24
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09 May 2026
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Part 1 of homegrown
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- 4/4
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09 May 2026
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As a journalist, Taehyung has had to do his fair share of crazy things, but never anything as extreme as the mess he's roped into now: having to date a guy for ten days, with the sole purpose of doing every faux pas in the book as research for his column. Enter Jeongguk, a young marketing executive that looks like sex on legs and who, no matter how insane Taehyung acts, won't walk away from him.
(Or, a How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days AU.)Bookmarked by tz03v
23 Apr 2026
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Five years, a different country, a different life, Jeongguk thought he had finally learned how to live without Taehyung.
But he couldn’t have been more wrong.
Because the moment he sees him again, smiling through his camera lens like nothing ever broke between them, and then watches someone else kiss him… everything he buried all these years comes crashing back to him.
Wasn’t letting go supposed to be easier after all this time?
It wasn’t.
Because loving Taehyung was the one thing he never learned how to let go of, no matter how hard he tried.- Language:
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07 Mar 2026
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And then I found out how hard it is to really change by downpour
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
14 Feb 2026
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Taehyung is the star player and captain of his ice hockey team at Northwood College. His only problem is Jeongguk, the rival center from the Caledon Griffins.
He absolutely despises Jeon. Every time they meet, it's a brawl on the ice and a time-out in the penalty box.
So when that son of a bitch transfers to Northwood, Taehyung really wanted to punch that bastard right in the face.
(Or, rival hockey players Taehyung and Jeongguk fall in love and learn to share the ice and their hearts.)
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03 Mar 2026
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“I’m pregnant.”
“Pardon?”
“I’m pregnant.”
“Yeah, I heard you the first time. I was giving you the option to take it back.”
“Take it back? Why would I do that?”
“You’re not funny. Shane, genuinely please tell me what’s going on. Stop fucking around with me.”
“Hayden, there’s a bun in my oven. I’m going to be eating for two. I’ll be out of commission for nine months. What other ways can I say this? I’m not fucking around with you. This isn’t a joke. I took four tests. I’m pregnant.” Shane said without a smile on his face. There was no laughter between his words. Hayden fell silent for a minute staring wide-eyed at Shane like he had seen a ghost.
“Holy fucking shit.”
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Shane is pregnant with Ilya’s baby. He proceeds to try to avoid Ilya while keeping the baby a secret. He’s not the best at avoiding Ilya though.
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03 Mar 2026
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Fox spirit Taehyung had spent five hundred years mourning the only human who had never treated him like a monster. Forced out of his mountain home by modern construction, he wandered into the city—utterly unprepared for bright lights, loud streets, and getting hit by a speeding car.
When the furious driver stepped out, Taehyung didn’t see a stranger, but the face of the man he thought he’d already lost long ago. Certain that fate had reunited them, he ran in for a tearful embrace—only to be shoved away, called a sasaeng, and threatened with a trip to a place called a ‘police station.’
or... TAEKOOK AU where, after five hundred years, fox spirit Taehyung thought he had finally reunited with his human lover—only to discover that said lover was actually idol Jeon Jeongguk, who has no idea who he is and thinks he’s just another obsessed fan.
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28 Feb 2026
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“Maybe they did hook up and it went sour. That explains why Professor Jeon was so upset with him earlier. I heard it got out of hand over something as silly as him bringing a salad to the faculty Christmas party.”
“I don’t think they did. Them leaving at the same time was probably a coincidence. Besides, they’re both married.”
There’s a beat of silence and then a soft gasp. “What if they are married? You know, to each other.”
There’s a laugh. A really amused sounding one. That seems more ridiculous than them having an affair, although Jungkook really doesn’t want the students to start spreading that rumor. “Don’t be ridiculous. Professor Kim looks like he could kill when Professor Jeon is simply mentioned around him.”
“Haven’t you ever heard of enemies to lovers?”
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24 Feb 2026
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Jeon Jeongguk’s life runs on strict routines, whereas Kim Taehyung is chaotic, impulsive, and everything Jeongguk swears he isn’t looking for.
Yet somehow, Jeongguk wakes up one morning to find Taehyung in his bed, and suddenly, all of his plans feel like they’re falling apart.
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22 Feb 2026
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Kissing your bro to pay your bills is not gay if you both are actors, right? How Taehyung convinced him to agree to this madness, Jeongguk still has no idea.
Or; Two desperate, broke and very much straight best friends decide to try filming porn videos together to make some extra money. Catching feelings wasn't exactly part of the plan.
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22 Feb 2026
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"Once bound by love, then torn apart by heartbreak, fate weaves their paths together again—for a union born of duty, but haunted by the ghosts of their past."
Seven years after a bitter breakup that severed their unbreakable bond, powerful businessman Kim Taehyung and rising actor Jeon Jungkook are forced into a contract marriage to fulfill a family will. With old wounds still raw, they decide act the part of a happy couple while vowing to part ways after. But under the same roof, when they had to confront buried feelings and unresolved heartbreak. Will they be able guard their hearts?
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22 Feb 2026