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Ilya's wet hand smacked against the glass, his whole body following suit as he slid down against the wet surface.
The glass surface beneath him slid open; his remaining unoccupied hand shakily shot out against the floor to steady himself as he refused to collapse on top of his tiny daughter.
With the last remaining energy he had, he forced out the words
“Please… help”
Everything faded into darkness.
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Ilya and his newborn daughter escape from an omega breeding facility and run straight into the home of famous Canadian hockey player Shane Hollander
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27 Jul 2026
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Big, Useless, and Superhumanly Potent by percyisasmartass
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Jul 2026
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Ilya never thought about his Omega status much. He was always taught that being an Omega was a form of weakness, that his biology failed him when he was supposed to come from a family of Alphas. So, the idea of using any of his anatomy wasn't exactly present in the front of his brain. But after Pride Night, and watching as Troy comes out, Ilya wants to be taken apart by Shane to get him out of his own head. Shane obliges, much to both of their delights.
Just one thing: it leads to some... unforeseen circumstances.
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18 Jul 2026
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“We all get our bell rung eventually, right?”
When Ilya Rozanov wakes up in the hospital, he doesn’t know how he got there. He doesn’t know it’s 2019, his second season as captain of the Ottawa Centaurs. He doesn’t know he got hurt defending Shane Hollander on the ice.
All he knows is that he must have hit his head really, really, hard, because when he wakes up, there are three Hollanders looking at him with love in their eyes and concern on their faces.
This is especially confusing since the last time Ilya Rozanov remembers seeing Shane Hollander was at the 2014 Winter Olympics.
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07 Jul 2026
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(beyond this place) of wrath and tears by Donut_without_a_hole
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 Jul 2026
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On February 14, 2014, Russia passed "The Omega Repopulation Initiative" law.
Rapidly declining birth numbers, and the inability to keep up with the in vitro research of western countries, led a desperate Russian government to decree that everyone with the secondary gender designation of omega henceforth could be conscripted to birthing facilities, where suitable alphas and betas would be selected for genetic screening and compatibility with the purpose of repopulation.
The male omegas, a rarity even among the rare omegas, seldomly made it to the facilities. Instead, they became symbols of the most exclusive of commodities, traded among those who believed the worth of a human life was theirs to decide.
Ilya Rozanov was known to everyone as an alpha.
He mysteriously disappeared during the Sochi Winter Olympics.A tragic casualty of civil war, the world agreed.
The world moved on.
Shane Hollander didn't.
(Or: Against all odds, Ilya finds his way back to Shane in a world that readily believed him dead and moved on without him. This is a story of healing, and of how far you’ll go for the people you love.)
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05 Jul 2026
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make a few of your own by yeeyeecownoy
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jul 2026
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It’s funny, really. He knows he wants kids, but it was something playing second fiddle. If Shane didn’t want them, that’d be okay. But knowing Shane wants that too?
He wasn’t going to be able to stop thinking about it.
He wants Shane’s baby. He wants to carry Shane’s baby. And logically, he should be more nervous about it, but he’s not. He’s more than willing to give up hockey for a season, maybe two, to have a baby. He doesn’t need hockey the same way that Shane does. It’s a job, not a lifeline. He could handle the havoc it will wreak on his body in a way that would be difficult for Shane. He doesn’t need the same level of control over his body.
Even if he didn’t love the idea, which he kind of does, he’d do it just to keep Shane comfortable.
So, to him, it’s decided.
He’s going to have Shane’s baby.
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Ilya Rozanov mpreg ficBookmarked by unc4698
04 Jul 2026
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The Unread Letters by sxfthope
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is not okay, and his walls are finally caving in.
When a concerned teammate breaks the locker room code to text Shane about his captain's sudden collapse, Shane has to face the fact that he's two hours away in Montreal and helpless.
In a panic, he asks his parents to check on Ilya's Ottawa apartment. But David and Yuna don't just find a messy room, they end up snooping through a drawer and discovering a hidden stack of handwritten letters.
Reading the words Ilya could never say out loud, the Hollanders are forced to confront the horrific reality of his childhood and the crushing weight of the trauma he’s been carrying completely alone.
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30 Jun 2026
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get rough, get away with it by fencepost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jun 2026
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Shane has a ten year plan. Then Ilya gets shot while they're taking out the trash, and the plan goes to shit.
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27 Jun 2026
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Statistically speaking, there was a very long list on one end which Shane sat solidly at the top of. On the other end, there was a list with only one name on it.
Shane was the best of everyone Ilya had ever fucked.
Sasha was the best to ever fuck Ilya.
Shane would never have gotten two Stanley Cups if he didn’t know how to pivot and change direction when needed.
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26 Jun 2026
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I'll Think About Tomorrow (If I Can Get Through Tonight) by Smokeybubble
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jul 2026
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LeClaire’s hand is still on his shoulder, and Ilya knows that it doesn’t look like anything. A coach speaking to one of his players. LeClaire’s heat seeps through his suit jacket, and his breath is a warm, damp wash of air against Ilya’s ear.
“They’ve finished up with the awards,” he murmurs. “You look like you’re ready to get out of here.”
Ilya nods tightly and sets his drink down on the table.
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Gregori Rozanov was bad in many ways, but Coach LeClaire might have him beat.
Shane Hollander has something to say about that. It turns out a lot of people do.
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18 Jun 2026
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there is love that doesn't have a place to rest by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Jul 2026
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Ilya closes his eyes.
He blinks back his tears. He wants to nod or shake his head or something, but he can't.
This can't be happening.
He blinks and blinks and blinks again but he's still in the hospital and he still feels like shit and his mom is dead and Shane is far away and he thinks he's depressed and there is something inside of him that he doesn't know what to do with.
Fuck, he thinks, in russian and in english and in french, even. Fuck.Or, in 2020, Ilya has a (very) unplanned, (very) complicated pregnancy, Shane has to learn that sometimes things don't work out the way he planned, and some other things. Set in The Long Game, kind of.
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14 Jun 2026
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The Now, The Then, The Thinking of When by alltheleavesarebrown
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
23 Jun 2026
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To the world, Ilya Rozanov is the face of resilience. He has the career, the house, and the man—Shane Hollander, the legendary rival who walked away from a legacy in Montreal to build a life by Ilya’s side. Yet, behind the surface, the foundation is cracking. Haunted by the shadow of his mother’s suicide and a crushing sense of guilt, Ilya is convinced he is the architect of Shane’s downfall. To Ilya, every “traitor” chant from the stands and every weary look in Shane’s eyes is a bill that he can never pay. The antidepressants are failing, the nightmares are returning, and the only thing louder than the roar of his Ducati is the silence of the things he can’t tell anyone.
When a routine hit on the ice turns into a medical emergency, the “fine” life Ilya has spent months performing is stripped away. As his body fails, Shane is left to piece together the truth of the man he thought he knew.
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02 Jun 2026
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To Wage a Silent War by halfheartedlycynical
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Jul 2026
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Russia is cruel to its Omegas, and his father is nothing if not patriotic. Ilya wonders, sometimes, if that’s why his mother killed herself.
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Ilya is 14 when he presents. And from the moment he does, he's leading a double life. Enter Shane Hollander, an infuriatingly calm Alpha whose unflappable demeanor screams of everything Ilya wishes he could be. Of everything he wants. And maybe, as the years go on, the only one who could be something more.
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02 Jun 2026
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Missing Hours by ravenkira
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Ilya doesn't remember the moment his head hit the pavement or the sound of screeching brakes.
He's forgotten he ever left Russia, and the names Yuna Hollander and Shane mean nothing to him, though these people clearly know him pretty well.
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31 May 2026
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"Is it true? Hollander is on rut waivers?"
"Mr Rozanov. Sit down."
"Make an offer. Offer – offer me."When Shane is cast out of the Metros due to a mystery hormone issue affecting his game, Ilya makes an offer to save his career: become a Boston Raider, and Ilya Rozanov's mate.
It would be easier if they hadn't already been sleeping together for years.
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30 May 2026
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snow angel (i'll make it through the winter if it kills me) by floydfairy, p3erhapschaotic7
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Jun 2026
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The pain has become too much for Ilya Rozanov to carry. For years, he’s lived with grief that never really healed, loneliness that followed him from Russia to Boston to Ottawa, and the constant exhaustion of pretending he’s okay when he hasn’t been in a very long time. Hockey gave him purpose. Shane Hollander gave him love. But neither could silence the ache left behind by losing his mother or the growing belief that maybe it was time to see her again.
So one morning, after one too many days suffering in silence, Ilya decides he’s done fighting. He leaves behind a letter for Shane, swallows a bottle of pills, and waits for the pain to end. Unfortunately for him, he is loved far too deeply for the universe to let him go that easily.
When the Hollanders find him in time, Ilya is forced into something he never planned for: surviving. And surviving means psychiatric holds, therapy sessions, difficult conversations, and learning how to let people care for him without believing he’s a burden. Most terrifying of all, it means letting Shane see every ugly, broken piece of him he tried so desperately to hide.
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Or: Ilya Rozanov attempts suicide, but the Hollanders love him too much to let him go quietly.
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27 May 2026
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i've been seeing ghosts again by Pale_Blue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Jun 2026
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Following the move to Ottawa, Ilya is struggling to keep his head above water. The Centaurs seem incapable of winning, his house is still half-unpacked at best, and Shane is two hours away in Montreal. After months of struggling alone, Ilya unexpectedly shows up at the Hollanders’ house one night, terrified of his own thoughts.
In the months that follow, Ilya hits low after low, struggling with his newly-diagnosed depression. David and Yuna do their best to be there for him while distance is still keeping Shane and Ilya apart.
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20 May 2026
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We’re Gonna Need a Bigger Cottage by BerriesOnTop
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jun 2026
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“But everything looks okay?” Shane asked, squeezing Ilya’s hand a little. “Healthy?”
“Oh yes,” the doctor said before pointing to another spot on the screen. “And you see this one here? That’s another gestational sac. Both strong and healthy.”
Ilya and Shane stared at the screen.
“Um… both?” Shane finally said.
Ilya and Shane are enjoying married life in Ottawa and playing for the same team. Ilya gets the shock of his life one afternoon in the form of a positive pregnancy test.
And the surprises don’t end there.
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18 May 2026
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Always, Ilya Rozanov. by rozsonata
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is disappearing one day at a time and no one is close enough to notice.
He goes to practice. He scores. He says he's fine.
He writes it all down in a notebook his therapist told him to buy, in a house that feels too big and too quiet. Someone will find it eventually.
He just doesn't expect it to be Shane.
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OR: A Week in Ilya Rozanov’s Journal as he battles with depression. And everything that comes after almost losing your life and having to learn how to live it.
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- Part 1 of Always, Ilya Rozanov
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11 May 2026
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somebody notice how i'm trying by Viwrit3r
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jul 2026
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The first time Shane had sensed it, they’d been three goals up, winning a game they didn’t really deserve to win.
‘Rozanov - ‘ something on his face must have given away how truly terrible he feels, because Hollander is stepping closer, a look of concern etched over his features. He bites back his words - Ilya sways, just barely, dizzy all of a sudden - and Hollander gets out ‘Ilya,’ the name low and far too intent. Hollander smells worried, rain-charcoal-loam, a thick miasma.
Ilya chokes back a noise of pain as his stomach cramps, deep pain low in his pelvis - another wave of heat flushes over his cheeks - and it’s then that he feels the first trickle of slick and realizes, horribly and suddenly, what must impossibly be happening. What has been happening.
He's going into heat.
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- Part 1 of all of me, a wound to close
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15 Apr 2026
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